Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Hesitation about NZ trip..
Wondering if I should be going for NZ trip. Yes, still wondering despite the go ahead given by my family. Something seems to be holding me back but I can't put my finger to it and I don't wanna dampen Eeyore's mood or holiday.
After all, he went with me to my fave place (Hua Hin) for my fave activity (sun, sand and sea). This time round, we'll be doing what he likes most - ski/snowboard. I've never seen snow before so I'm keen and interested but somehow, I jus can't seem to feel excited about it. I seriously wonder why.
Not to mention, I'll miss a very fun filled karaoke session with my close colleagues. I don't think that's the reason why I'm not excited about the trip coz email was only sent out today regarding the karaoke session. There has to be another reason and seriously, I don't like having such nagging feelings coz normally when I feel like that, something bad always happens to make the feeling come true.
Damn! Wish I know what is wrong..
PS: Pls don't let Eeyore know. Thanks!
magz [11:25 PM]
*will dreams come true one day?*
Monday, July 27, 2009
Hua Hin 18-21 July 2009
A trip that was memorable, the beautiful sun, sand and sea albeit a tad dirty. But the 1 thing that made it all beautiful - the hotel and its staff. But of coz, the most important would be, the person I went with. Thank u for providing me with the lovely memories! Thank u for fulfilling my wish to visit Hua Hin and to stay in the particular resort! Thank u for everything!
As I have uploaded most of the pics in Facebook, I shan't upload them here. Pics here are those that aren't in Facebook. The more couple couple pics which Eeyore doesn't want the world to know. But.. I think I'm ok letting my close friends know. :)
On the way to BKK airport
At the moon deck of the hotel room balcony
Playing a fool during breakfast
Bizzarely cold swimming pool
Just the 2 of us - right before my cam spoilt!
Waiting for sunset..
magz [10:35 PM]
*will dreams come true one day?*
Friday, July 17, 2009
Fluctuating Week..
A fluctuating week with some beautiful moments and some that I'd prefer not to have happened..
Monday
Home after dinner to do the laundry and a trip to Marina Barrage while the clothes were being washed. :) Sat there, chatted and looked at stars, enjoying the cool breeze, the quietness and each other's company. Good enough for me and made me very happy.
Tuesday
Nice cup of smoothie was presented to me the moment I stepped out of the shower in the morning. Eeyore woke up earlier than usual to make me smoothie for fear that I'd be hungry. Touched..
Wednesday
Not good.. Was it his "PMS" mood again? Made me sad the whole time since we met after work. Got so bad to the point that I cried.. Was still crying while I was drifting to dreamland. Tears only stopped flowing when I fell asleep. :( Woke up the next day with very very swollen eyes. Bad..
Thursday
Our 10 months together.. Didn't wake up feeling happy. Still sad from last nite. Behaved and acted like normal. Eeyore picked me up from office after work. Something happened that prevented me from wanting to go dinner and I opted to head home instead. He surprised me with a bouquet of roses. :) Better!
Friday
Another delicious cup of smoothie again! This time much tastier than the other times. :D Love it!
Gonna start packing for my trip in a while. Hope I get to enjoy myself and just relax! Quite scary to travel now coz of H1N1 and the bombings in Jakarta. And I'm worried about Aunt Mic who's in hospital.. Hope she gets well soon! I won't be surprised if I keep sms-ing back to Singapore to check on her condition. :( Not sure if I can have fun on my trip with my mind being elsewhere..
magz [11:06 PM]
*will dreams come true one day?*
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Wimbledon 2009
WimbledonAndy Roddick lost despite playing very very well throughout the whole match. The minute he lost, when he sat there with his head in his hands, when he started sniffing and controlling his tears, my heart broke. Totally broke. All the years of supporting him, I've never ever seen him play better than this year's Wimbledon. He deserves to win.. Yet... I teared, I couldn't concentrate on work. My mind kept replaying the loss.. It was disheartening..
And I just found out that Eeyore wrote on my MSN nick "Go Federer". Eeyore is sooooooo dead tomorrow morning when he wakes up coz he knows I support Roddick. I'm gonna give him a HUGE piece of my mind and I don't care if he's sick now. HMPH! No messing with my nick!
Michael JacksonWatching the repeat of Michael Jackson's memorial service now. Everything that everyone says on stage brings a tear to my eye. Wanted to sleep early coz I didn't sleep last nite, but I'm not gonna miss MJ's memorial service for anything in the world. Somehow, MJ has always reminded me of my cousin. Don't ask me why. How I wish MJ can jump out of his coffin or simply appear and tell the world that this is not true.. This is not happening.. But.. It'll never happen. He is gone.. Forever..
I truly hope that he finds peace in his life now. I pray that he will find happiness and not be bugged by accusations of child molest any longer. He will be missed and loved.. By the millions of us who have believed in him throughout. Thank u Michael!
magz [11:12 PM]
*will dreams come true one day?*
