Awake the whole nite..
Stuck in toilet once again. No choice. Tummy ache while leaving office and the lazy me took a cab due to the super duper lack of sleep. Dying from the tiredness, rushing around and all the work. Was almost at a stage of vomitting and had a fully flushed face at work. Phew.. Thank God I managed to live thro that. Haha.
Interview was bad. I left my beloved mobile at home and couldn't remember the handphone numbers of several people who could gimme faith and strength. ARGH!!! Stupid me!!! Think the lack of sleep caused me to forget my precious.. Sighz.. Not sleeping the whole nite is crazy, to survive thro the day is even crazier. Haha. Anyway, interview wasn't as good as the previous time. I was too too stoned to think. My mind was simply a blank. Whatever came out of my mouth did not fully register with my brain 1st. Sighz.. Upsetting... :(
Retrieved my mobile after that and managed to find some comfort at long last. Messaged Heng Wee and he made me feel better at once. Hehe. He really knows what to say when I'm in need of comfort. Hey, don't misunderstand!! He's married!! :) Just a very good senior mentor role for me. Just like Olly.. But Olly and I have become distant.. Sighz..
Messaged Peter too. Used to be my teacher. We were really close as friends. I could tell him anything and everything!! Knew so much about his wife and him that I felt like I was part of the family. But as work hours became longer, the lesser we met. :( That's life I guess.
Anyway, back to talking about work. Was so dead, so supremely tired that I didn't know how I managed to clear all the work by myself. Ailmer still can't get things right, is always still saying he doesn't know, doesn't understand. He's just forgetful and over reliant on his notes in the PC where all he has to do is type Ctrl + F and ta-da! The magic words appear, he regurgitates out to us wihtout knowing what he himself is talking about. Faint..
So I did most of the work. Happy to have work to do. Kept me occupied and awake the whole day which was much needed. Oh ya, gotta thank Meng for entertaining me via MSN last nite while I was soooo awake and couldn't sleep. Haha.
K.. I better get a move on. Been sitting at the toilet bowl typing this whole post in 5 mins and I need to shower then start getting to doing my things. Keep listening to "Sometimes When We Touch". Beautiful lyrics.. Not meant for me now but.. Nah.. Don't worry. I've got that grip on myself. ^.^
Life's beautiful. Won't waste it on being sad. If I should be sad, it should be for the fact that I've lost both my parents and definitely not coz of a guy. :) That's how I think and feel~! Stay happy all! :)))))
Interview was bad. I left my beloved mobile at home and couldn't remember the handphone numbers of several people who could gimme faith and strength. ARGH!!! Stupid me!!! Think the lack of sleep caused me to forget my precious.. Sighz.. Not sleeping the whole nite is crazy, to survive thro the day is even crazier. Haha. Anyway, interview wasn't as good as the previous time. I was too too stoned to think. My mind was simply a blank. Whatever came out of my mouth did not fully register with my brain 1st. Sighz.. Upsetting... :(
Retrieved my mobile after that and managed to find some comfort at long last. Messaged Heng Wee and he made me feel better at once. Hehe. He really knows what to say when I'm in need of comfort. Hey, don't misunderstand!! He's married!! :) Just a very good senior mentor role for me. Just like Olly.. But Olly and I have become distant.. Sighz..
Messaged Peter too. Used to be my teacher. We were really close as friends. I could tell him anything and everything!! Knew so much about his wife and him that I felt like I was part of the family. But as work hours became longer, the lesser we met. :( That's life I guess.
Anyway, back to talking about work. Was so dead, so supremely tired that I didn't know how I managed to clear all the work by myself. Ailmer still can't get things right, is always still saying he doesn't know, doesn't understand. He's just forgetful and over reliant on his notes in the PC where all he has to do is type Ctrl + F and ta-da! The magic words appear, he regurgitates out to us wihtout knowing what he himself is talking about. Faint..
So I did most of the work. Happy to have work to do. Kept me occupied and awake the whole day which was much needed. Oh ya, gotta thank Meng for entertaining me via MSN last nite while I was soooo awake and couldn't sleep. Haha.
K.. I better get a move on. Been sitting at the toilet bowl typing this whole post in 5 mins and I need to shower then start getting to doing my things. Keep listening to "Sometimes When We Touch". Beautiful lyrics.. Not meant for me now but.. Nah.. Don't worry. I've got that grip on myself. ^.^
Life's beautiful. Won't waste it on being sad. If I should be sad, it should be for the fact that I've lost both my parents and definitely not coz of a guy. :) That's how I think and feel~! Stay happy all! :)))))
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