Friday, January 30, 2009

Sending off...
I've learnt that there are some people whom I should not waste my time and effort on arranging to meet. It never works out..

Dept lunch with Ed gor today, treat given by Lyn. Ate at Soup Restaurant and had Lo Hei. My 4th Lo hei for the year. :)

Month end kept me busy from morning til exactly 6pm. Half an hour before I left office for the day. YAY!!!! So happy! Monday will be busy but in a good way. :p

Rushed to Plaza Sing after work, rushed to Made with Love shop then dashed to Carrefour. Everywhere were long queues!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! Just when I'm rushing for time! Then the MRT refused to come! My hands nearly broke from carrying all the bags of stuff. :(

Finally arrived at Novena. Managed to spend a few moments with Eeyore before he went to board the bus there. My very 1st time sending Eeyore off.. I've picked him up at the airport before but not sending him off on a bus or at the airport. Felt a wave of sadness as the bus drove off.. All alone now..

Cabbed home, called Eeyore. Chatted for about 20 mins til he reached the Singapore Customs. Missing him already.. Maybe I'll do the card for him tonite.. But I think.. I'll do it tomorrow instead. :p Will take a pic of it when it's done. ^.^

magz [10:23 PM]

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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Babyface - Everytime I Close My Eyes
Some things I don't understand, but I shall not dwell.

Chirpy today coz I've recovered! With some TLC from Eeyore.. Tugging at his shirt sleeve as I slept while he used his lappie to console his friend over msn. Having him carry me around the room without having to walk a single step. :)

Dinner with Aunt Marg, Alvin & Philip at Ichiban Boshi @ Toa Payoh Central. My treat coz it was Philip's bday. He treated Alvin & I to lunches and dinners when we were in Shanghai. :D So today's my turn. Hehe.

Eeyore and I have found a song for us. We are both stuck and listening to this song on repeat mode, so I've made it my blog song. :p I shall be disturbing him a lot tonite coz he's gonna go KL again tomorrow evening. :( Another 3 days without him..

Babyface - Everytime I Close My Eyes
Girl it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up its gates for me and you

Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

Girl I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're, you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains
And it's no wonder
The sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I've found somebody like you
Ooh Oh

Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really oughta know how much you mean to me
It's only right, it's only right
(In my life) that you be in my life right here with me
Oh baby, baby, yeah

(-Kenny G. sax solo-)

I'll tell you girl that...

Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

magz [10:17 PM]

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Proof
Left office at 5.30pm today coz I wasn't feeling too good. Charlie gave the go-ahead coz he said he needed me for month end and he would rather I rest well today. Hahahaha.

Slept in office during lunch, slept the moment I got into the cab, slept after I came home and showered. Yes, that's how tired I am. :( Stupid time of the month came.. Proof that I'm not preggie. Haha. But it seriously tired me out this time round. Sighz...

It's nice to have Eeyore back! He's been taking care of me since he got home. :) Nice to lie in his arms, having him hug me and carry me around. The love and care that I feel and see.. I have to treasure these 2 days with him before he leaves for KL again on Friday. I'm gonna be a lonely gal again then..

magz [9:27 PM]

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

2nd Day of CNY 2009
Headache came!!! Took panadol, feeling more alive now. Sighz.. Why am I plagued with such stuff these 2 days?? Hmmz..

Played with Beth today while looking after gram. Pity I can't meet up with Leo today or to join Sid for martini happy hour. Beth can be quite sweet and cute at times. :) Took some pics with her. My cutesy princessy little niece.

My aunts are really funny. Coz of the flu yesterday and the headache today, the weakness of my body system, they asked if I was pregnant! OMG!! Faint.. No, I am not pregnant and I will NOT have a shotgun marriage! Hahaha. Pls don't worry!! I think they just want me to get married.. Hahahaha.

Just had a chat with SK di.. He's learning ballroom dancing and asked if I wanna join too. Hmmz.. Worth a thought and some consideration. :p

Eeyore's on the way back!! But still at JB. Sighz.. Anyway, I think I might sleep before he's back coz I've jus recovered from my headache. :) Nitez!

magz [10:39 PM]

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Sarah~!
A very sleepy and tiring day, coupled with more than 50 sneezes from 9pm til 10+pm simply made it 100 times worse. As I was playing mahjong with my family, I just kept sneezing endlessly, blowing my nose non-stop. ARGH!!! This is happening to me again! And Eeyore's still not back yet.. Sighz..

Met up with Sidney today for a short while together with Beth (my niece) & Sarah (his dog). Sarah's soooo cute!!! But she barked at us when she saw us so Beth became frightened. But before she went home, I asked if she wanted to play with Sarah again and she said yes. Hahaha. So cute! She kept sticking next to me and wanting me to feed her and play with her. She can be so fun at times!

Webcam-ing with Eeyore now. Hehehe! And chatting with Sidney on cooking stuff. :p COOL!

Think I'm gonna sleep pretty soon. Need more rest for my flu to recover.. Nitez~!

magz [12:24 AM]

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Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year 2009!
Happy Chinese New Year!!! Passed 12 midnight already so it's officially the 1st day of the Chinese New Year!

But sadly, this year, I'm not allowed to celebrate. Coz daddy has passed away less than 1 year. :(

Anyway, I'm missing Eeyore.. Especially since I'll be at Aunt's place for the next few days and he's not going with me. Sighz.. But.. My horrible bf is happily gambling that he has forgotten the existence of me. How sad... :_(

Boring and I'm supposed to stay awake for superstitious reasons. So... Watching some not very nice HK drama now. Might sleep around 2am I think..

magz [12:37 AM]

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Saturday, January 24, 2009

CNY Gathering with the Belles 2009
Friday (23 Jan 2009)

magz [11:22 PM]

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Thursday, January 22, 2009

Nothing Is Fair In This World
Unfairness, unjustice
I cannot accept
Unhappy
That's how I feel

It doesn't make sense
It doesn't matter anymore
I'm getting numb
I'm sick and tired of the excuses

Performance
Is never taken into consideration
Hardwork
Is take for granted

What else can I say
I have said it all
Time and time again
Year after year

What's the point of asking for my opinion
When nothing is ever done
What's the point of all these talks
When it is falling on deaf ears

Don't gimme compliments
Don't lift me to the sky
Only to let me fall
Hard and fast

Unwanted tears shed
In public and in private
The effort for the last 2 years
Gone down the drain

Looking back
I wonder if I made the right decision
3 opportunities awaited me then
And this is the road that I chose

Only to suffer
All these pain and heartache
Only to torture myself
I feel so stupid

Disappointment
Let down
Depressed
Fallen to the ground

Thank you to Cher, Eeyore & Irene for listening to me complain again. I'm sorry.. I've been complaining the last 2 days. It's been a tough time but I will get there, to be where I'm supposed to be.

The sweetest lines I saw today... When I was at work and seriously down.. These 2 sentences appeared on my chat messaging screen simply blew me away and made me melt. Note: NK = complain.

Eeyore: I will be there later for you OK
Eeyore: I will shut up and listen while you NK as much as you want :)

I really am thankful that Eeyore is here for me, that he does love me and cherish me. Grateful that he's nice and sweet to me albeit the fact that he's not a romantic person. I know he tries his best for me and I'm glad to have him as my bf. ^.^ Thank you for being there for me..

magz [11:33 PM]

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Undeserving..
Outlook in office down since 11am. Sucks!!! But it was funny having Eeyore helping me reply the mails and chatting with the girls & Sidney. :p Tonnes of mails flying around trying to organise a gathering before CNY. Hahaha. But I'm glad that we're doing it and meeting up again.

Received the official letter for my bonus. Happy to see $$ coming into my account coz I need it but something happened and if my hunch is correct, it's not gonna make me happy. In fact, I already felt so pissed that I finished a packet of prawn crackers and dug into my tub of ice cream.

Met Eeyore and Cher for dinner at AMK Hub. Decided to eat Dian Xiao Er to satisfy my craving for duck. We had so much fun and such a good laugh that it totally cleared me of my unhappiness. We even had role playing.. I'm a conventional bitch and Cher was the rich, spoilt, pampered brat. Hahahaha. Eeyore couldn't stand us at all!! :D

Much as I feel that some things are not worth it, I can't help feeling unhappy about it. Some people don't deserve certain things but they get it. Other people jus have to live with it. But I'm thankful for Cher, Irene, Carissa mummy & Eeyore to share my unhappiness with me, to listen to me grumble and complain. Special thanks to Cher & Eeyore for having dinner with me and cheering me tremendously. Thankful for this guy to cheer me up when I'm down.. Even at the expense of making a fool of himself. ^.^ Thank u, Eeyore!

magz [10:48 PM]

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Puzzles!
Busy day @ work in the evening but free in the morning. Hmmz..

Anyway, dinner with VY at Marina Square Hong Kong Cafe. Good company, good chat. He's a really smart guy!!! Playing the game on my DS that involves solving lots of puzzles and he could answer the 2 Maths puzzles so quickly! No wonder he's from RI & RJC. Can't stand it!!

Eeyore ended work late, didn't get to meet his friends for dinner. Back at his own place @ RV tonite to pack his stuff to bring back to KL for the CNY weekend. Gonna be a boring weekend for me. :(

Will treasure the next 2 days with him before he goes back for the next 5 days..

Gonna continue playing Facebook game for a while more before I knock out alone tonite..

magz [12:06 AM]

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Monday, January 19, 2009

Garskin
Received the announcement of my bonus today. Just thankful that at least I had a bit of bonus though there's no increment nor promotion. Also grateful to still have my job and not have to worry about supporting myself. :) But still broke... :_(

Lots of fun & laughter tonite with Eeyore. We kept laughing and being stupid since dinner @ A-Roy Thai (Funan). The Thai food there is really quite good. Worth a try though portion is not that big. Found the garskin for my lappie which will be paid for by Eeyore coz he was playing with a stupid coin last nite and scratched my lappie. :p


Came home, changed curtains with Cher, took down hers and hung it up again, washed curtains, changed bedsheet and quilt cover, washed clothes, hung up clothes, washed clothes again. Pending the 2nd load of clothes to finish for me to hang up before I head off to dreamland. Tomorrow I shall wash the bedsheet and quilt cover that I changed out. Becoming a washing freak!!

Love it when everything's ok with Eeyore and I. Lots of laughter and fun. :) Makes me happy. Small little things do go a long way. Treasuring every moment together..

magz [11:17 PM]

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Sunday, January 18, 2009

Family likes Eeyore..
Friday (16 January 2009)
Lunch-ed with Mahesh and Charlie. My Exotics partners. Charlie, being the checker, wanted to give Mahesh and I a treat.. To discuss about work. It was ok. Charlie's an ok person coz I was quite alright with him since Control days. Why we needed the lunch discussion was apparently coz Mahesh and I were being complained about. By our own big boss for not escalating issues fast enough.

What made us disagree is that Mahesh and I don't feel the need to send mails or call front office people everyday to chase them for things due 2 days later. It is irritating to do that and the person receiving the mails or calls will get irritated as well. It's stupid to us, but we told Charlie that if that's what the boss wants, then we'll just do it. STUPID! Overall, lunch was pretty ok where we spent most of the time chatting about normal stuff and not work. Hehehe.

Whatever.. Anyway, lunch was at Fish & Co. Not too bad. :) Met up with Celine who came back for a visit after lunch. :p Stupid sis played a stupid joke claiming that she got retrenched or that she resigned. Then her stupid mobile went on low batt and died. Making everyone worried for her. Dumbo!

Met Eeyore after work. As always, I had to wait for more than an hour. Sighz... Luckily I was smart enough to arrange to meet at MZ's shop instead. At least I get to sit down. Hahaha. Dinner with Eeyore and MZ at Shin Kushiya. Bumped into EK, Des & gang who were at Harry's when I was going to take a bus home.

On the bus ride home, a heated argument with Eeyore caused us to not talk to each other for the whole nite. Went to sleep without waiting for him coz I was seriously pissed.

Saturday (17 January 2009)
Woke up and was still unhappy. For once, he woke up by himself. Apologised to me and it made me feel better. Was ok after his apology. Back to normal. Wanted to walk to the temple but when walking across Ann's block, they were in front of us. Drove us there instead. Hehehe.

Prayed to Gramp, Dad & Mum with the whole family. :) 1st time Eeyore's met my parents. Hope they like him! Walked home with sis, MZ & Eeyore as Eeyore needed to shower. I showered as well. Cabbed to Aunt Mic's place for lunch. Ate a lot (as always)!! Eeyore played 4 games of mahjong with my family before he went for his appointment with his friend. I continued for him after he left.

Eeyore came back for dinner and amazingly,my cuz, Jac, actually chatted with him after dinner! I mean.. She's never really talked so much to any of the guys I've brought home before!! And she also mentioned that I should rent my room to Eeyore as well! Oh man!! And Aunt Mic, again, told me if I am to get married, I should wait til 2010. Pressure!! Then Aunt Marg mentioned that the old & young people in my family like him and get along well with him. That he's easy to talk to. From Uncle Charles to Jac to Byron.. The fussy ones in my family talk to him a lot as well.. What can I say???

Came home @ 10pm.. Cher came to my room where she broke down and cried. Poor girl's really worried about her granny. Be strong my dear! Ur granny will be fine. I'll pray hard for ur granny!!!

Cut nails, showered, played games and chatted with Eeyore til 3.15am where he continued to play Fallout 3. Felt him hugging me when he came to bed.. Smiled..

Sunday (18 January 2009)
Woke up and found myself snuggling in Eeyore's arms. :) Nice feeling. His mobile rang and I wanted to turn away so he could talk properly but he refused to let me go. Snuggled even closer and fell asleep again. ^.^

He woke up at 12pm, bought me lunch while I continued to sleep. Played Fallout 3 as I still continued sleeping til 2pm. Had lunch together then I started doing his Dad's bday card. :p Finished at 4+pm and started packing the remainder of my room immediately. He helped to bring down my curtains, washed and hang them, and washed my new bedsheet & quilt as well. :D Sweet~!~!

While I was finishing up the last bit of my room, he went to buy Botak Jones for dinner. But coz I was too tired and too lazy to eat, he had to feed me while I played games. Hehehe. Happy~!~!

And now, he's playing Fallout 3 while I'm blogging. Gonna crash soon I think. A hard day's work I had. But I'm happy to have done it with Eeyore. :)

magz [11:37 PM]

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Thursday, January 15, 2009

Miscommunication
I must set a reminder to bring my mobile to work. I keep forgetting to bring it out with me and I get into so much trouble! Sighz... Seriously spoilt my whole day.

Supposed to meet my insurance agent, Shirleen, for lunch to sign my policy and get back my files. But coz I forgot to bring my mobile and I couldn't remember her number offhand, I had to go thro the trouble of calling the customer service hotline, verifying so many details before I could get her number. But thankfully I managed to contact her and do what was needed.

Had an argument with Eeyore today. It was sooo stupid. The fault of not having a mobile. He said to meet at control station but he was waiting downstairs at the trains area!!! ARGH!!!!!! Big time miscommunication causing me to stand and wait for him for more than an hour. :_( Now my feet hurt!!!

Finally came home to a home cooked dinner by Cher, inclusive of herbal chicken soup, omelette and broccoli with mushrooms. Delicious!!!!!! I ate a whole bowl of rice filled to the brim! :D Pig out!!!

But coz I came back home an hour later than expected, I couldn't do my chores. :( Could only do my laundry. Waiting for the 2nd load of laundry to finish and I can sleep. :) Wonder if someone will pamper me with a foot and shoulder massage for the long wait I had today. Hehe.

magz [10:55 PM]

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Short Term Memory
Glad to be there for Cher today. :) Went shopping after work at Raffles City. Bought a top & a dress plus lots of grocery shopping where I bought 3 cans of potato chips!! Muahahaha. Pig out!! Cher came home and immediately started boiling herbal chicken for tomorrow's dinner. Drool!! Can't wait!!! :D

Had a dream last nite.. A dream where I met someone. :) Quite a nice dream actually.

Suffering from super short term memory these days. Don't recall what I've said nor where I've put my things. Growing 1 year older does have its repercussions. Hahaha.

Bee is booking tix for a Chinese theatric play on 31 Jan. Zoey booked tix for JJ concert on 28th March. My friends these days like to watch concerts and plays. Hahaha.

magz [11:30 PM]

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Red Cliff 2
Jus finished watching Red Cliff 2 with XZ. Damn good show!!!! I'm gonna buy both parts of the show and keep them. It's soooo nice!!! Action plus comedy at the same time. For someone like me who's never known a shit about The Three Kingdoms nor liked it before, the show attracted me a lot. :))))

Been another boring day at work. How long is this going to continue for?? Feels like I'm wasting my time sitting in the office. Sighz..

Wanna thank Jean for sharing my happiness with me. :p Thanks babe!!

magz [11:57 PM]

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Monday, January 12, 2009

2 words - I'm hungry..
Did major spring cleaning in office today. I have never seen my office desk look so bare before. :( Kinda depressing to see it like that but I guess.. I just have to get used to it.

Cabbed home with 4 big bags of stuff from office that nearly broke my arms. Cab driver got a shock seeing the amount of things I was carrying. Haha. 4 years of working at the same place.. That's the amount of stuff that u can get.

Started packing the minute I reached home. All the way til 9+ when I felt hungry. It's really damn good to have Cher staying here. She cooked dinner for me coz I was starving!!! :)))) Thanx Cher!!! Packed til 11pm and I'm sooo knackered.

Pending the laundry to be done now. Eeyore has just given me a very very very good back massage that has made me feel on top of the world. It's the little things that he do to make me touched. Like helping with the packing yesterday, giving me a surprise massage when I'm tired out. :p

And last nite when the lights were off and we were about to sleep..

Me: Eh... I'm hungweeeeeeeee
Him: Huh? Then how? U wanna eat?
Me: No...
Him: Eat lahz.. U hungry lehz.. I cook noodles for u?
Me: Don't want...
Him: I accompany u as u eat?
Me: But... Don't want..
Him: But u're hungry.. U won't gastric ahz?
Me: Dunno.. Don't think so..
Him: Eat a bit????
Me: I don't wanna brush teeth again.
Him: Faint.. Then drink more water?
Me: Don't want.. Don't wanna go toilet in the middle of the nite.
Him: U r just plain lazy! K.. U try to sleep. If cannot sleep, tell me. I cook for u.

That was just sooooo sweet of him. So unexpected but yet made me so touched. Just 2 words - I'm hungry - could lead to him taking care of me the whole nite, waiting for me to sleep before he sleeps so that he could cook for me if needed. I am thankful for finding him in my life, thankful that he is there for me now.

magz [11:43 PM]

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Lousy Friend
Slept in til 2.30pm today. :) Such a wonderful sleep. Love sleeping in!!!

Showered & Eeyore and I headed to Plaza Sing to buy papers and stuff for his dad's bday card. Had to wreck my brains hard to think of a design coz I dunno his dad at all. Finally decided to do a simple design. Bought the paper, the deco stuff and ate dinner at Manhattan Fish Market at 6.30pm.

Before dinner, we even ate British Takeaway - Cheesy Curry Chicken and Ice Monster - Mixed Fruits with Milk on Shaved Ice. Yummy!!! Pig out!!

Bumped into Suzhen at Plaza Sing. Haven't seen her since graduating from college. She's married already! We used to be such close friends but a stupid incident in college caused our friendship to end. :( Glad to see her again! Will probably meet up for dinner or coffee. I hope we do!

But it led me to think.. If I have been a good friend. I guess.. Not.. Sighz... I have lost quite a lot of friends along the way. I try hard to keep in contact with close friends but it's not easy at times. It's saddening to me coz I treasure my friendships. :_(

Cabbed home and packed my room a bit. Cleared out a cupboard space and some space on my desk. Yet to finish packing everything and to clear more space. Will need more time for that. Cleared some wardrobe space for Eeyore's clothes as well. Might be able to clear more space when I pack my wardrobe. ;p

But problem is.. Will I have time to complete the packing before Chinese New Year & to finish his dad's bday card by then as well? Hmmz... Guess I gotta do his dad's card 1st as it's more urgent.

PS: Eeyore's note to self for the day: Do not let Magz watch martial arts show coz she turns violent. Muahahaha.

magz [12:05 AM]

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

Ip Man
Woke up at 10am just to go for rebonding, colour and highlight for my hair. Amazingly, Eeyore woke up before I did. :) Hugged me so tight just to wake me up. Bleah! Disturb my beauty sleep.

Saw a msg from Leo at 2.43am asking if I'm ok.. Not sure if he sent to the correct person. Replied his sms asking if he sent to the correct person but no reply from him. Sighz.. This guy ahz..

At Kef's salon from 12.15pm to almost 5pm. Slightly less than 5 hours today. Considered quite good coz normally it takes me about 6 hours to get my hair done. :p Eeyore cut his hair too! And bought me lunch from Subway while I was still sitting there. Thank God for my DS Lite to keep me company throughout the whole hair session. Hehehe. And of coz, Eeyore was there with me. ^.^

Took a break at McCafe & had Himalayan Tea Frappe with whipped cream before heading to Aunt Mic's place for Ann's bday dinner. Damn!! I really eat a lot!! Luckily I'm smart enough to wear baggy clothes. Haha. Ate 2 big bowls of homecooked prawn noodles, chicken wing, 2 bowls of red bean paste for dessert, a slice of tiramisu cake & eclaires. I am a glutton!!!

Played with Beth & Byron (my niece & nephew) after dinner. Ran around with Beth and we became sooo close. That small girl can be soooo cute at times. And Byron can be a really good boy too. :))))

Family noticed my rebonding plus colour & highlight. All say it looks nice. :D So happy! Thanx to Kef for making me pretty! Choose blue-black as base colour and purplish-red for streaks. Looks cool! I love it too! :) Yay~!~!

Watched Ip Man with Eeyore, sis, MZ & Alvyn after dinner at Balestier. Was so sleepy that I thought I will fall asleep at the cinema but the show was soooo darn good! It's a very very good show and I realised something from the show - that if you are focused and have a strong will, you will be able to accomplish what u want in life.

I had forgotten how good and how much I like Donnie Yen before this show. He is the 1st martial arts guy I watched on TV when I was a kid. I liked him then, I like him now. He is wayyyyy good! Told myself that I must stay focused, be determined and I will be able to achieve my goals. Will power, I have. That I'm not worried about. To be able to focus is the main thing now. :D Am gonna do my best!

Oh ya.. These 2 days people have been mentioning marriage to me again!! Telling me to get married or that I'll get married soon. Faint!!! Aunt Mic even said that if I were to be pregnant before I get married, then marry the guy. If the guy doesn't wanna marry me or have commitment, I should still give birth and they will all help with the baby. OMG!! My family is toooo "open" these days!!! Err.... I'm not getting myself pregnant!!! And I don't even know when marriage is!!!

Marriage.. Still a long distance away...

magz [2:13 AM]

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Friday, January 09, 2009

Eeyore's Uni Gathering
Another kinda boring day at work. Heard rumours that there will be another round of cutting next Friday. Worried.. Gonna start packing my room this weekend so that I can bring stuff home from office to keep. Hahaha. Keeping my fingers crossed that I won't be the one who gets axed.

Left office at 6.30pm. Walked around City Link & Suntec waiting for Eeyore to finish work. Headed to Yio Chu Kang to meet his Uni friends for dinner. Their gathering. Very friendly people. :) Chatted and had dinner at the same time. Left after dinner and they arranged the date for the next gathering on the spot!!

Home early on a Friday nite. Thought of packing my room but not sure if I should start now. Hmmz... Thinking of going to register for my basic driving test tomorrow morning. Lemme consider my options...

magz [11:27 PM]

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Thursday, January 08, 2009

Xavier - Friends of 6 Years!
Congrats to Evans on his ROM tomorrow! :)

Visited the new office building site at Changi DistriPark today. Soooo far away!! Sighz.. Sorta like a dept outing. Quite fun though. Hahaha. Food there.. Terrible! Wonder how I'm gonna survive. Thank god there's Harry's bar right across our office building. WOOHOO!!!!!!!!! It's gonna be Happy Hour everyday!!! :p The only reason why I don't mind the move. Hahaha.

Another very quiet day. Been like that the whole week. :( Tomorrow's KTV session with my dealers have been postponed to after CNY. :( Vic wanted to ask me for dinner on Sat but I've got family gathering. Sorry!!!

Met Xavier for dinner at Toa Payoh Central. Haven't seen him for 6 years!!!! He's put on weight!!! But still as nice and gentlemanly as ever. The best part is, we arranged for dinner on Tues and really kept to our promise of meeting immediately. :)

Speak of the devil!! Vic jus sms-ed me for my MSN address. Hahaha. :p

Meeting Eeyore's parents in March.. Shucks!!! Nervous already... Designing his dad's bday card by 23 Jan. Mus wreck my brains on the design.. What does a 61 year old man like? Wrecking my brains...

Jus had a chat with Cher in my room. Hehehe. :D

Shuang, hope ur sis gets well soon. ^.^ Take care!

magz [9:57 PM]

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Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Olive Vine
Keep feeling tired these days.. Not sure why. Sighz...

Cher's granny's in hospital. Hope she's ok and gets well soon.

Went City Hall to buy Ann's bday pressie. Walked around Robinson's and saw soooo many things that I like and wanna buy!! Shopaholic me!! But refrained from buying anything for myself. :( How sad...

Dinner at the Raffles City Food Court at the 3rd level. Looks really classy and cool. Tried the Western food stall - Olive Vine. Not very fantastic. Soup was kinda bland and the spaghetti had so much garlic.. :(

Fell asleep on the bus on the way home..

Ash bullied me online.. HMPH!

magz [11:03 PM]

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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Tampopo
Regret sleeping at 1am this morning. Am so tired now. Sighz...

Rushed around buying lunch for the department today for meeting. Kinda fun coz it was a good reason to be excused from the normal day to day work. Hahaha.

Dinner with XZ at Tampopo. Had Black Pig Shabu Ramen, the black pig cutlet and Umeshu. :) Good meal! Walked around Meidi-ya and bought Japanese Cafe Latte and 2 small bottles of Japanese wine. :p

Home. Hope XZ gets well soon. :)

magz [11:07 PM]

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Monday, January 05, 2009

Little Nonya
Unbelievably, I came home and watched Little Nonya last episode on tv when I hardly watch the show. All my knowledge of the show came from what Cher, Jac my tenant and Jean told me. The show is nice! Quite close to real life and the sufferings of women in the past. Good show! Been soooo long since I ever watch a Singapore drama.

Listening to Bosco's CD now. Rushed to HMV to get. :) Glad to have bought it.

Nothing much to do now. Should I play game, watch DVD or just laze around? Hmmz.. Should I play PC game or Xbox game? Hmmz... What should I do now?? I'm bored.. Feel like disturbing Leo but not sure if he's awake. Eeyore's gone to bed already. BORING!!! I wanna disturb people!!

magz [10:35 PM]

*will dreams come true one day?*

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Green Forest, My Home
Slept at 6am, woke up at 8am and finally fell asleep at 10am. Thanks Leo, for keeping me company thro sms-es when I couldn't sleep.. When I closed my eyes and saw horror scenes from that stupid show. :) Thanx soooo much!!

Finally woke up at 4pm. Felt tired but good. Then began the endless watching of my Taiwanese drama - Green Forest, My Home. A prince and a knight.. That's what she had.. Do I have the same? I'm not so lucky I guess..

Nevertheless, I am thankful for what I have. I am.. So as this last episode that I'm watching ends, lemme jus be happy with what I have and not be greedy.. Not ask for anymore. As this show ends, I'll be back to face reality.

For now, lemme just indulge in the show and my fantasy..

magz [11:10 PM]

*will dreams come true one day?*

2008 in review
My review of 2008 - A year that went by so quickly that I can't recall what happened and had to read thro my blog to refresh my dying old memory.. Some never seen before pics included in this post. :)

2008 - A year of fun & laughter, love & heartaches, promises & broken promises, true friendships & broken trust, an orphan but a very supportive and encouraging extended family, lost & found friendships, sickness & care. 2008 - A year of everything, every emotion.

PS: This post took me 3.5 hours to complete!! 4.45am now.. I'm soooo sleepy..

magz [1:17 AM]

*will dreams come true one day?*

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy New Year 2009!
31 December 2008
As the clock struck 12 midnight, I had a pleasant surprise of 4 people holding a cake and walking into my room. Thanks to Eeyore for buying me a NYDC cheesecake (my 3rd bday cake for the year) and for the rest of my housemates for the pleasant surprise! :) No pics taken coz I was in my nightie already. Hehe.

Slept at 2am with plenty of bday sms-es, MSN msgs and Facebook msgs. Thanks everyone!! I'm deeply and greatly touched!!

Worked as usual with lots of Happy Bday being said to me in office. Thanks guys! At 10.30am, this arrived.. For me! Beautiful!!



Lunch-ed with the ladies at Pu Tien Restaurant for my bday treat. Thanks gals!!!

Ed gor told me some stuff that made me kinda sad and disappointed but it was a lesson learnt. Trust and respect broken but made me stronger on my bday. Ed gor will still be my pillar of strength and the one I turn to no matter what happens. :)

What surprised me was that the whole office sang me a bday song with a bday cake (my 4th and last bday cake for the year)!! It really didn't occur to me that they will be celebrating for me!! Over 30 people singing me a song. It was really awesome and I was soooo shy that I didn't know what to do or say. 1st time that the whole dept celebrated 1 person's bday. They have never celebrated anyone's bday at all this year! I'm totally amazed!!! THANK U!!!!

Managed to end at 3+pm. Thanks to everyone for helping me out! Eeyore picked me up and we headed to Dempsey where I had my pressie! 1st, it came in this..



Then this!!!


Followed by..



And a beautiful nite of dinner at Al Dente Trattoria, Esplanade. In full view of the Singapore Flyer. I promised never to write your full name or show who u r in my blog.. But.. I'm sorry. Thanks for the wonderful day & nite! Thanks for all the surprises and for loving me! U have brought happiness into my life once again when I thought I've lost it forever. Thank u!


01 January 2009
Happy New Year!!


I have finally released the deadline I have set in my heart for someone. I can finally.. Truly and totally immense myself in my new found happiness and love. I have to let u go in my heart. I am unable to hold on to u anymore. U have moved on in your life. Now is my turn to move on. Thanks for loving me once! We'll still be very good friends, that much I'm sure! :)


Eeyore & I couldn't decide what to do today. I kept falling asleep. Dreamt a sad dream and was about to cry in real life (I was crying really badly in my dreams already!!) when he heard and got a shock. Woke me up and hugged me soooo tight!! Comforted me in his arms and told me not to cry. Touched!!! Love the feeling of him hugging me. :p

Amazingly, Aunt Mic came over this morning and asked if Eeyore was at my place. I said yes and that he was sleeping. She was totally OK about it!!! I'm truly taken aback but very happy and glad that my family is ok about it. :) It's the best bday/new year gift (post bday) that I can ever get.

Finally decided on watching movie. Watched "Seven Pounds" at The Cathay. Took a nice walk after the show to Plaza Sing and came home soon after. He's playing his Xbox now and I'm gonna sleep. 12.45am already.. Time flies.


Oh ya.. Talked to Sidney earlier. Am happy for Stef and him. They are a good match. :)

Eeyore's leaving for KL tomorrow nite. Will only be back on Sunday. :( Gonna be a boring weekend. Luckily I have a wedding to attend on Saturday nite. Hehehe.

magz [11:47 PM]

*will dreams come true one day?*