Back to Normal
I think I've seriously grown.. And that I am back to the me that I once knew. Thank God for that! After what happened last nite, I woke to find my eyes were swollen but not as bad as I expected. I need to thank a few people for being there for me last nite and today.
1st person - Irene. She was there for me throughout the whole thrashing out session last nite. Although it was only via msn, she was there for the whole time from the start til the end. She got angry on my behalf, was worked up and her hubby even told her to send his regards to me today. Sweet! She accompanied to run a lot of errands today to 'repay my debts'. She encouraged me, supported me and even postponed going out with her hubby tomorrow just to have dinner with me (and Cheryl) so that I won't have another lonely Friday nite on my own. I really really really appreciate it and wanna thank her for it. *HUGZ*
2nd person - Bee. The minute I msg-ed her, she came online to check if I was ok. Tried to keep my mind off things by emailing me about going out and meeting on Sat, sms-ing me to cheer me up. Touched.. *HUGZ*
3rd person - XZ. Same as Bee.. The minute I msg-ed him, he called me. When I didn't answer, he sms-ed me and came online to check on me. Throughout the whole of last nite, he was encouraging me and supporting me in my decisions. Told me that I didn't have to worry about a thing. There will always be him and Keong to back me up. Sweet! *HUGZ*
4th person - Leo. This guy.. Ultra fantastic! Msg-ed him, he replied. Asked him if he was working today, he said he was off for today and tomorrow. Immediately agreed to meet me though his new hobby still hasn't changed - making me wait. Haha. Dinner at Newton Food Centre. He listened to my sob story, cheered me up with some crappy stuff and jokes. I actually ate rice and we finished all 3 dishes that I ordered. I ate a lot!!! Haven't had so much for dinner in a long time now. :p And once again, he opened the car door for me. Really super nice guy in every way. *HUGZ*
5th person - Felix, for responding to me immediately when I needed his help. Drove me to complete my errands today and couldn't have a proper lunch. Had to make do with Long John Silver at my office desk. So paiseh. And he really did try to cheer me up. Thanx so much!! *HUGZ*
6th person - Carissa mumy. The moment I told her, she was apalled. But she supported me. She has always been with me through my ups and downs for the past 3 years that I've been with this company. She has shown me the light, been the pillar of strength, encouraged me when I'm down, sharing my happiness on my up days. This mummy is the best!! *HUGZ*
7th person - Heng Wee. Might not have known this guy for long but he's been real great! Supportive, truthful and always cheering me up when I'm down. Even encouraging me and helping me in my career. Truly marvellous! Thanks! *HUGZ*
So, I managed to live thro the whole of today without breaking down or making any stupid mistakes. Thanks to everyone for being my pillar of strenth!! Office has become my haven. So much work to keep me occupied and I'm thankful for that. Back to being workaholic days. Work - The thing that keeps me going, keeps my mind occupied and makes me forget everything. It's the most wonderful thing to do. Haha.
I think I seemed pretty normal today, the same old me.. Talking, laughing and working in office. Not a hint of sadness or abnormality. Am I good at disguising myself or am I really ok? Haha. I think, I'm really ok. Like Leo said.. I don't seem sad, more like pissed. Haha.
K.. 12.05am already. Been sleeping late these days again. Tired.. Nitez all!
1st person - Irene. She was there for me throughout the whole thrashing out session last nite. Although it was only via msn, she was there for the whole time from the start til the end. She got angry on my behalf, was worked up and her hubby even told her to send his regards to me today. Sweet! She accompanied to run a lot of errands today to 'repay my debts'. She encouraged me, supported me and even postponed going out with her hubby tomorrow just to have dinner with me (and Cheryl) so that I won't have another lonely Friday nite on my own. I really really really appreciate it and wanna thank her for it. *HUGZ*
2nd person - Bee. The minute I msg-ed her, she came online to check if I was ok. Tried to keep my mind off things by emailing me about going out and meeting on Sat, sms-ing me to cheer me up. Touched.. *HUGZ*
3rd person - XZ. Same as Bee.. The minute I msg-ed him, he called me. When I didn't answer, he sms-ed me and came online to check on me. Throughout the whole of last nite, he was encouraging me and supporting me in my decisions. Told me that I didn't have to worry about a thing. There will always be him and Keong to back me up. Sweet! *HUGZ*
4th person - Leo. This guy.. Ultra fantastic! Msg-ed him, he replied. Asked him if he was working today, he said he was off for today and tomorrow. Immediately agreed to meet me though his new hobby still hasn't changed - making me wait. Haha. Dinner at Newton Food Centre. He listened to my sob story, cheered me up with some crappy stuff and jokes. I actually ate rice and we finished all 3 dishes that I ordered. I ate a lot!!! Haven't had so much for dinner in a long time now. :p And once again, he opened the car door for me. Really super nice guy in every way. *HUGZ*
5th person - Felix, for responding to me immediately when I needed his help. Drove me to complete my errands today and couldn't have a proper lunch. Had to make do with Long John Silver at my office desk. So paiseh. And he really did try to cheer me up. Thanx so much!! *HUGZ*
6th person - Carissa mumy. The moment I told her, she was apalled. But she supported me. She has always been with me through my ups and downs for the past 3 years that I've been with this company. She has shown me the light, been the pillar of strength, encouraged me when I'm down, sharing my happiness on my up days. This mummy is the best!! *HUGZ*
7th person - Heng Wee. Might not have known this guy for long but he's been real great! Supportive, truthful and always cheering me up when I'm down. Even encouraging me and helping me in my career. Truly marvellous! Thanks! *HUGZ*
So, I managed to live thro the whole of today without breaking down or making any stupid mistakes. Thanks to everyone for being my pillar of strenth!! Office has become my haven. So much work to keep me occupied and I'm thankful for that. Back to being workaholic days. Work - The thing that keeps me going, keeps my mind occupied and makes me forget everything. It's the most wonderful thing to do. Haha.
I think I seemed pretty normal today, the same old me.. Talking, laughing and working in office. Not a hint of sadness or abnormality. Am I good at disguising myself or am I really ok? Haha. I think, I'm really ok. Like Leo said.. I don't seem sad, more like pissed. Haha.
K.. 12.05am already. Been sleeping late these days again. Tired.. Nitez all!
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