Wednesday, September 29, 2004
fantastic dinner~
just came back from a really fantastic dinner. it's actually the 1st time that i've ever had a whole pot of shark's fin to myself. ok.. i know it's cruel to eat shark's fin but i can't resist it manz. i mean, hey, i enjoy good food n delicacies. anyway, it was really an eye-opener n delicious. couldn't really finish the whole pot though. must say thank you to tom's mother who invited me along for dinner coz she won toto worth more than $62K. never had such an experience before. :p
getting a bit sick of working.. i mean, every morning i wake up i don't feel like going to work n i feel like taking the day off but i drag myself to work coz i know that if i don't go, i won't get any freaking pay. this sucks. the only motivation is the $50 a day that i can earn. sighz.. really need to find a permanent job n stop wishing that the bloody bank will offer me 1 on their own. they have denied 2 applications from my boss already. irritating...
sis's wedding is drawing near n i'm supposed to be the emcee now.. with no script n no idea of what's going to happen on that day. the best part is, i'm gonna be partnering my cousin whom i haven't seen for goodness knows how long coz he has a very domineering wife. god!!!! this is going to be terrible!!!
my colleague, jessie, has a friend who wants to rent a room in singaproe so i've offered her. hehe. can only wait n c what the gal says n if she wants to rent. if she wants, then i won't have to move. pray hard!!!! :)
oh ya, by the way, congrats to diana who got the perm job n will start almost immediately. congrats!
magz [9:04 PM]
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
pissed off
i haven't felt so pissed with anyone like i m feeling right now. told my friend that i would be going his condo to use his gym for a while n he agreed to it n even told me that he has got a new towel at his place so i wouldn't need to bring. all was settled n i thought i could really do with some workout this time. made me wake up so early on a sunday morning, travel all the way there n perspired so much to find that the freaking gym was locked n my DUMBASS friend wasn't around. i couldn't bathe, couldn't workout n had to take a cab home coz i was perspiring so much already. what the fuck?
i've decided that i shall never trust this friend again n neither will i go to his place no matter how he invites me. call me petty or anything u want but hey, i m not going to be a fool again. i felt so dumb coz i was outside my friend's place, unable to get in n walking around the place looking for the gym, only to realise that it was locked. real good workout ya? with all that perspiration. how can it not be good? except that i was carrying a huge bag, perspiring so much n acting like some thief who can't get in to my friend's place. it's been a long time since i was truly pissed with someone. now i m. i called my friend 4 or 5 times before that asshole answered the phone only to say 'oh' when i told him i'm stuck outside his place. got so angry that i juz hung up the phone on him.
knowing how egoistic my friend can be, i can forget about getting an apology from him. but this will also mean that i will never ever forgive him. so.. it's kudos to our friendship unless i get an apology or unless he proves himself wrong. even though the book i'm reading is called 'magic of forgiveness', it's not easy to forgive him. so good luck to him from now on. but i think he'll lose all his friends soon.. not that he has many anyway.
magz [1:41 PM]
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
job...
didn't get the full time job at dbs in the end due to some dumb policy that states that siblings can't work in the same department of a company. but hey, come on, the dumb department is so freaking huge. well, anyway.. i don't care anymore. at most i'll have to look for another job though that might not be an easy task. boring...
diana's considering if she should continue to work as temp in the same level but under someone else or should she convert to perm or if she should leave. of coz i wish that she'll stay!!! diana, i know u'll read this so stay!!!!!!!!!! haha. :P but i can't force u. the choice n decision is urs. will really miss u if u leave though. ur friendship has been priceless!!! so has melissa who will be leaving this friday!!! sighz... this is so sad... :( n also boon leong... leaving next fri. y r u guys leaving me???? sobz...
hmmz.. my aunt just called. told me to send my uncle my resume for him to broadcast it out. haha. c... there's hope everywhere~! hehe. hopefully i don't disgrace my uncle though. anyway, my boss, soo leng, is also helping me to look for jobs in the bank n she's been asking people in other departments to help me find n to look out for me if i work in their department! i feel so lucky n blessed. hehe. :) so arrogant... haha.
this friday is my sis's bday. not sure what to buy for her. how??? help!!!!!
might b selling my current place n moving to a 3 room flat instead. but must make sure that the new place has got 2 toilets though. i'll NEVER EVER share a toilet with my dad!!!!! not over my dead body.
something gross happened today. while i was closing the window to go to work, i noticed something stuck at my window ledge. thought it was a rose petal that was fading in colour but decided against using my hands to pick it up to throw away. thank god!!! coz the supposed rose petal was sticky n it wasn't a rose petal!!! it looked like a piece of skin from the heel of a foot with blood on it which explains y it was red! it was so gross!!!!!!! luckily i used my key to push it out. but i didn't decide. called my dad to do it when he returns home from work. hope he remembers. don't think i was hallucinating. kinda creepy.. considering the lunar month it is right now... eewww...
magz [6:58 PM]
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
celebration
went to zouk again today.. to winebar this time. was there to celebrate the getting of results n the fact that we have finally graduated. saw my sim yr 1 crush, dave, there as well. seems like he's becoming less cute as the yrs go by. no longer interested in him since yr 2. haha. he was there with his usual group from rmit.. namely ben, alex, etc.
was at winebar with wayne, victor, shaun, zijun, n tom. got to know a few people... leland n xavier. xavier is this guy who's a new n uprising artiste from channel u. he looks a lot like harlem yu but he's very westernised. guess it's coz he studied n grew up in the united states.he's quite interesting n friendly. :p quite nice to know him.
my rash has been appearing quite a lot these days. it's been really itchy. makes me wanna tear the skin apart. wonder y it's suddenly popping out again when i don't think i'm suffering from any stress these days. i mean, now that results r out, there's nothing to b stressed about anymore. simply don't understand.
gonna end here.. go wash up, remove my contact lens n prepare to sleep. nite nitez!
magz [1:49 AM]
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
finally...
got my results today. failed my FM again but managed to grad. thank god! never ever expected it. really thankful. it's time for me to offer my thanks n prayers now. :p
i've got a new song for the moment.. crazy for u by madonna..
Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one
I see you through the smoky air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that
I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like thisIt's all brand new,
you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you
Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all
Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see
I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you
It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you
hehe.. that's the lyrics to the song. hope u guys like it. :)
magz [11:27 PM]
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