Saturday, February 28, 2009
Re-deployed, Retrenched or Reduced Pay?
A very busy day.. I enjoyed my day.
But feeling kinda sad at the same time. Is it coz the company's going down or was it coz of what someone told me today? Or maybe it's coz of what was said at our unit meeting? A question was thrown to us to answer. The qn - Will you rather be re-deployed, cut in staff or have shorter working days in a week but with a paycut?
So, which will you choose? Which choice would anyone choose? Yes, it just means that anyone of us will have a chance to be let go. I'm not worried. I choose not to be worried. I don't wanna scare myself unduly and be sad about it. That's not in me.
What was it that someone told me? I can't say and I shan't say. It's not a very happy thing though. But as always, friendships are fragile. Some even come at a price. Love doesn't come easy either.. Neither is it easy to forget. Humans.. Full of irony and contradiction..
Ended work at 7.45pm. Train with Charlie. Marina Square to meet Eeyore for Slumdog Millionaire @ 9.15pm. Was a little rushed coz I waited for Charlie to smoke before taking the MRT. I wonder why and I'm still wondering why I didn't take the ciggie that he offered. I'm stressed.. I know I could have done with 1. Why did I turn down the offer then? Can't figure that out.. Sighz.. I really really really should have jus taken it! Now I need 1 and I don't have it.. Sighz.. Dumb me!
But why do I need 1 now in the 1st place? Is it coz I keep thinking back and remembering certain things? Is it coz the thing that was said to me today keeps replaying itself in my mind? I don't wanna think anymore..
Anyway, Slumdog Millionaire is a pretty good show. The way they link the questions of the gameshow to the main lead's life was brilliant. Enjoyed the movie. Kept me captivated throughout the 2 hours though I was super tired. :)
I think Eeyore sensed that I'm not too happy. He has jus given me a very big, tight hug the moment he stepped out of the shower. I really should stop thinking too much and be happy. After all, I have found someone who truly loves me with all his heart and who gives in to me so much.
I can only tell myself - Cheer up Magz!
magz [12:39 AM]
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Friday, February 27, 2009
Peacefully Busy Day
A very busy day, without the disturbance of Ailmer. Thank goodness for that! A nice day :)
Rushed thro the morning stuff to make it in time for lawyer's appointment regarding Dad's stuff. Yes, it's almost been a year. This Sunday marks the day when Daddy left me a year ago. I am still settling the outstanding stuff til now. So many documents to sign. And these days, when I talk about Dad, I tend to get a tad emotional. :_( Starting to miss Mummy and Daddy again.. Hope I've done them proud all these years...
Lunched with sis, Felix & Bee @ Raffles Place area. Been some time since Bee, Felix & I last sat down to have a meal. Ohh!!! It wasn't that long ago.. We met on 31 Jan... OH!!! That's long!! Shucks! We normally eat every week or every alt week. The gap for us to meet is getting further and further. Hmmz...
MRT with Charlie after work. Waited for Eeyore to end work. Train to AMK to meet BS and Jean. Waited for them to finish their discussion at CitiGold. My 1st time in there. Hehe. Dinner at AMK S11 with them. Ate bak chor mee, rojak and fried dumplings. Haha. I'm a pig!
Train home. Now waiting for laundry to be done. I'm dead tired coz I woke up at 3am to watch Real Madrid vs Liverpool & I'm soooooooo disappointed!!! Real Madrid lost 1-0.. And the goal had to be scored 10 mins before the game! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All coz of a free kick! Damn damn damn!!
magz [12:04 AM]
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Emotion-less
Goals discussion at work today was alright. What I took away from it and from all other discussions before - Show no emotions at work at all, talk as little as possible when at work. That's what I've gotta learn to do from now on. But seriously, there's nothing much for me to talk about in office anymore. So, showing no emotions and not talking much ain't that hard after all.
Made a settlement error at work again today. The same mistake.. Sighz... This time round, there's no "saving" of the error. Incurred a cost of USD20 charged to my department's cost centre. Sighz.. To think that 1 of my goals was to have minimal settlement errors and to have zero profit and loss. :_( Disappointed...
Came home, ate my whole tub of Haagen Dazs Melon ice cream. Watched tv, blog, de-stress. I'm gonna sleep early tonite. I wanna wake up at 3am to watch Champions League - Real Madrid vs Liverpool. Luckily I have SCV now and I can watch on my tv instead of the laggy version on Internet. Hehehe.
Sighz.. I really need to de-stress...
magz [9:45 PM]
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Paulaners
Lunch with Jessica today. Heard some unsettling news. Sighz.. Basically, the company is seriously doing bad & our dept may also be affected. That's how bad it is now.. Keeping my fingers crossed.. Very tightly.
Dinner with XZ @ Paulaners. While waiting for him at Starbucks of Raffles City, a foreigner kept staring at me and changing tables to sit closer and closer to me. Gave me a shock!! He even stood right in front of me!! Luckily XZ arrived jus in time to 'rescue' me out of Starbucks and on for dinner.
Goal discussion tomorrow at work. Waste of my time. I can foresee the kind of stupid questions that they are going to ask me tomorrow based on the insight of my colleagues. I'm not gonna talk much or say much nor answer too many of the questions. It's just gonna be short, curt answers and to the point. No point saying anymore.
I'm totally and utterly disappointed and disgusted with this department. Yet, I have no choice but to stay on til the market gets better. Awful load of crap that I'll have to take. Sighz...
magz [10:58 PM]
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Verge
Woke up with swollen eyes. Not sure why, but I'm sure I didn't cry. And that rhymes! Haha.
Spent my lunch time shopping with Carissa mummy & Irene at Verge. Original damage was $560.. Thank God for 50% discount! I paid only $280 for 9 stuff - 4 pants, 2 skirts, 1 top & 2 dresses. Woohoo!!!
But there's a major problem now.. My wardrobe is completely out of space to put in any new items!! Oh no!! Headache! Means I have to pack my wardrobe and throw away some of my clothes. Sobz!!! I think I need a much much bigger wardrobe! :(((
Home for dinner with Cher & Eeyore. Nice!!!
I can't think.. My eyes can't open.. Why are they swollen??? ARGH!!
magz [10:08 PM]
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
Mimolette / The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
Friday (20 Feb 2009)Mimolette - A place for yuppies. A place to be seen for people who wanna rub shoulders with models, artistes, rich young kids. Saw Fiona Xie there - Eeyore's HOT chick. Yupz, he loves her. I was pretty cool with him the whole day after what happened on Thurs but he was keen to make up with me, so..
Yeah.. We're ok again. Even let him oogle all he wanted at Fiona. Had a very expensive dinner of beef carpaccio, roasted tenderloin & angel food cake with red wine. None of us could decide what to do after dinner so we headed home.
Coincidence was that I bumped into Sidney at Tampines and had company on the MRT ride to City Hall. :) It was a good dinner, nevertheless, with Sid, Stef, Jean, Anne & Eeyore.
Saturday (21 Feb 2009)Woke up to have lunch bought for me together with a much needed packet of coffee. :) Watched the last few episodes of my HK drama, showered and we headed out to Kef's salon for Eeyore to have his hair cut. Freya came along and we had a good chat. Took a slow stroll to Hotel Royal at Queen's Street for dinner with Eeyore's Uni mates.
Dinner at Classic Lao Di Fang vegetarian restaurant. Food was pretty good. Left after dinner to attend Kuan's mum's wake at Bukit Panjang. Took us a whole hour on the MRT to Chua Chu Kang, then to change to LRT to Jelapang. The pure company with him on the MRT was nice. Everything that happened on Thurs was forgotten. I chose not to think nor to ask.
Actually on the MRT ride to Kef's salon, I told Eeyore a secret about me.. A secret that no one knows. A secret that I can never tell most people. A secret hidden for so long.. That I have chosen to keep it in a secret part of my memory and never remember. But somehow, I know I have to tell the person I love eventually. So I did.. ^.^
Anyway, had a good chat with Kuan. It's not easy dealing with his sis's death in 2007 & now, his mum's death. Can only hope that he will be strong enough to be there for his dad now.. My thoughts are with him.
I'm glad that Eeyore went with me to attend the wake. Came home, watched the Secrets of the 1st Emperor on National Geographic in his arms. Showered and slept..
Sunday (22 Feb 2009)Waking up in the morning has taken a new meaning. Woke up and he was already watching the Zeitgeist Addendum on Youtube. Didn't know what that was but watched together with him for a while. Pretty interesting and something to think about. Take it with a pinch of salt. Some quiet time being in his arms, watching TV/Youtube. Feels right and feels nice. At least we're no longer pissed with each other. :)
Showered and off to Bishan for "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". The show is intriguingly different in the sense of the aging process. Pretty nice show. Off to Orchard after the movie. Shopped at Tangs. He bought a pair of shoes, we bought a pillow and new bedsheets. :D
Dinner at The Canteen @ Shaw Centre. Food was so-so but kinda overpriced. Don't think we will go back there to eat again. Bus home where we chatted and had fun laughing.
Like it when we're ok again. I jus hope it can stay this way..
magz [9:44 PM]
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
Linkin Park - In The End
This song is exactly how I feel.. My life.. Be it in terms of work, relationships, etc etc..
Seriously, I'm feeling tired.. Jaded.. I don't think I can deal with this..
To cry in the office, to make even colleagues I'm not that close to to be worried about me..
How long and how much can I take? I wonder...
Maybe like the bruise on my nose (the toilet seat cover fell and hit my nose while I was puking in HK) & the swollen bruise on my thigh (from losing my balance and hitting against Ann's car this morning), I am bruised.. My heart is bruised..
My best friend = Bruises & Pain
Linkin Park - In The EndIt starts with One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you tryKeep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unrealDidn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even knowWasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside And even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be A memory of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matterOne thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprisedIt got so far Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me in the endI kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
magz [8:34 PM]
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Fish Steamboat
I am staring at my blog, mind's a total blank. I have nothing to write about... How sad.
Lotsa things to do at work today. I'm so glad!! At last, after months of dry spell at work, I finally have work to do! Hahaha. And I worked til 8pm! Woohoo!!! Happy!! I must be mad..
Dinner with HW. Cabbed to Millenia to meet him and I still had to wait so long for him!!! Dinner at Tiong Bahru. Had fish steamboat with beef and golden mushrooms. Nice!!! :D
Really nothing much to write about today.. Time to pay bills..
magz [10:48 PM]
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Monday, February 16, 2009
Valentine's Day 2009
I know.. I haven't been blogging! So here comes! Of my Valentine's weekend! :)
Friday (13 Feb 2009)At 11.30am, when my tummy was feeling weird and bad, this came for me and made me a hundred times better. He has always claimed that he hates Valentine's Day coz it's a retailer's ploy to jack up prices of everything, but yet.. I'm touched!
When I met him for dinner, this was what I received..
Dinner was at a Japanese restaurant - Kotobuki @ Jurong. Then we headed to The Observatory Lounge at Science Park to catch the stars in the sky.. But it was too cloudy. Saw this very nice colour in the sky instead.. Been ages since I last went to the Science Park. :)
Received 2 balloons for V day from the volunteers at the Observatory Lounge. Went home, put down the things, and off to Yishun to watch "Look for a Star" by Andy Lau! :) Home sweet home after that and it was off to dreamland in his arms...
Saturday (14 Feb 2009)Woke up with a headache and hence, missed the surprise that he had planned. :( He reserved tix to watch "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" but... I'm sorry we didn't get to catch it!! :_( This was what I received when I woke up..
Off to City Hall Starbucks for a drink. Then to Penisular Plaza to check out his Nikon D90 plus to get him soccer shoes, socks & shin guards! I chose them for him coz he know nuts about soccer & I'm the soccer fanatic! Hahaha.
Chijmes for my Valentine's dinner! For the 1st time, I had V Day dinner at a Chinese restaurant (Lei Garden) BUT I'm not complaining coz I had a very very delicious and fantastic dinner. We ordered Peking Duck, Double Boiled Clam Soup with Chinese Herbs, Oyster Sauce Kai Lan, Bird's Nest & Mango Pomelo Dessert. :D It was simply mouth watering and amazing!
Then, it was down to Insomnia @ Chijmes where I met up with Jean, Anne, Von & YC for a very enjoyable nite of fun, drinks, dance and super lame & crappy poses for my camera! Crappy poses in my Facebook!
Home sweet home & I crashed in his arms.. All the way to dreamland.. A beautiful end to my 1st Valentine's Day with him! :)
Sunday (15 Feb 2009)Missed tanning with Von & Anne coz I overslept! Total knockout!
Dinner at Aunt Mic's place and MZ gave this to all the women in the house. Very nice and sweet of him! :)
In case you are wondering what I gave to Eeyore for Valentine's Day, here it is... I shall not show the back of the card though it has another design that I did as it has words that I wrote for him that is not meant for the eyes of anyone else. Hehehe.
magz [10:12 PM]
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Friday, February 13, 2009
My 1st Meal for Eeyore
Thought I would be too tired to blog.. But decided to do it anyway. :)
Cooked porridge for Eeyore last nite coz he wasn't feeling well. He said he felt ok after eating the porridge and the massage that I gave him. :D He was super duper happy coz he said it was the 1st time I ever cooked for him, though it was merely plain porridge. (o"."o) *blush* My turn to take care of him while he slept.. :)
Spent the whole of this afternoon in meetings. Tiring! Had a V Day event held in office today. Kinda interesting and fun. A happy event I must say. But mus think of my career path seriously. Do I really wanna continue to stay in ops? Should I opt for the leadership programs available? I wanna try for an overseas posting if possible. I'll check out my options and decide soon. Eeyore reckons I should go for leadership programs.. Will think about it.
Taka with Eeyore, BS & Freya after work for dinner and for them to buy V day gifts for their partners. :p I was only there to eat! Hahaha. Haven't seen them for some time so it was pretty nice to see them again. :)
Signed up for SCV and the free home line during lunch today. Thanks to Irene & Mel for waiting with me, lugging my things for me as well! :D Thanks girls! Took me sooooo long to finally get it going! Thanks to Eeyore who spent the time sitting there figuring it out while I happily chatted with my friends via MSN. Hehe.
Von, if you still don't come and collect your "wife's biscuits" from me, they will all be finished!!!
Stef & Sid, enjoy your little holiday and have fun! :) I'm sure u guys will, coz u have each other!
Anne, cheer up and don't be too stressed. Things will fall into place. U have us.. As ur listening ears! *hugz*
Jean, enjoy ur V Day with Mr Lee! Hope u hit your sales target and contact the person that Eeyore gave u! He's pretty keen to invest, etc etc! Do ur best to sell your products! :pppp
Shuang, no worries! Try again for the auditions next year! :) Jiayou!
magz [12:40 AM]
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
HK - 06 to 10 Feb 2009
Did so many things in HK, I have to write this in brief.. Note: Every meal we ate was accompanied with beer.. beer and more beer.. All pics in Eeyore's lappie. Shall upload when I steal them off him. :p
Came back with gastric flu though. :(
Friday (06 Feb 2009)4am - Woke up late to board the plane. Rushed like crazy.
6.40am - Left Singapore.
1+pm - Arrived at the hotel. Eeyore left his backpack with passport on the airport shuttle bus.
3pm - Finally got back the backpack with everything intact.
Proceeded for lunch (porridge), praying then dinner at restaurant next to hotel that serves pretty good food. Steamboat dinner.
10+pm - Drinks with Eeyore's friends.
1+am - Bed.
Saturday (07 Feb 2009)10+am - Teochew place for brunch followed by shopping at H&M where I bought 6 tops and a pair of shorts.
3pm - My fave egg tart shop in HK where I gobbled 2 egg tarts in a row, accompanied by true HK style milk tea. :D Yummy!
More shopping!! But didn't buy anything..
6pm - Dinner. 10 course dinner with shark's fin, abalone, prawns, cheese baked lobster yee mee, etc etc. Super filling!
10pm - Lan Kwai Fong to meet Ash and some of Eeyore's friends. Clubbed til 12am coz had to wake up early the next morning.
2am - Lost my contact lens. Cried. :_( Eeyore tried to cheer me up. Supper with family.
Slept at almost 4am..
Sunday (08 Feb 2009)11am - Brekkie at a dim sum restaurant at Tsim Sha Tsui.
1.30pm - Lunch at Liu Fu Shan. 1st time at this place. Plenty of oysters there!! Huge ones too!!! DROOL!!!
Walked around the area, headed to Yuen Long to buy wife's biscuits back to Singapore.
5.30pm - Dinner at Yuen Long. Ate a huge basin of food.
11pm - Supper. Ate desserts and roast pigeon.
1+am - Bedtime.
Monday (09 Feb 2009)8.30am - Brekkie at traditional HK cafe. Went praying after that. Super crowded!
11.30am - Rushed to Central area to meet Eeyore's boss for lunch. Reached at 12.30pm. Ate, chatted, went up to office to meet the folks there.
3pm - Met Dan for drinks til 3.30pm.
4pm - Mongkok. More shopping! But for other people..
Eeyore and I walked 20 to 30 mins from Mongkok back to hotel. Was a nice walk.. :) He didn't mind me wearing my specs the whole day. :) Even said I looked good! Hahaha.
8pm - Dinner. Ate roast goose and stuff.
Walked around Ladies' Market, then went shopping. Ann and sis bought stuff. I only bought a dress and a top.
1am - Hotel.. Sleep feeling unwell..
Tuesday (10 Feb 2009)4am - Puked. Toilet seat cover fell and hit my nose real hard. :_(
8.30am - Checked out. Left for airport feeling very unwell.
11am - Flight took off. Diarrhoea. Kept sleeping on the plane, lying on Eeyore's lap. Luckily we had the whole row to ourselves.
4pm - Reached home. Still not that good.
7pm - Doc. Said I have gastric flu. :(
Thankful that gastric flu only occurred on the last nite. Glad to have Eeyore by my side, looking after me the whole of Tuesday. From the minute I was unwell til today. He even took off his shirt when I said I was cold in the hotel so that I could stay warm. Hugged me tight, made sure I was hydrated. Fed me, carried my bags for me coz my bones were aching badly from fever.
Really very happy and touched that he took such great care of me that I recovered overnight. :) Thank u for being there! U have really changed my life. :p
magz [6:57 PM]
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Thursday, February 05, 2009
HK 2009 soon~!
Money doesn't necessarily make a person happy
My friends and family make me happy
Eeyore makes me happy, makes me smile from the bottom of my heart everyday
I have a little surprise planned for him tonite. It's supposed to be a V Day pressie but I'm afraid that he will be bored on the plane to HK tomorrow so.. I'm gonna give it to him tonite. :) Still thinking of how to plan my little surprise for him.. And he is talking to me on the phone now. Hehehe.
Ok.. I think I have a plan going now. :p Will write about it when he has received his pressie.
Anyway, I should start packing for my trip to HK tomorrow. Flying off at 6.40am and coming back on Tues. I'll miss the dept lunch in office tomorrow (damn!) and the girls' gathering to Sentosa on Saturday. SOBZ!!!!!!! Not fair!!!
Have asked the girls if they wanna head up KL with me in March. Hope we get to travel together! Will love to travel and have some fun with the gals. :)
I think I jus caused some probs for Von. Oopsss.. :(
Better go eat my dinner then pack my luggage n hang up my laundry. Nap a while then off to the airport! Take care all when I'm not around! Cya soon!!
magz [8:09 PM]
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Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Casual Friend
A day of nothing-ness at work..
Farewell lunch for Russell @ Crystal Jade by Irene, Mel, Rach & I today. Our intern for 6 months. He's helped quite a lot. A very smart boy who is friendly and helpful. A fast learner. :) Sad that he has to leave but guess that's just life. People come and go...
Dinner with VY @ Cineleisure Shokudo. It's always a very comfy feeling to meet up with him. We never talk about our personal/private lives much. Mostly about work, colleagues, some weekends stuff that we've done, etc. We're very casual friends but it's still nice to hang out with him. I have no idea how many siblings he has, how many gfs he has.. I know not much about him but we still have topics to talk about everytime. Amazing!!!
Walked to Taka to meet Eeyore who was having dinner with his friend. Chatted with Von on the phone while she waited for yoga to start while I waited for Eeyore to meet me. :p We jus kept laughing!!! Hahaha. So much to say, so much to laugh about! ^.^
And I nearly jus murdered Eeyore. Oh no!!! Hehehe. His toe nail is injured and bruised.. And I accidentally stepped on it real hard! I swear it was an accident!!! The look on his face when that happened - Absolutely hilarious and comical! I couldn't stop laughing!!!
A big part of the fun and laughter in my life now comes from him as well as my friends. I love being the happy me once again! When I thought I had lost it all, thank u for appearing in my life and bringing back what I had lost to me, for putting that smile on my face everyday. :D
magz [10:25 PM]
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Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Unromantic
Meeting at work today. Shall not say what went on.. Jus know that it is ridiculous and our lives are not gonna be easy. Sighz.. Oh, and that I have to remain expressionless, keep quiet and be zombified at work so that some people won't know what I'm thinking or feeling. :( How it sucks!
Lion dance in office today. Didn't put mandarin oranges on my table for them to peel. Didn't see the need to. I don't think my life in office will be any better even after the peeling of the oranges. I give up..
Took MRT together with Charlie after work today. Chatted along the way. He's ok to talk to. Work wise, he's better these days so.. No conflicts as yet. :) Mus keep it that way though.
Went to City Hall, couldn't resist the temptation at HMV. Went in and came out only after spending $73. :( Met Eeyore after waiting for an hour.. As usual, I had to wait for him. Headed to Liang Seah St for dinner at a Korean restaurant. On the way to the bus stop, he said something and I thought.. For once, he's gonna say something romantic. But.. It wasn't the case. Conversation went like this..
Eeyore: It's different when walking alone and when walking with u
Me (Thinking that it's gonna be romantic and heart beating): Why is it different?
Eeyore: More people stare when I'm walking with u than when I'm walking alone
Me: .................
What he means is that other guys/gals tend to stare at me/us when we are together. Sighz.. And there I was, hoping that he'll say something sweet like "Oh, coz the feeling is sweet and nice" or whatever along those lines. How totally disappointing can that be?
But yeah.. We still had our fun and laughter throughout the whole journey home. At least he tried to pacify me on the way back. :) But I did complain that he's unromantic. Hahaha.
magz [10:51 PM]
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Monday, February 02, 2009
Month End Error
I am starting to feel the impact of not sleeping for the whole of Saturday and only sleeping at 1am this morning. Dunno how I survived thro the whole day of work with no errors at work despite doing so much.
But.. Mistake at work during monthend. It was a very careless mistake. I hate making such stupid errors that will cause issues. Sighz...
Bought Eeyore's V Day pressie already!!! :ppppp I shall state what I bought on the day itself. Went with Irene to buy during lunch today. Hehehe.
Home for dinner. Ate the noodles that I brought back from Aunt Mic's place, plus soup and vegetables cooked by Cher. :) I'm becoming fat! And it's noticeable!! Oh no!!
Packed my luggage after dinner. Together with Eeyore.. :) We're going HK together this Fri, with Ann and her dad, sis & MZ. And somehow, both of us are kinda excited about this trip together. Not our 1st trip together, and definitely not the last. ^.^
I think... I have seriously fallen in love with this guy. There's this really sweet and lovey dovey feeling between the 2 of us these days. So much so that it's making me become this little girl.. This little girl who is crazily in love with a guy and yearns to see him, hug him every minute, every second. Thankful for him, being in my life..
magz [11:35 PM]
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Sunday, February 01, 2009
Excuses
A very zombified day. Picked gram up, went Aunt Mic's place. Had lunch and right after lunch, I immediately conked out for 2 hours. Til gram walked into the room and nobody knew what she wanted. Accompanied gram to the other room to sleep.
Then gram woke up, wanting to eat. Accompanied gram til I sat down at the mahjong table to replace sis. Sadly, I lost again. Another $40.. 3 games played with family, all 3 lost.. $40 to $50 each time. Not my year.. No luck at all. How saddening!
Dinner, played with Ky and suddenly Aunt Mic & Uncle quarrelled. Supposed to re-start mahjong but ended up going home. Wanted to go Sid's place to meet Stef & Anne as well, but... Was driven home instead. :( A pity that I missed the chance to meet up with the girls yesterday and today. :(((((((((((((((((
Still deciding if I should meet Eeyore at Novena to pick him up.. But.. I've already showered and I'm dead tired.. Hehe. Lazy me.. Think I shall wait at home. Not even sure if there will be a jam at the causeway as well. So many excuses that I can come up with. Muahahaha. How unloving I can be. :p
magz [9:29 PM]
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Design For Living
Woke up with a headache again.. Getting too frequent for comfort.. Sighz...
Joined Felix & Bee for dinner at Marina Square. Ate at MOF then went to watch the Huayi Festival play - Design For Living at Esplanade. Didn't know what I was going for initially but glad that I went. Recommended by Bee, the show turned out to be close to real life issues and was funny yet very real. 1st time I ever watch a play and at Esplanade too! Very very nice! :)
Headed to Irvin's place after the play. Mahjong with Josh's wife, Irvin and Roy. Played 2 rounds til 5.15am. My goodness!! So tiring.. Lost $2 in the end. Sooooo sleepy.. But yet, I can't sleep now coz I'm afraid I won't wake up tomorrow.
Need to wake up at 8.30am to pick gram up for lunch. I am soooooo zombified. Can I last thro the whole of Sunday with no sleep at all? Hmmzz....
PS: I managed to finish the card for Eeyore on Fri nite!! Took pics but decided not to put it up in case he suddenly reads my blog. Fyi, he doesn't read my blog at all. :p Gonna buy his pressie next week. Yay!!!
magz [6:17 AM]
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