Friday, December 31, 2004
thanx all!!
wanna thank everybody who have made my bday so special. BIG THANK YOU goes out to everybody in the office, esp my dept people.
as promised in the earlier blog, i cried in the office today. it was touching n the 1st time i ever had so many people celebrating my bday for me. had mixed feelings coz it's my last n yet it's my bday. couldn't control the tears. special thanks goes out to Lin, Diana & Melissa who put everything together. thank u so much for all the fun time!!! will definitely miss u all.
everything was beautiful but some asshole had to spoil it for me in the office. accused me of stealing other people's bday cake n cutting it. felt like scolding him n making it into a big thing since it was my last day anyway. was stopped by everyone but i'll never forgive that bastard. never ever. i'll curse him everyday til he fucking die manz. trust me.
anyway, enough of that asshole. i still didn't get what i've always wanted on my bday from my bf. i don't want to say what it is coz it won't be special anymore. hehe. muz keep it a secret. something that i find very romantic for a guy to do. but it's ok. :p
disappointed that some of my friends still haven't wish me a happy bday til now. some of them r actually people whom i expect them to remember yet... well.. i guess this juz proves to be who r friends with a heart who can remember me. will c how things go by tonite. even if people forget, i won't take it to heart. have learnt to let go. :)
tsunami has caused a lot of sadness in everyone. i can even cry juz by reading newspaper articles on some of the events that happened. getting very emotional these days. sighz... natural disasters can really be a test on people. wonder y george bush can't treasure human lives when there already r natural disasters to take people's lives. stupid idiot who only knows how to take revenge n cause wars. duhz. juz hope that life can still go on for everyone in asia n affected countries as soon as possible.
my favourite quotation as always: life is short. enjoy while u can coz u never know what may happen the next minute. treasure what u have.. friends, family, etc. don't regret any decisions u have made n live life to the fullest. that has always been my philospohy in life n it will always be. stay happy, sweet n cheerful one n all! all the best in the upcoming year!!! *MUACKZ*
magz [4:15 PM]
*will dreams come true one day?*
Thursday, December 16, 2004
leaving..
i'll be leaving dbs in 2 weeks time n honestly, i feel kinda sad by it.. all the friends i've made there, the joy n laughter that everyone has brought.. i think i'll cry on my last day. trust me on that. haha. i definitely will cry.. sighz..
anyway, we celebrated linda's bday in the office today n it was quite a touching moment. the cake from secret recipe is really fantastc!!! :p
tom's bday was on 11/12. went back to work on that day n he had to wait more than half an hour for me. hehe. went to pick my sis up from her place, went to hilton hotel for her to check into her suite. that place is gorgeous! after that my sis treated him to lunch at sushi teh n haagen daaz ice cream. i bought him a whole tiramisu cake for him at hilton hotel n we went to a friend's place for mahjong. got angry with him during the game n refused to talk anymore. haha.
he's suffering from stiff neck now.. serve him right. haha. keep telling him to buy new pillow but keep refusing. guys.. stubborn like shit. can't stand it. *bleah*
jie shan has been sms-ing me recently. i'm sure close friends will know who he is n how much he used to mean to me. well, as usual, he called me coz he's got problems with his gf. he only calls me or sms me when he's single or having problems with some gal. sigh.. anyway, he said it's karma for what he did to me which is y the gals he likes all do the same thing back to him. we chatted n i finally found out the true reasons y he broke up with me in the past.
1) his parents were facing a crisis in their relationship.
2) he felt that it was unfair to me coz he couldn't spend time with me as he was in the commando camp.
3) he minds me having too many guy friends.
4) he minds my skin problem, eczyma - THIS IS 1 REASON THAT I DON"T ACCEPT!!!!
but as i used to tell grandma whenever she said that no guy will ever like someone with horrible skin like mine, "if a guy loves me for my looks n my complexion, i'll rather not want such a guy as my other half". guess what grandma said came true n so did my reply. haha. i won't want a guy who minds my skin condition. at least i'm happy now without him n that's all that matters. :)
went back to school today to collect my management diary n to crash FM lecture again. haha. FM is still as boring as usual but i had a good time with one of my close friend, ter lam. we chatted n caught up with each other's lives. sometimes i really do miss school life manz..
my laptop's really crashed on me so i can't use it til i send it for servicing. SUCKS!!!!
magz [8:30 PM]
*will dreams come true one day?*
