Saturday, December 28, 2013

More catchups!
Have been busy catching up with friends but haven't been blogging much as I've been down with flu these 2 weekends. My nasal passage hurts badly and it makes me irritated. Plus itching skin every night has been causing me too wake up at unearthly hours in the morning and causing me to be super tired.

Supposed to go to Rebecca's house last night for steamboat but I passed on the invite. My 1st time talking to her was at Alwyn's wedding, despite us knowing about each other's existence all these years. Haha. The irony of it all. She's a nice lady but coz of Wayne and I in the past, we never really spoke much I guess. But really appreciate her thoughts and effort in getting the guys to ask me along. Didn't want to spread the flu germs to her 3 kids so decided to pass on the invite.. :(

Met up with Luke before he went to France for training to clear things up. And it was a good catch up plus talk session coz he finally understands what I went through the other time when he said I was cynical. He experienced it first hand last night and whatsapp-ed me to tell me about it. Hahaha. As usual, Mr Full of himself was still full of himself last night and yakked endlessly, irritating the hell out of Luke this time. Luckily I wasn't there or I'll be the one irritated. Hehe.

Met up with Jarren, Jieming, his gf and SK some time last week or was it the week before? Can't remember. Haha. Played pool!!! Unbelievable right?? I haven't touched pool in more than a year now!!! And it has rekindled my love for pool again!!! :) :) :) Glad that Jarren arranged this gathering for us to catch up and play pool again! And surprisingly, I still win them! Hahaha. But thanks for Jarren for sending me home and having a good chat with him. Funnily enough, I used to be super close to SK and now, I'm closer to Jarren instead. People do change eh?

Went to Ky's place for Xmas dinner last Sunday (22 Dec). Last year at this time, I went to hospital instead and am glad to be able to join them for dinner once again. Ah Na purposely cooked a lot of my favourite dishes! Soooo touched! But everyone (Aunt Marg, Ann, Ky, etc) could tell I was pissed with my sis and MZ. I'm not surprised. I didn't speak to both of them at all and they said my face was "black" too. LOL. Why wouldn't I be? I'm still annoyed with both of them til today.. But like I promised Ann, I'll try to forgive and forget.

But to forgive and forget is easier said than done. If it wasn't for them, I may still be attached now. And to think my own sis sided with him instead of me and told him that yeah, she thinks I've changed too. Why the hell did I change?? Did she even try to understand what happened in between that caused me to change before taking sides of other people instead of her own sis?? If it wasn't coz of her and her husband, why the F would I change and why the F do they think I'll say break up? The disgrace caused by them is knife deep and I have never felt so humiliated in my entire life before, all thanks to them! Honestly.. Fuckers. Yet I must forgive and forget what happened. ARGHHHH!!! Blood boils every time I think about it.

Changing the subject so I won't be pissed anymore.. Yuhui and Jannah are so sweet! Both bought me presents for my bday. Nice of them but seriously, shouldn't waste money on presents for me. My bday is just another day for me now. No intention to celebrate at all. Yuhui says i'm becoming more and more homely aka 宅女 these days. Haha. I think so too!! I actually do love staying home these days somehow. And I have to thank Josh for coming all the way to my office to have lunch with me and for the Royce chocs for Xmas pressie and to Ashley for the Xmas hamper! :)

Meant to meet Luke tonight but the flu is still here and I'm still groggy. To think I even dropped my iPad on the floor and the screen is cracked!! How my heart hurts!!! That's the 1st present I bought for myself right after the breakup!! Damn it!! Time to head to Wheelock place again... When I'm on leave in Jan.. Sigh.. :(

magz [4:39 PM]

*will dreams come true one day?*

Friday, December 06, 2013

Awesome Week of Catch Ups!
I think I've been neglecting this blog for way too long. I remember I cut down on posts coz someone didn't like me posting stuff about my own personal life or my life with him.. But since that someone has even created his own Instagram account and has been posting so much stuff.. Why should I still bother? He's outta my life now anyway so no reason for me to neglect my own blog. Time to move on and live my own life for me!

02 Dec 2013 (Monday)
Dinner with Yuhui and Lena at Rakuzen Millenia Walk. 1st time having dinner with these 2 ladies together and I must admit, we had fun!! Talking and gossiping about people in office, telling once another about ourselves and stuff going on, the rubbish we've had to go through. It was an enjoyable 3 hours of bitching session. Hahaha. Hope we can have such dinners more often!! :)

03 Dec 2013 (Tuesday)
My only day this week of not meeting anyone!! Nice quiet evening at home eating my favorite pig's organ's soup and playing games and watching tv all night long! Only slept at 1am coz I'm on leave next 3 days of this week!! WOOOHOOOO!!!

04 Dec 2013 (Wednesday)
Stanley aka my Dragonfly singing cum dancing buddy is back in SG from Shanghai!!!! Met up with Bee in the afternoon as she was on half day leave as well and we went for high tea then walked around and shopped a bit while waiting for Stanley to join us after work. Felt good doing that with Bee as it was just like the good old days when I was single and didn't have any commitments or any restrictions. Chatted with her a lot and finally she's caught up on everything happening in my life. She was in awe and shock when she heard but as usual, she is always there for me and I'm thankful for that!!

Wanted to go for fish steamboat with Stan but queue was wayyyy too long so we went for Thai food instead. And it was then that we found out Stan is now married!!! CONGRATS!!! So happy for him!!! Miss those days when we will go clubbing/KTV and have so much fun together. I shall plan a visit to Shanghai and visit him soon!!!

05 Dec 2013 (Thursday)
Aunt Janet cooked lunch for me so I went to collect from her. After lunch, I rested for a bit and headed over to Sid's place to visit the Love of My Life aka Sarah!! Miss her heaps!! May Yee (Sid's friend), her hubby Ian and her baby boy of 14 months Damien were also there. Had fun playing with Damien and Ian for 3 hours plus before I left for dinner with Jimson at Bishan.

Been a while since I met Jimson. Still looking good I must say. Hahaha. Except that he was down with flu and the flu smell was soooo strong! Ate at Din Tai Fung and chatted about stuff. He's morbid and "dark" nature came back out a bit again. Not sure why. I think he's having problems with his gf but I didn't wanna probe. He's always had 2 sides and I don't like the dark side of him or the over ambitious side. Was a good catch up too!

Overall, this week has been awesome! Gonna meet more people from tomorrow (or rather later) til Sunday!!! Yay!!! 

magz [1:34 AM]

*will dreams come true one day?*