Tuesday, July 19, 2005
trip to bangkok?
been thinking of going for a holiday for some time now. have been wanting to go to either bali, bangkok or hong kong. have been asking my dear bf if he wants to go on a trip with me but the answer that i always get is 'depends on whether i've found a permanent job by then'. i don't feel like waiting anymore. i'm planning a trip.. n now, it's gonna be a group trip.
talked to ali thro msn messenger and we were talking about going on a trip end of the year. we actually wanted to go to bali but it's gonna be monsoon period during then so bangkok came to mind. it's gonna be tentatively on the 3rd week of october. hopefully can make it into a group gathering. of coz, the biggest hope will be that dear ali can make it there with us. bet everybody will want that to happen! ali, try ur best n not disappoint us k? :)
will start organising that tomorrow afternoon when i'm more free at work. still have to organise anne's farewell dinner with our section and also the drinking session with the rest of the colleagues. supposed to organise an event for the dept with some other colleagues but have yet to know the details. when did i become an organiser for everything? haha.
boss hasn't exactly been in a very good mood since last week. not sure if it has got anything to do with anne leaving. trying hard not to step on her toes but it's quite scary when she calls. u never know when u r getting it from her. well, i just did.. for something that a colleague from another section did but yet, i was the one who got scolded. sighz.. no choice i guess.. but i'm getting more paranoid when i see her mails n receive calls from her now. argh!!
talked to a colleague from my section today.. talked about me learning something new.. to learn what they are doing, which is also what i'm interested in learning. problem is, i'm not sure if i'll have the opportunity or be given the chance to learn it yet. i don't wish to wait too long though. i can't be doing admin work for 1 year.. i'll go crazy! will probably talk to my supervisor tomorrow when she comes back from training. hope she can talk to my boss about it. hehe. :p wish me luck!!!
magz [8:49 PM]
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Monday, July 11, 2005
down...
haven't been in the best of moods recently.. don't ask me why.. i'd like to find that out myself too. think it's just a phase that i got through once in a while. jus waiting for the day where i get out of this phase n continue my happy-go-lucky outlook on life. this day won't be far away. i believe in myself. :)
jean got thro her interviews with citibank. waiting for the day where she gets her results n hopefully steps foot into the same company albeit not the same department or area. i'll be glad to have her in the same company. :p jean, all the best ya?? *hugz*
went for my checkup with the surgical doctor this time. have been declared to be fit and healthy again. i'm discharged by them! all that's left is for me to clear the test with the gynae and i'm back to being me! haha. can eat all the potato chips i want without having people nag at me! haha. waiting for that day to come..
called luke after i heard about the terrorist attacks in london. chatted with him for a while on my hp. was glad to hear that he'll be back for good when he finishes his studies there. it's so troublesome to contact him when he's so far away. :p
work's ok.. anne has just tendered her resignation. hope that she enjoys herself n is happy at her new work place. mine should just be the same i guess..
lodged my 1st police report on saturday (09/07). tom's car lock was tampered with at the multi-storey carpark of my sis's place. luckily we didn't lose anything. just that the lock on the driver's side is spoilt and getting in n out of the car is quite troublesome for his dad n him. feel guilty about it coz i was the one who asked tom to send me to my sis's place. sighz.. coming to his place today gives me such a weird feeling. i wanna say sorry but dunno how to open my mouth n tom kept insisting that it's not necessary. i feel bad....
jeremy's back in singapore~! bet he must be super happy to see his family n gf again. somehow i can feel that happiness for him. :)
lots of thoughts going through my mind about lots of things. probably that's why i'm depressed. sighz.. eagerly waiting for my spirits to be lifted up again. when will that day come??
very in love with a song right now.. lyrics below. enjoy..
Lara Fabian - Broken VowTell me her name I want to know
The way she looks and where you go
I need to see her face I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night when I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
[Chorus:]
I'll let you go I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch that one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
[Chorus]
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
[Chorus]
magz [8:16 PM]
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
mixed feelings..
having mixed feelings right now..
anne might be resigning and leaving for greener pastures. i'll definitely miss her lots coz after all, i've known her the longest there and she's my mentor cum good friend. sighz.. as long as she's happy, it's ok. jus a sad that most of the people i'm close to are leaving one after another. first was kk, then goldwin, marina, now maybe anne and probably jeremy if he manages to secure a job. will be very sad if they all leave but all this can't be helped. they managed to find other jobs that pay better or they are really not happy/satisfied with what they are doing. guess it's good for them so i should give them my blessings. :)
feeling kinda excited and happy coz jessica moved in yesterday (04/07). quite fun to have her around coz there's someone to accompany me when i'm bored. hehe. helped her to unpack a bit last nite but i was really dead tired. just a bit not used to having another person in the house yet.. need to get used to it. :p
went for the gynae checkup last thurs. he said that the cyst doesn't seem like anything much but i'll have to go for a more detailed scan on 04/08 to see if the cyst has grown. if it doesn't grow, that means it's not a big deal and shouldn't affect me in any way. seems like lots of girls in my age group will have this problem coz our eggs are in the process of being fertilised or something along that line. however, if the cyst grows, then it can be dangerous. will see how it goes again.
tom has just fallen asleep. he's been sick for the past week.. poor thing.. dunno what's wrong with him also. started off with cough to flu, then diarrhoea.. kinda weird but seems like he's getting better but still tired. refuses to see doctor though.. stubborn boy. think i'll make him send me home soon so that he can sleep early when he comes back. ^_^
magz [8:52 PM]
*will dreams come true one day?*
