Friday, February 29, 2008

Lunch!
Happily hectic day. :) Carissa mummy said I was floating in the air and that I walked with a bounce in my steps. How could I not? 1st time JZ ever came to Tampines to meet me for lunch. Not by choice though. Haha.

Been liasing with his good friend, Ben, on corporate gifts for the upcoming company event and had to pass Ben the downpayment today. He managed to drag JZ along and we had lunch together. With another friend of theirs also called Adrian. Ate lunch (fishball noodles) at Simpang Bedok. Short 1 hour lunch but was good enough to brighten my day. :p

Worked real hard today. But really enjoyed it. I know I'm doing something that I like and I don't mind the hardwork. As long as I ignore the person I don't like, I actually like the work here and stuff. ^.^ And so, I worked til 9pm today with several stuff still undone but those can wait. JZ had been waiting for me since 7pm. Ooppsss.. Luckily he had his friend, Ken whom I also know from Uni, to keep him company.

He picked me up from office and we went to a coffee shop at Kaki Bukit to have dinner. Ordered fried omelette (fu rong egg), beancurd that had sea cucumber, vege, mushrooms and abalone in it, sweet and sour pork and seaweed soup that had fish, prawns, eggs, carrots, vege in it. Finished all the dishes, my bowl of rice and my drink. My God!! I've been eating a lot!!!!

Joey just messaged me to ask if I was at DF. Realised that I've not touched a single drop of alcohol for quite some time now. Clubbing was more than a month ago already. I haven't pubbed at all for months!

K.. Time to go. He's finished his shower..

magz [11:32 PM]

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Reservist..
Hectic day at work today. Loved it!! The workaholic loves to work! Haha. The day passed so quickly that I didn't even know. Good feeling to have. :p

JZ picked me up from office at about 9pm. Headed to East Coast Lagoon to eat. Ate the beef kway teow soup that always has the super long queue. It's delicious! Then we shared a can of soya milk and another plate of satay beehoon. Left 4 pieces of sliced pork and we played scissors, paper, stone. Loser to eat a piece each time. He lost 4 times in a row! Hahaha. He made my day by picking me up and having dinner with me. Was unexpected as I wasn't expecting to meet him today. Hehe.

But.. Sighz.. I became sad after a while. Coz.. He found out that he's going for reservist from 10-22 March. Why am I sad? (1) My company is organising a trip to the zoo on 15 March and I'm the organiser. He can't come!!!! :((((( I'm realllll sad... Sighz.. (2) It's the 1st time we will be apart for sooooo long (2 weeks is considered long!!) after being together for 2 months plus. Double sighz... I seriously wanted him to join me at the company event.. But... SIGHZ SIGHZ SIGHZ.... Cannot do anything except to sigh...

Found out that someone in office has been faking medical leave to go out with gf. Not sure if I should be saying this here. Think the only person I can confide in in office will be Carissa mummy. Shall ask her tomorrow. Sighz.. It's actually none of my business. Just that, this is something I will not do and it is against my principles. Think most people who know me and that person will know who I am talking about. But I shall not say more and hope nobody in office will leak this out. Let's just take it as nothing happened.

magz [11:01 PM]

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Kungfu Dunk!!!!
Quick post. Super super tired. Not feeling well today coz of hormonal changes. ARGH!

Boring day at work again. Spent my afternoon doing my event stuff. Liaised with Ben, JZ's friend regarding quotations for door gifts and looking for chartered bus for the event. Then left for JZ's place.

He waited for me downstairs. Headed to Bishan. Walked around and bought 9.40pm tickets to watch Kungfu Dunk. Dinner at Sakae coz I had no appetite at all. Only ate 4 pieces of sushi, 1 gyoza, 1 fried hotate and had plain water. That was all I ate. Pain was too much to take so I took panadol.

Movie - NICE!!!! Jay Chou - ULTRA CUTE!!!!!!!!! And the other character in the show - Xiao Lan. Dunno his real name though. Will check with Bee. Thank God for the panadol. Felt so much better and could enjoy the show. Loved it!!! Loved basketball all along. Dunks make me excited. SO COOL!!!! Miss the Michael Jordan era. Yeah, I'm from that era. Hahaha.

Came home after movie. I insisted on watching the movie coz wanted to spend more time with JZ though I felt half dead at 1st. Thought I could live thro the pain without medication but couldn't. But I'm glad to have insisted. Else, I'd have missed a cool show. Hahaha.

Time to bathe n sleep. Need to get more rest. :)

magz [11:53 PM]

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Found my way..
Woke up in a very good mood. Don't ask me why. I dunno either. Haha. I think I feel happier now that I'm recovering from the rash on my face. Makes my mood fantastic though it was raining today. :p

Had lunch with the girls after a week plus of absence. Was ok. Bought contact lens saline, containers, prickly heat powder for Dad and bag cleaner after lunch. Winston xiao di & Carissa mummy accompanied me. :) Mummy said she's happy that I'm back to the normal cheery self. Haha. Oh ya, mummy say I look good in the pics!! Hahaha. :p So happy!!!

Boring day at work again. No deals at all. Left at 6.30pm to visit Dad. Reached Yio Chu Kang MRT at 7.35pm.. This time, I wasn't lost!!! Printed the map from street directory website just in case. Haha. Reached the hospital at 7.45pm. Dad was a good boy today and his left leg can move more now! Yay!!

Left hospital at 9pm. Talked to Kwang di all the way from hospital to MRT station to home. Haha. We have a lot to talk, always!

K... I have exercised a lot and perspired a lot just by walking up and down, here and there. Shall go bathe and watch my dramas. :p And to deliberate about my part time cleaner problem.. I don't think I can go back to the kind of life where I have to do everything on my own again. Hahahaha.

magz [9:50 PM]

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Monday, February 25, 2008

American - Japanese Girl
Boring day today. Surfed net in office for Taiwan trip in April and did my staff event registration form. That's it. Didn't have any new deals at all today. Left at 6.30pm to visit Dad. Lost. Waited for bus instead. Played DS and this young Secondary School girl chatted with me.

magz [11:14 PM]

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

1st dinner cooked by JZ
Saturday (23 Feb 2008) - Cont'd
JZ really cooked dinner for me. He cooked porridge. Then made his own spring onion to fry with eggs, cooked dou miao (vegetables) with mushrooms in oyster sauce (coz both vegetables and mushrooms are my fave) and made his own meat patty with bean sauce. Was a delicious dinner though a tad salty. He doesn't cook a lot so I'm kinda touched. He seldom cooks vegetables too.. Happy that it was a success. At least that eased my anger. Hehe. I simply watched TV while he cooked. :p Me, being the girl who can't cook. Haha.

He watched soccer while I watched variety shows after that. Bathed and I slept at 11pm! Hahaha. Way cool!!!

Sunday (24 Feb 2008)
Woke up at 2.45pm!! Haha. Can u believe it?? The number of hours that I slept - 15 hrs plus!!! Super satisfying!!! Nothing beats that!! And the best part, for someone who always wakes up early (JZ), he slept til the same time as me! Haha. Though of coz, he slept much later than me. But that's not the issue. He has the habit of sleeping late and yet, waking up early. Today, for the 1st time, he woke up late! Hehehe.

Showered and we went for lunch a few blocks away. I tell u.. The drinks stall auntie was a true winner. Didn't know what teh bing (iced milk tea) was and made me teh o bing (iced tea without milk). Then, charged me wrongly. Total cost $2.70 but calculated 3 times and told me $1.70, $2.20 and $2.40. Faints.. And we waited 20 mins for my chicken cutlet and his chicken chop to be served. Sighz.. By then, Felix was already waiting for me and JZ's friend was also waiting for him. Haha.

Went home with Felix, picked up Dad's shoes and headed to the hospital with him. Aunt Margaret was there already. Cleaned Dad up, talked to him, massaged him, exercised him while Felix played with my DS outside. Haha. Was there for about 2 hours plus then we headed to Orchard to meet Bee and to buy some stuff.

Bought the oral gel for Dad and met up with Bee and her hubby. Been some time since the 3 of us met up already. Ever since both of them left the company. Great to meet up again! Headed to Shaw Isetan to buy heel plasters for my shoes then walked back to HMV to get the car. Drove to Pasir Panjang for dinner. Came home. Bathed. Washing clothes now.

Ky sms-ed me from HK. She's not happy. Poor girl. Being irritated by her sis. Her sis and my sis are kinda the same type of people. Sighz.. She asked me how I managed to stay happy and optimistic. Easy. Treat the people u r angry with as transparent. Haha. I don't see or hear them anymore. :p

K.. Shall go put the heel plasters on my shoes, pack my bag, think of what to wear for tomorrow and hang up my laundry then head for bed. Beauty sleep! :)

magz [10:58 PM]

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Lunch with Meng, BBQ & Salsa
Friday (22 Feb 2008)
Had such a boring morning at work that I ended up surfing the net and asking Mel if she had anything for me to do before I fall asleep at my desk.

Meng came all the way from Bukit Panjang just to meet me for lunch!!! So sweet of him!! Was sooooo happy to see again that we hugged each other for a full minute at the MRT the moment we saw each other! Been almost 2 years since we last met! Had lunch at Phin's (my treat) then had coffee at Coffee Bean (his treat). Hehe. Colleagues walked past and saw us but I didn't care. Just comcentrated on my conversation with him. :p Went back to office at 2.30pm... Meng walked me to office lobby and we had to say goodbye. :( Wonder how long it will be before we meet up again. He's flying back to Dubai today. :( Will miss my bro..

Went back to office and had my staff event discussion and stuff. Then Raymond from CPB asked me to meet him at pantry for coffee to discuss some stuff. Spent another 25 mins there chatting. Hahaha. Hardly worked! :p

After work, went to Celine's place for BBQ with the rest of the past n present Control Dept folks. We had sooo much fun. Pics will be posted once I receive them. Poor Shaun and Celine had to serve us the whole nite. Thanx to the both of them for bbq-ing for us the whole nite and for allowing us to mess up her place! Hahaha.

JZ picked me up at Kembangan MRT and the girls were so excited to finally see my boy. Hahaha. Sent Joy home along the way.

Saturday (23 Feb 2008)
Woke up at 10am coz Felix came to pick me up at 11am to go AMK Hospital to visit Dad. Was there for only 20 mins when the nurse came to get Dad for X-Ray. She said it would take half an hour and I couldn't wait as we had salsa today. Ate at the cafe there and we played with Felix's new hp camera. :p

Went for salsa and had a good workout today. So many turns!! We even did a chereographed portion and filmed it down. Will post it once I have uploaded from my hp to my laptop as I'm now at JZ's place. Oh.. While Felix was driving to the salsa location, I took more pics in the car! Haha. Will upload those as well. :)

Orchard after salsa and we went to Wisma for lunch. Ate fried hokkien mee that always have super long queue but was empty today (think coz we ate at 4pm!) and ice mango with pomelo. ^.^ Bought 2 singlets for JZ coz he has been wanting them since last week. :)

Headed to Tangs for a walk, then to Plaza Sing where JZ said to meet him. After I got off from Felix's car then I received a call from JZ saying that he doesn't wanna go PS anymore. Wanted to cook dinner instead. Was so angry! Messaged Cheryl to complain and luckily they were still around the area so Felix came back to pick me up again. But so sorry that they had to wait for me for quite long as I was on the phone with the hospital nurse and couldn't answer the 2nd line or read the sms-es that she sent me to inform me they were back.

Dropped Cheryl off at Suntec where she met her mum n sis and Felix sent me to JZ's place. Big big THANK U to Felix for being my chauffeur today and driving me around. Thank u thank u! :) Appreciate it!!

magz [7:01 PM]

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

My 1st Dinner!
Gonna make this a quick one.. I hope..

Work - Busy with staff event for 1st quarter. Spent the whole morning and afternoon thinking of plans and events and emailing for quotations. It's basically a one-man show and I've called for a meeting tomorrow to decide which event to hold.

Other than that, the biggest idiot is still being himself, a TOTAL idiot who asks dealers the same questions after I have sent out the mails, or sending mails to the wrong people, or asking the dumbest questions ever, or not checking properly before questioning dealers and others. He is on Mel and my nerves that I don't talk to him at all. I will email to him and copy the whole world. Mel did the same today coz she's pissed off too. Haha. Both of us told Ed gor that we used to be happy coming to work. Now, we dread coming to work.

Still helping with Shanghai on the balancing. It's becoming a daily affair.. Sighz...

Family - Uncle scolded Aunt Mic again yesterday. I don't like that. It's not nice and it makes aunt sad. It makes Ky hate him more. And Jac's impatient with Aunt too which makes Ky more pissed. Sighz.. What is happening??

Dad will be transferred to AMK Hospital tomorrow morning. Pros and cons.. Pro coz it means Dad's recovering and they have removed the 'trachy' tube from his throat. He's now breathing on his own and they have removed the urinary bag as well. He's wearing diapers. When he's at AMK Hospital, he will learn how to walk and will be able go to the toilet. :) Con coz it's real far away from where I work.. And even travelling there from home is not easy coz the location is really quite out of place. Sighz..

Relationship - Ok.. Diana saw me at AMK Hub with JZ on V Day. Such a coincidence but was too crowded and she was rushing for a movie so couldn't call me. :( I miss her! Anyway, happy that YQ is treating her well and they are still together! Hehe. Diana dear, he's the one liaoz.. U can't run anymore! ;p But YQ really loves her a lot so it's very very sweet!!

It's only taken me 10 mins to write all the above. Hahaha. I'm fast! Oh ya.. Nearly forgot to write the most impt thing.

Today, I finally bought dinner for myself when nobody ate with me. Been living my life as a hermit everyday, lunching by myself in the office everyday. And today, today is the 1st time I ever bought dinner back for myself to eat.. I have never had dinner on my own before if nobody buys or eats with me. I don't like to eat alone. But the training these few days have been successful. I bought dinner for myself! Haha. So proud of myself. I'm weird.. I know. :p Most people will think that it's only a small thing but to me, it's huge!! I have been independent since long ago but I hate the idea of doing things alone. And now, I can proudly say that I'm fully independent! YAY!!!!

And I had vegetarian food the whole of today coz it's the 15th in the lunar calendar. Unbelievable! Normally, I'll be hungry by 4pm or so and would need to start digging for food. But amazingly, I wasn't hungry at all! Think it migt be coz I ordered an extra dish for lunch and the guy gave mequite a lot of rice which I finished all! Hahaha. And I bought vegetarian food from the hospital home for dinner. 1st time I have vegetarian food the whole day. I can only last half a day normally. Today is simply an abnormal day for me...

And Meng is coming to Tampines to met me for lunch tomorrow!! FINALLY!!! I get to see my bro after what.. 2 years?? Or is it more than that? Shucks.. Meng, u've gone to Dubai for soooooo long that I can't remember when was the last time we met!!! But u don't seem that far away coz we talk almost every nite on MSN. Haha. :) Thanx for your friendship!!

Nearly forgot something again.. Yutaki has added me on Facebook!!! WOAH!!! Today is the 2nd time I signed in to Facebook.. 1st time was when I created the account. Haha. I had the account but never used it til I saw that Yutaki added me. Hehehe. And he added me on... Valentine's Day!! But couldn't find the request in my list.. Have emailed to him to add me again. :p Made me day BIG time! Haven't heard from him, seen him and talked to him for almost 2 months now.. Boy.. It's been that long..

K.. The long winded me has written a lot.. AGAIN! Sighz.. I must be less winded. 18 mins for such a long post. No wonder I'm long winded. Haha.

magz [11:40 PM]

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PS.. I Love You

Blogging in office again. Yes.. I'm that bored. Too bad office has blocked Blogger website else I will post it immediately instead of having to email to my personal account, copy and paste into Blogger to post it. Sighz..

A thought flashed across my mind today. So often, people say keep in touch or stay in contact. How many people really do that? I seriously wonder.. I know not many of my friends or ex-bfs will do that though they said to keep in touch. I am not surprised if my ex-bfs do not stay in touch. Who will like to continue a friendship with their former partners? I admit, I do especially if we broke up on friendly or mutual terms.. Coz my ex-bfs are the ones who know me best. But they think otherwise. Sigh.. Am I such a difficult person?

Ever since Chinese New Year, I have given up trying to stay in contact with friends who do not wanna continue the friendship. I feel ridiculous.. Trying to arrange dinner, coffee, meet-up sessions or even sms-ing people who do not bother at all. How many people have said "Meet for lunch/dinner soon" but never done so? How many people have I messaged or emailed only to have no reply? How many people actually do call/sms/email/msn me to keep in contact? Not many actually.. So many modes of communication as technology becomes more and more advanced yet people become more and more distant with one another.

Do not tell others to keep in contact or stay in touch if you do not mean what you say. Why waste the time and effort of your "friends", if you even consider them as friends in the first place? There was a morning when I tuned in to Class 95 and Flying Dutchman was talking about Friendster. Do people really add others in Friendster coz they are friends or just coz they have seen the other person before or simply know the other person's name/face? Most of us are just acquaintances, not friends.

Friends are people like Matt, Meng, Felix, Bee, Carissa mummy, Chris mama, Irene, Jean, Anne, Cheryl, Terrence.. (Think I miss out some people.. But my brain can't think right now) People who truly care about me. :) These are the people I hold close to my heart.. The ones who make a difference - Matt and Terrence. Matt - someone I've known for almost a year.. So far but yet so concerned about me. Terrence - someone I met thro a friend's friend and the best part, at DF. Yet, he truly cares about me as a friend and wanna introduce his own friends to me! That's what I call, true friends!

Anyway, enough of my harping on the topic of friendships. Just had my lunch with Hongwei papa. He was very nice to queue up with me to buy 4D and Toto for tomorrow. Hehe. :) Another boring afternoon.. What shall I do? Hmmz..

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Just reached home. Lunch was nice.. And I bought my 4D and Toto. Well, 4D didn't win any money. :( Haha. The queue was soooo long but luckily it moved quite fast. Was my turn in 15 mins and of coz, thanx to Hongwei papa for queueing up for me while I went to pick my numbers.

Gopi took the whole morning and afternoon to do 1 single deal. Requested for amendments from dealers almost 8 times and flooded our mailboxes with unnecessary stuff. Sighz.. Did both the new deals for today. I have not talked to him since he came back yesterday. Only answered him rudely twice when he asked me questions. Don't see the point in being nice to him.

Ended work at 8pm where JZ picked me up from office. Headed to Vivo for movie. 1st time I'm watching movie there! Haha. I know, suaku aka mountain turtle. That's me! :p We bought the tickets and went to look for the shop to buy his singlet but couldn't find it!!! Sobz!! The sales girl bluffed him! Sighz..

Ate at Kim Gary, this HK style cafe. My idol, Bosco Wong, is actually on the menu! Haha. He's the main reason why I wanted to eat there. But food was only so-so and the service wasn't exactly fantastic. Overall experience, alright..

The show wasn't as good as what I was expecting. Wasn't entirely according to the book and some parts where I expected them to act out were omitted. Sighz.. Sad.. I remember I read the book and finished it in 1 day. I read it from the min I stepped out of my house and hopped on to the cab to Kef's salon for my haircut, perm or rebond or colour (I can't remember). I was tearing so much while reading the book!! Kef thought what happened to me and passed me tissue telling me to relax. Haha. The book was soooo touching. Tom came to meet me before going for football and he thought I was mad. Hahaha. But when I read a book, I can picture the images in my mind and everything becomes so real. But the show.. I only teared 4 times and I laughed quite a bit too. Really not what I was expecting. :(

But of coz, I enjoyed it for the company that I had and am glad that he was willing to watch it with me coz it's definitely not his kind of show. :) He wanted to drive to Mt Faber after the show but we missed a turn and decided to head home instead. So here I am, home sweet home. Can still smell his perfume on my hair and I'm already missing him.

Called Meng today. He's engaged!!! CONGRATS BRO!!!! So happy for u!! Finally tied down by Doris! Haha.

Carissa mummy, don't worry. Depression won't exist in my dictionary or in my life. Life goes on for everyone regardless whether I'm the usual chirpy, cheery me in office. He will keep me sane and happy everyday, even when I don't meet him for the day. He makes me laugh, thro the phone or face to face. I am laughing and talking each day, just not much in office. :)

K.. Shall go call him and sleep soon. It's 1.30am! And I couldn't wake up this morning.. Hahaha. And he just made me laugh via MSN again! :D How to be depressed?? Hehe.

magz [12:54 AM]

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Lydia Sum
I often wonder about life.. How fragile it seems. Nothing lasts forever.. Be it any forms of relationships or simply, just life itself. Do not be mistaken. Nothing is wrong with my relationship.

This morning at 8.30am, Lydia Sum aka Fei Fei passed away due to liver cancer. Her persona on TV was a happy character with her ever-the-same style hair and red framed specs, she has become this familiar person whom almost all Chinese know. I remember watching her on TV.. The Hong Kong game shows / variety shows /charity shows she hosted and she was always laughing. Due to her obesity, she was unable to control her bladder very well. She would always laugh til a point where she would say that she is going to "lai liu" (Cantonese.. It means urine in her pants or urine uncontrollably). She may be fat but she was fat in a really cute way.

She had high blood pressure and diabetes then. In September 2006, there was news reports saying that she has liver cancer. It was a sad moment, especially when she accepted the TVB awards early this year. It was a moment where my tears rolled down my cheeks. She looked soooo skinny and frail. So totally different from the usual her. I would like to say again.. The irony of life. When she was healthy or if she had been healthy, I seriously doubt TVB would have given her an award this year. But at least she managed to receive it when she was still alive.

She was fluent in Chinese, Cantonese, English and even Shanghainese! Talented, I must say. Her life would have been even better, had it not been for the ever so idiotic and irritating Adam Cheng (whom I truly hate). That bloody womaniser made used of Fei Fei and divorced her 8 mths after their daughter was born. Yet, she was gracious enough to forgive him. I will not be able to if I was in her shoes.

Today, a brilliant star has just left us.. May she rest in peace and be the guardian angel for her daughter..

This blog is being typed in office. Haha. Just felt like expressing my thoughts. A lot of people are worried about the change in me, not going out for lunch and not talking much. But simply not in the mood to talk. I prefer to type. Haha. Been messaging and emailing Cheryl, Bee, Felix, Ken, Carissa mummy n Chris mama to chat. Other people, I will only respond when they talk to me. Mummy and Mama are very worried. I will be ok. Promise! Oh, and of coz the 1 person I talk to is JZ. Hehe. Yeah, we chat over the phone. :) He keeps me sane and definitely, not depressed. ^.^

Though I was slightly feverish last nite, I ended up packing my room again. Haha. Yeah, I'm suddenly very fastidious about cleanliness. Still got a small portion of my room left to pack and it's gonna be all ready. But I'm still thinking of ways to make it look even neater and less cluttered, even on my way to work I was thinking about it. Hehehe. Came to office this morning and the 1st thing I did after making my coffee was to clean and wipe my table and also, clean my bag. Haha. I'm nuts but it's a good feeling. :p

K.. 2pm now. Shall start work for now. And for Carissa mummy to be the 1st audience of this post. :)

magz [8:34 PM]

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Monday, February 18, 2008

Feverish...
Home already. Really early today. Super gloomy mood plus I was slightly feverish in office.

Not in the mood to talk at all. Think I spoke less than 20 sentences in office today. Everybody sensed that something was wrong with me. I don't even know what's wrong with myself. Not in the mood to talk since yesterday. Guess the person I talked to the most was to JZ.

Ran some errands regarding Dad's bank account during lunch and I bought lunch back by myself. Headed to the CD shop to take a quick look before buying lunch. Bought fish soup noodles with milk. Something that I like to eat. Bought herbal tea on the way back and ate lunch by myself with my DS Lite and listening to the mp3 cd that JZ burned. :) Seldom eat lunch by myself but somehow, couldn't bring myself to talk.

Listened to another disc that JZ burned after lunch and told Edmund gor and Mel that if they wanna ask me things, they can message me via our internal messaging system (something like MSN). Both were very concerned about what happened to me but allowed me to have it my way.

Didn't do much today. Only 1 deal that is to be processed by my side. Finished it in 15 mins. Haha. By 5.45pm, I started feeling real hot and took my temperature. Slight fever of about 38 degrees. Sighz... Decided to go home instead of going to the hospital to visit Dad in case I spread to him. :( Think it's either due to my wisdom tooth hurting or the change in weather. Hope it's nothing serious and won't be as high as the previous time.

Shall end here. Still not in the mood to talk much but yet, I've blogged so much. Gonna go cook some instant hor fun for dinner then take panadol. Not gonna continue with the packing of my room today. Not enough energy and strength for that tonite though I packed for 5 hours last nite. Haha. But.. I still have yet to finish the packing of my room. It's really endless.. And I threw another 3 big bags of rubbish again last nite. I've got so much trash...

magz [7:16 PM]

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

Eating..
Saturday (16 Feb 2008)
Refused to wake up early since my mood still wasn't good from the previous night. Amazingly, I woke up on my own at 7+am.. Just like I was going to work. Faint. Went back to sleep and slept all the way til 2pm before I was willing to open my eyes and returned call to JZ. He wasn't happy that I slept til so late but I couldn't care less. Still wasn't in the mood.

Showered and went to visit Dad at 3.30pm. Asked JZ a few times what time and where we were to meet but he did not answer. Kinda pissed then.. Called Kwang di and chatted for a while. JZ finally called me and said that he was waiting for bus. Asked him where we were meeting and he said he can take bus to stop at AMK, Toa Payoh or Novena. Told him to meet me at Novena 1st.

Wasn't in a very good mood coz of Dad as well. He kept crying and complaining about everything. Simply got on my nerves much as I didn't want to. Sighz.. Replied Terrence's sms saying that I won't be going to his place for gathering coz of my mood. He was very sweet and called me immediately to check on me. :) Thanks Terrence!

Headed to TCC at Novena Square to grab a coffee and wait for JZ to arrive. He reached and we walked around. Saw a shop called "Cotton On" having sale and we went in to take a look. Bought 4 spaghetti tops for myself and a singlet for him. He bought a drink from Haagen Dazs and we walked around some more. Headed to NTUC and he bought chicken wings.

Had dinner at Long John Silver and we went back to his place to put the stuff down. Then we walked to his eldest sis's place which was just 2 blocks away. They were having a gathering, and I managed to meet his 2nd bro this time round. So, I have met his whole family now. Coincidentally, his niece is working in an audit firm whose boss is my lecturer from SIM. Haha.

We played blackjack and mahjong the whole night. Blackjack ended at 11.30pm but mahjong continued til 2am. I didn't play mahjong.. Just sat behind him watching. His luck simply wasn't there. Lost $200 this time! Sighz.. Game finally ended and we went back to his place.

At his place, I complained that I was hungry and he went to marinate the chicken wings. But, chicken wings need to be marinated long enough before they can be tasty. Hence, he decided to cook instant noodles for me. Though it was only instant noodles, it tasted delicious! Coz he made dry noodles and added in the sauces himself. And the soup included dried scallop and egg. Nice!!

Slept at 4am.. Tiring...

Sunday (17 Feb 2008)
Woke up at 12.45pm and showered. JZ was toasting chicken wings then. After I had bathed and changed, the chicken wings were ready to be eaten. Had 5 wings at 1 go!! Delicious!!! He waited with me for a cab and I went to Chris mama's place for CNY gathering.

Was the 1st to arrive though I purposely left his place late. Sighz.. Was soo sleepy.. Fell asleep while the rest were chatting away. Haha. Was woken up by Rachel's very suddenly loud exclamation and couldn't sleep anymore. Watched a bit of TV and listened in to the chat. :p Just reached home not too long ago.

Starting to have a slight headache. Gonna bathe and rest soon. An early post for once.. :)

magz [7:45 PM]

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

Left behind..
Evans joined us (the girls) for lunch today coz the whole dept went for Treasury lunch. I wasn't included coz I'm only a small fry. Was the only person left behind in my whole row. Went to Terminal 3 and had Popeye's. So filling!!! Walked around T3 for a while before heading back to office. Reached at 2.15pm.

Called Irene and chatted with her til about 2.45pm.. When they all came back. Wasn't exactly very happy coz (1) I was left behind and (2) I was supposed to go for JZ's company dinner tonite but was also not included as there was no seat for me. I even cancelled my own ex-dept dinner just to go for his company dinner and yet.. Anyway, managed to make arrangement with Bee to meet and with Irene and Cheryl as well.

Worked til 7pm and didn't visit Dad as it would be too late to join them for dinner if I had gone to hospital. Met Irene at Bedok and went to City Hall together. Had dinner at a HK style cafe at Raffles City basement. Service wasn't exactly good. They served us the wrong stuff 3 times! Faint.. Walked around a bit after dinner and Bee and I walked to Orchard to meet JZ.

Was a nice walk chatting and catching up with Bee. Miss talking to her and meeting her on Fridays. :) 1st time I walked from City Hall to Orchard. Hehe. Met up with JZ and wasn't happy at all after that. Bought him Ramune as I happen to see it and was delighted to pass it to him. He was surprised and that made me happy. Was supposed to go his house but he had hit his alcohol limit. His bro-in-law would be sending him home.

But I had to come home and take my stuff.. In the end, I took a bus home.. Alone... My heart really sank the minute I realised he had forgotten about me needing to come home 1st. I knew from that moment that I would be on my own tonite. He wanted to walk me to the taxi stand but told him I'll take a bus home. He walked me to the bus stop and approximately 3 mins later, his sis called to say they were going off. My bus wasn't even here yet.. Told him to go off much as I didn't want him to.

Broke my nail while on the bus coz I lost my balance. Real sad and disappointed..

Meng told me a good news though... He might be getting married soon! CONGRATS BRO!!!!

And Winston... My bro for 8 years now, is having a kid in 5 mths time! COOL! And he asked me to be the godmother of his kid! :p WOW!!!

Enough to cheer me up? Not really.. Feel like having a drink now. Wondering if I should go to Dave's pub.. Haven't been there in ages. And Adrian didn't reply my sms. Sighz.. I'm a bored and sad girl on a beautiful Fri nite...

magz [12:06 AM]

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Friday, February 15, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day!!!
Just reached home.. Making this a quick post.. I'm sooo sleepy..

Feeling on a high today after last nite. Went to office feeling sweet and nice. Tossed yusheng at 11.30am and had the chat session with our big boss, Nagi. Was so funny.. We had just sat down and he was saying that someone should get the ball rolling when my hp rang. K.. More like beeped coz it was on silent mode. Answered the call and it was from the florist telling me that the delivery person was outside. Had to raise my hand and tell Nagi that there was someone at the door and I had to go open it. Haha. Everybody guessed that it was flowers without me saying. :)

From then on, it was even more of a high. Haha. Everything went well. No deals at all today. Nothing much to do.. Helped out Shanghai side again. Sighz... It's almost a year now and they are still needing my help. Faint..

Mel, Rachel and I left at 6pm. Mel's bf, Darryl, gave Rach and me a lift. Initially said that we would drop at Orchard together with them but Rach and I fell asleep and Darryl was very sweet to drop us off at Novena (where we were going). So nice of him! Rach went to meet bf and I went to visit Dad.

Dad was very naughty today. Kept talking gibberish and complaining that nobody talks to him. Then started to talk louder and louder with more and more gibberish. Haha. Like a kid. But somebody pissed me off. There's a new Malay guy across his bed and as usual, the whole kampong came to visit. I didn't really bother but when Dad started his nonsense, the patient's wife kept turning around and staring at us.

It's not like I don't want to keep Dad quiet but he refuses to keep quiet. And with the tube at his throat, it becomes blur and loud. I can't do anything about it! And the fact that stroke patients tend to be more temperamental and emotional doesn't help either. Dad started to wail real loudly and she turned around and did the tsk tsk tsk. Felt like telling her off very loudly that stroke patients are like that but decided to bite my tongue. Didn't wanna spoil my good mood. But I can't stand that stupid woman. Her hubby was burping away real loudly too.. And I didn't even say anything. DUHZ!

Anyway, JZ picked me up from the hospital and I insisted on going to AMK as I wanted to get him the PS3 as pressie for Valentine's Day today. Still no stock!!! Shucks man!!! Luckily I bought him cuff links from SK Jewellery during lunch time. Never knew they sold such stuff til we happen to bump into Irene and she told us. :) Thanx to Irene for telling me and to Mel for helping me choose as well!!! He likes it!!! :p At least I gave him something other than the card for now. PS3 will be belated pressie. Hehe.

Walked around and went to Courts at AMK as he wanted to buy a new electric broom. The one that he has at home now is spoilt. He had so much fun playing with the electronic brooms! Like a small child! Haha. Chose the Philips model and I wanted one for my room as well. He paid for both brooms! Hehe. Will start playing with my new broom soon. :p

Headed to Katong for dinner at 10pm. Ate at Waraku Japanese Restaurant and ordered Ebi Cheese Curry, assorted teppanyaki hotplate and beef hotplate with egg. The beef hotplate was really unique!! Very very interesting!! I like the drink he ordered as well - Rem... ARGH! Can't remember the name. But the bottle is very cool and nice! Love it loads!!! Oh.. The drink is called Ramune!! JZ called to tell me that. Hehe. :p

Played pool after that. Been some time since I last played. He said he hasn't played pool for years! But yet, he still won me. Sighz.. Best of 5 games and he won me 5-2. Best of 3 games and he won me 3-1. Faint.. I'm lousy!! It was pool that made me know him 6.5 years ago.. And playing pool with him today brought back beautiful memories. Thanx dear!

Headed to Sis's place to pass her the lock for her luggage. She's going HK with hubby at 6am. Sighz.. It should have been my trip if she hadn't fought with me for the dates. Else, I would have spend Valentine's Day in HK again this year, but with someone in my life and not with my cousins. Haha. BUT I am not complaining coz I had soooo much fun today!!!

Thank u to the guy who brought such joy into my life, for loving me and for making me a happy girl!! Thank u for being Valentino, and to let me be your Valentina! *HUGZ*

Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends!!!

magz [1:19 AM]

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

JB!!!
Was still feeling down when I reached office today. Everything was set in a series of gloom. Much as the rest were excited about the lion dance coming to office, all I felt was loneliness and sadness. Called him before I slept last nite and this morning but the feeling was weird. Didn't talk to anybody much and didn't even bother to watch the lion dance perform when everyone else crowded to watch it. Simply sat at my desk listening to my music and doing my work. My big boss, Nagi, came round to shake hands with all of us and he said, "Maggie, u look very serious. So busy working.. Didn't watch the lion dance." Haha. Yeah...

Had lunch with the normal group. The new cute intern, Glen, joined us. He made my day when he said that I don't look 25.. And that I looked like I just graduated from Poly. Haha. Yay!!! 1st time someone say I look so young. Hahaha. Chatted with him throughout lunch and got to know quite a bit about him. :)

The afternoon was still as boring.. Still not much in the mood. Talked to Steven Joo for a while since he came all the way back from Shanghai. He even bought us Lo Hei.. Had fun during Lo Hei. Haha. Came out from the meeting room and he called! Still didn't talk much but the trip to JB was on! Left office at 6pm and he picked me up. Trip there was ok. Everything felt like normal again. Good!

Enjoyed myself at JB. Didn't do much but was enough to put the smile back on my face. Bought some DVDs and we went for dinner. Had dou miao fried with oyster sauce, beggar chicken, lotus root soup, hotplate cod fish (This dish is fantastic! Never had such delicious cod fish before!!) and butter crayfish. I ordered a honey sea coconut drink as well. And I finished all my rice!!!! Ate soooo much!!!! Still feeling full.. Hehe.

Went back to his house after we came back from JB to put the stuff down and to take the DVD that I'm watching halfway back from his place. Came home and he gave me my Valentine's Day gift. It's a Gucci wallet! Cost him $760!!! So expensive but soooo nice!!! Love my new wallet!!!!!! Thanx dear!!!

Gave him the little surprise that I made for him as well. Drew him a card. Been some time since I last drew anything. Glad that he like it! Took me almost a month to draw, colour, design, etc. Didn't have much time to prepare so could only do whatever comes to mind. Sought the opinions of the gals at work and from Edmund gor too. Hehe. That's when Edmund gor kept saying me, "So sweet.. Gonna be diabetic." And now, he keeps calling me diabetic. Horrible! BOO! Hehe. But I still owe him his pressie. Must go with him to buy soon. :p

So at this moment, I'm a very very happy girl all of a sudden. ^v^

magz [10:53 PM]

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Skipping Meals
JZ is awake.. Jus called me. Had minor argument.

All along, I've got some bad habits when it comes to eating. I don't eat dinner when I'm alone. I don't even buy back to eat most of the time. I can go without dinner or I'll just snack. I don't like proper meals. I like to snack. Weekends, I sleep til past noon.. Between 1pm to 3pm and I skip breakfast and at times, even lunch. I can survive with just 1 meal a day. That's me.

To others, it seems like I don't know how to take care of myself. JZ said that.. So did Kwang di. Maybe I really don't. I don't live my life properly in this sense. I know that. But some things are hard to change.

Bit back my tears that threatened to roll down my cheeks. Spent the nite packing my room after I finished the previous post til now. I didn't realise that it's already half past 11pm. I was so engrossed in my packing. I now know next time what not to say. I shall keep certain things to myself. I'm no longer in a happy mood. I shall go shower and sleep soon, else my mood for tomorrow will be even worse than now.

Not to worry, I won't dwell on this. My mood will be ok when I wake up. :)

magz [11:32 PM]

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I'm missed!!
Temple to pray early in the morning before I went to work. Ann picked me up and dropped me off at City Hall MRT Station. Took a train to work and reached Tampines at exactly 9am. Bought coffee at Old Chang Kee before going in to office. Mel said I seemed happy today. Hmmz.. Been in a good mood these 2 days. Not sure why also. Maybe coz I've got motivation at work? Haha. Nah... Maybe not seeing Gopi's face can really brighten my day! Hahaha. Evil me. I think it's more coz I had enough sleep during the CNY hols hence my mood is better. :)

Work today was alright. Not too bad. :p Quite busy in the morning and early afternoon but dealers only did 4 deals and those were not handled by my dept.. So I was quite free!! Haha. Had time to work on my little surprise for JZ that I've been putting off after doing part of it. Worked on it as and when there was nothing to do and I've completed the whole thing!! YAY!!! Can either give him tomorrow when we go JB or on Thurs (if we are even meeting then). ^.^

Visited Dad and reached at 8pm. Sis messaged me when I was on the way up saying that Dad kept crying for me. Haha. Dad misses me!! Neh neh ni boo boo! Haha. I'm mad! But ya, Dad was happy to see me. :p Aunty Marry was there also. Her friends (who are also Dad's friends) reached at 8.30pm. Stayed til 9pm and rushed back as my part time cleaner is here to iron my clothes today. I'm running out of clothes to wear! Hehe. Had to call her to come. :D

But I'm bored now.. JZ's sleeping already.. I left my DVDs at his place and have nothing to watch. :( Think I shall continue on the never-ending task of packing my room.. Yes, it's still not done yet!! It's never-ending, remember? Hehehe.

Oh ya, Felix, chill k? U went there with no experience. I have forewarned u of the road ahead. Just work hard and try to learn as fast as u can. But of coz, try to minimise on ur mistakes as well. Don't look back and regret. :) Cheer up!

magz [9:42 PM]

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Monday, February 11, 2008

Cute guy on attachment!
Reached office at 8am. JZ was supposed to send me to work today but he was down with cough and slight flu last nite. Poor boy was coughing on and off while sleeping. Made me worried and woke up a few times. Decided to let him sleep and go to office on my own instead.

Thought I was early but someone else was earlier than me! The new guy on attachment form Poly approached me the minute I stepped out of the lift. Was listening to my music and couldn't hear him at all. Haha. Coincidentally, he is attached to my dept but under confo unit. On 1st glance, I thought he looked like a China boy but after a few glances, he looked kinda Korean. On further glances, he's cute!!!! Haha. But too young for me. Hehehehe. Crazy me! Told him not to come office so early coz everybody starts at 9am. He had to wait an hour for them to arrive. Poor thing..

Poor me too.. Worked real hard from 8am til lunch time. Lunched in and only had cup noodles for lunch. :( And it took me more than an hour to finish the cup noodles coz I was doing my work and eating at the same time. :((( But luckily there weren't many deals today so I left at 6.30pm. Hehe.

Oh ya, Meng cancelled our coffee session tonite. SOBZ!!!

Adrian called me in the morning and we finally had the chance to chat a while. :) Followed by a few sms-es in the afternoon. Pity we couldn't meet up today. Will wait for the chance to meet him again I guess. Mr Adrian Tan, pls don't make me wait so long everytime hor. :p

Visited Dad after work. Aunty Marry was there too. Dad really bullies me a lot! Sis came at 8pm and Dad asked her why she came when it's late already. But when I reach at 8pm, he insists that I must stay til almost 10pm everytime! Not fair!!! HMPH! Hehe.

JZ picked me up from hospital to go Novena Square. Haha. It's just the next building but he said he was going to turn in anyway so just picked me up as well. Sis joined us. JZ went to shop around for his bluetooth while Sis and I had dinner at Mos Burger. Was starving! But before we had dinner, I went to Watsons to get him some flu tablets. Couldn't find the cough pastilles that both of us liked.. 1 that my doc normally prescribes for me. It's very nice to eat but very hard to find. Saw it at TTSH 7-11 when I bought drinks after visiting Dad last week. Shall go buy it tomorrow. :p

Sis went home on her own coz she said it was out of the way for us. JZ sent me home and gave me a small surprise by buying donuts for me! Sweet! Love donuts! Hehehe. Didn't expect it. :D Greedy me! He has bought my V day gift already!!! Wonder what he bought.. Hmmz.. Will be celebrating V day on 13th instead. Think we're gonna head straight to JB after I end work. Hope I can end early!!! Keeping my fingers crossed really tightly. So wanna go!!!

magz [10:44 PM]

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Thanx Xiu Zheng!
Saturday (09 Jan 2008)
Wanted to have lunch at Siglap but the shop was not open. Had lunch at Katong instead. New shoes cut my feet. Had blisters. Sighz..

Went home to change. Headed to AMK with JZ to look for PS3 as his V Day gift. Walked the whole place coz we haven't had the chance to walk around there properly before. Had Cino Special at Ah Mei Cafe. The shop we wanted to buy from was not open. Looked for it in other shops. Went to a shop nearby and asked about price. Saw DS Lite new games. Bought all 3 discs! I'm gonna have new games to play! YAY!!! Bought CDs also. Spent $92.50 buying CDs!! Faint..

Went back to JZ's place coz he needed to change before going for dinner. He dropped me off at the hospital at 7pm and I visited Dad while he went to Orchard. Realised I left my stuff in his car and called to tell him I'll go Orchard to pick it up from him. Left hospital at slightly past 8pm and rushed to town as Bee was waiting there for me as well. Collected my stuff from him and met Bee at MRT station to go Juffri's place.

Had long catching up session with Bee on train ride to Woodlands. The 2 blur ones (us) alighted at the wrong station. Should have been Admiralty. Had to take the opposite train back and we had already got out of the station. Haha. Saw fireworks! Bee saw it 1st. :p Reached Juff's place at 9.45pm. Not many people around. Played blackjack after Lynn came and I won a bit. Played in-between after that and I won a bit more. Played mahjong and I lost $10. Haha. By then was 2.30am.

JZ came to pick me up. Sent Bee home and we went home as well. :)

Sunday (10 Jan 2008)
JZ woke up real early to have laksa with his god mum. Refused to wake up to join them and continued sleeping. Was too tired and lazy. Haha.

Lunch at Simpang Bedok. Ate at Mad Jack Cafe. The 1st time I ate at Mad Jack Cafe was with Khim at Jalan Kayu. I still remember. :) JZ dropped me off at Carissa mummy's place before heading for football. Only Joy, Rachel and I were there. Quiet New Year this year. Played blackjack and I lost $6. Haha.

Ann was waiting for me at Century Square. She had to wait quite a while for me coz I was late. Hehe. Headed to Auntie Teresa's house with my Egypt tour group mates. Had dinner at East Coast and went back to her place to watch TV and chat. I like meeting them for gatherings. They are really nice people. Thankful to have met these bunch of nice folks on my Egypt trip! :p

Came home. Thanks to Xiu Xiu that I can be typing my post now coz stupid wireless and router was having problems! Now it's all resolved! YAY!!! Thanks Xiu Xiu!!!

K.. Gotta go. Gonna reach office at 8am to finish work on time. Meeting Meng for coffee tomorrow nite. ^.^

magz [11:00 PM]

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Saturday, February 09, 2008

Bored..
JZ came to Aunt Mic's place today (after 12 midnight now so should be yesterday). He got along well with everybody. :) Happy! Nobody gave me their thoughts though.. Hope he did well in front of my family. Wonder if I did well in front of his family though.. :*) Hope I did.

He loved Bethany, my niece, and enjoyed disturbed Byron (my nephew). Haha. He even played mahjong with my cousins while I sat around. Haha. Glad that he can click with them in a way. :)

Dunno what to write.. Writer's blog. Haven't had much to do these 2 days so nothing to write about. Gonna go watch my HK drama. Tata!

magz [12:17 AM]

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Thursday, February 07, 2008

Chinese New Year 2008
Happy Chinese New Year!

At JZ's house now. Had a very very boring CNY. Steamboat last nite at Aunt Mic's place. Worked from 8.30am to 7pm and had to lunch in. The rest left at about 3+pm with Ed gor leaving at 5+pm. No choice. I'm only a maker. Lots of things to do to prepare for a very hectic Monday.

Took a cab to Aunt Mic's place for dinner as I was already late. Cab fare came up to $23+ coz I had to call cab as there was no cab at all after waiting for half an hour. Luckily I bumped into Michael Yap in the lift and we waited for a cab together. Else I'll be so damn bored. Ate dinner from 7.30pm to 10.30pm. I'm such a glutton. Best part was, I went to the toilet after I reached home and felt hungry after that. Faint! I'm a pig!

Was at Aunt Mic's place the whole of today. Had such a bad headache that I slept right after lunch til 3+pm, woke up and slept for a while more. Then everybody else was gone so I had to look after gram. Headache was getting worse. Had to pop 2 panadol before it finally got better.

Realised that gram's condition is deteriorating with each New Year. Kinda sad to see that.. Sighz.. Not a very good thing to realise on New Year. :( Not feeling exactly very happy anyway. Not sure why. This New Year doesn't seem like a very happy one for me.

JZ's playing mahjong and his sisters and nieces and nephews are playing blackjack. His sis asked me to join.. But I feel weird. Maybe later I guess.

Shall go dwell in my own boredom for now..

magz [10:33 PM]

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Makeover?
Had so much fun during lunch today!!! Went shopping after lunch with Mel, Agnes and Celine. It was more Mel, Agnes and I actually. Agnes wore a skirt today as our CCO was doing his Chinese New Year walk-around. But the top didn't match the skirt and the skirt didn't look very nice either. Decided to get her a white top to go with the skirt.

Shopped at Isetan Tampines Mall and found a few tops for her to try. She liked 1 of them and bought it. But I thought the skirt didn't look nice so we walked around trying to look for a skirt that she would like and that will look more fashionable. Tried a few shops and couldn't find anything nice. Was almost 2pm and we decided to try the last shop before heading back to office.

Finally!!! We found the skirt for her!! It was a skirt that I liked for some time now. That shop (Can't remember if it's Pepper Plus or Fashion Lab) had a lot of tops, skirts and dresses that I like!! Just that I know if I start buying from there, I will spend a bomb there! Sighz... But she did look more ladylike after the change! So proud of Mel and myself!! We managed to change her image during lunch!!

When we reached office, the commotion regarding her change was huge! Haha. Everybody was shocked about her change but complimented her and praised her. :) So happy!!! Everybody liked her new look!! I like it too! The only thing that was lacking in was a pair of matching heels/pumps. Will go shopping with her 1 day to find her something that suits. ^.^

I think I can be a personal shopper if I ever do quit my job. Hehehe.

Had my increment letter today. Was so-so. Nothing fantastic..

Visited Dad today. He was ok at 1st but when the nurse came, he started to cry and throw tantrums. He kept throwing tantrums today. ARGH! The male nurse even said that Dad has been crying and throwing tantrums everyday at about 4am. Faint.. Never knew that. Sighz.. Think Dad must have been causing a lot of trouble for the nurses with his commotion and disturbances. Sighz.. Dunno what to do about it. No matter how I scold him, nag him, persuade him, take to him nicely, he's still like that. Seriously dunno what to do. :(

Didn't get to meet Adrian for dinner again today. He's busy.. As usual. Didn't even get the chance to talk on the phone with him properly as well coz our timing simply couldn't coincide.

Had dinner with my sis instead as she visited Dad as well. Much as I'm pissed with her, we're sisters after all. Sighz.. Was ok during dinner. Too tired to talk much. Even ignored Edmund gor in office today when he asked me to do thing. Didn't reply him and just re-sent my email. Haha. Yeah.. Can't even wake up in the mornings.. :(

K.. Gonna change the blog song and sleep soon. Nitez!

magz [10:17 PM]

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Monday, February 04, 2008

Aunt Mic
Super busy at work today. Didn't even have time to go to the washroom. Had to hold my bladder til I really couldn't take it anymore before I dashed in and rushed out again. Was that bad. Sighz..

Didn't visit Dad again.. Double sighz... Will definitely visit him tomorrow. :)

Been giving little surprises to JZ here and there. Hehe. Makes me happy to see him happy. Bought a tub of Haagen Daaz for him on Friday. :p

Everybody in office and Ann said that I have changed. I bought shoes that I never thought I will ever have a look at, let alone to buy them! Flats and pumps.. My goodness! Plus the kind that has ribbons, look girly and cute.. I really have changed! They say it's the power of love. I'm not sure but somehow, they seem to catch my attention yesterday so I decided to buy them. Hope I don't shock everyone too much. Hehe.

JZ picked me up from office today. Ended work at 8+pm and I had to rush through the ending part coz my email refused to cooperate with me. We went to Giant to buy abalone for Aunt Mic. I didn't force him to buy. It was his own decision to buy for her coz he knew that I will be spending Chinese New Year at Aunt Mic's house. If Dad was ok, he would have bought for Dad instead so now, it's for Aunt Mic. :)

Finished buying at about 9.30pm and headed to Lavender Food Square to have prawn noodles. I had craving for that (as always). Hehe. My fave food - prawn noodles! Can have it 24/7. ^o^ Called MZ to join us and he walked there. Arrived at the same time. Ate and chatted a bit before leaving for Aunt Mic's place.

Came home 1st to take the mandarin orange that he brought to my place the day before and some other stuff for Ky. Drove to Aunt Mic's place and disturbed her sleep. Oooopssss... She came down personally with Ah Na to take the stuff. Kept chiding me for making him spend money. Sobz.. Not my fault!! I didn't ask him to buy.. :_( Hehe. He explained that coz Aunt Mic looked after me when I was young so Dad not at home now, must buy for her. :p Sweet~

Aunt Mic.. I stayed with her after Mum passed away. She was like my surrogate mother in the next few years after that. She taught me my studies, helped me with everything.. Even up til today, she is still there for me. Will never forget her kindness and her help. She was the one who paid for my Uni education. Without her, I won't be working in Citi.. Wouldn't even have obtained a degree.

When I was working in Shanghai and I told her about wanting to stay on there to work permanently, she was the one who said no problem and that I didn't have to worry about Gram and Dad. Both Aunt Margaret and Aunt Mic told me the same thing. They gave me the go ahead and encouraged me to go full steam ahead. That's the unconditional love and support that anyone can ever have. Without them, there will never be the me that I am right now.

Which is why when she found out she had cancer, I made her a promise. The promise that I will treat Ky like my own sis. I will support her thro Uni if there is a need. I will love her unconditionally and will look after her. But thankfully, Aunt Mic is recovering and doing well. No matter what happens, I will be there for her and I know she will be here for me. :)

I'm glad that JZ was thoughtful enough to buy stuff for my family, to deliver it to them personally and to be really gracious towards my family, my friends and to me. With every day that passes, he makes me love him more coz of his love, care and concern. I could have died in Bangkok the other day if it wasn't for him pulling me back. He might act like he doesn't care, but I know he worries for me and will take care of me. I am glad that I was able to accept him.. That he appeared in my life at the right time. ("o")

magz [11:45 PM]

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

Shopping!
Saturday (02 Feb 2008)
JZ picked me up from home at 8pm. 1st time I sat in a delivery van. Hehe. Quite interesting. Headed to Thomson Plaza to fix my specs before 9pm and by the time it was done, it was 8.45pm. Rushed to Clarke Quay Liang Court to buy TV. We made a purchase in less than 15 mins. Haha. Chose the Samsung 32" for him coz it looks nicer. Paid for it, put in the van and went to Liang Court's basement Meidi-Ya supermarket to buy Japanese snacks.

We bought $90+ worth of snacks! My gosh!! The snacks aren't cheap to begin with and we really bought a lot! :p Enough to last me for a long time but only enough to last him for 5 days. Haha. Went back to his house to drop off the new TV and to bring his old TV to my place. Came back to my place, fix it up and went to Hougang to pack our dinner at 12am. Faint.. Went back to his sister's place to return the van and to his place to help him fix the new TV and to eat our dinner. Slept at 3am.. Super tired..

Sunday (03 Feb 2008)
Woke up at 12 noon. Sooo tired that I couldn't wake up. Was late in meeting Ann for shopping. Supposed to meet her at 2pm but reached town only 3pm (inclusive of traffic jam). Sighz.. Had such a good time shopping! Bought 4 pairs of shoes from URS, 2 pairs of 3/4 pants from Giordano and a skirt from Dorothy Perkins. :p

Enjoyed shopping a lot and had dinner with Ann. Was planning to visit Dad but coz of a pair of shoes that I reserved at Marina, I had to rush down to collect it and didn't have time to visit him. Will do so tomorrow. Ate at Fin's with Ann and talked about a lot of stuff, including sis. Sighz.. Shall not say more.

Anyway, came home and packed my shoes. Threw away a lot of old shoes and re-packed the shoe cupboard and stuff. Packed my room a bit but it was already 10.30pm. My goodness!! My room packing is really a never-ending task. Why do I have so much trash??? Faint...

JZ came over for a while to bring me my stuff. So nice to see him again!! Haha. I've only not seen him for 10 hours and it feels so long already. Hahaha.

Oh ya, messaged Adrian for dinner and he said he called me last week both office and mobile but I didn't answer. Hmmz.. I returned call but no answer too. :( Anyway, will try to arrange for dinner again. Same with Khim. :)

Gonna hang my laundry and touch up on my nails and hit the sack. It's almost 12 already!! :(

magz [11:30 PM]

*will dreams come true one day?*

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Dinners
Some time to post this blog coz he's gone to deliver cakes for his family. Waiting for him to come back then we can go out to buy tv and to make my specs.

Yesterday was a super busy day. Had problems with my faily and month end futures processing. Was so bad that we had to spend the whole morning and afternoon trying to figure out and to resolve the issues. Then we had problems with the commodities file. Sighz... Monday will be another bad day coz it's time to send out the MTMs and there is still problem with the file. Hope all will be ok on Monday.

Managed to rush everything and finish by 7.30pm to go for dinner with Christine mama, Agnes, Carissa mummy, Carol, Rachel and Winston. Had such an enjoyable time and laughed so much that I had tummy cramps. Haha. It was really fun and there were so much jokes and laughter going around. It was really a good way to de-stress. :p

JZ picked me up at Century Square after that and I followed him to settle some errands. Felt so tired that I fell asleep almost immediately after bathing. Hehe. Oink Oink.

Woke up at 10am to bathe and rush to the hospital to settle Dad's hospital bills. It has totally wiped out everything I have in my Medisave account. I can only afford to die but not be hospitalised now. Haha. Still had outstanding amounts to pay and had to run up and down getting Dad's thumbprint and stuff to re-apply for his Medisave account to be used.

By the time I finished all the running around and for the nurses to finish feeding and changing him, Felix was almost reaching to pick me up for salsa lesson. Sighz.. Didn't get to spend much time with Dad today. :(

Went for salsa. Was fun! Chris Yeo complimented me for once! Haha. He said I can turn more smoothly now and that I can start dancing with other guys. Hahaha. Will try that some day. :p Felix, Cheryl, Chris Yeo and I went to Heeren Billy Bombers for food after that. I like having such gatherings and eating sessions. So nice and cosy. :D

Met JZ at Lucky Plaza and now at his place watching my HK dramas, waiting for him to come back and pick me up so that we can go out. I shall concentrate on my Bosco Wong (DROOL!!!!! Cute guy in my show that I have idolised for 3 years now!!) show. ^.^

magz [6:38 PM]

*will dreams come true one day?*