Saturday, November 27, 2004
happy bday josh~!
stupid laptop is having some problems. keeps telling me operating system not found when i try to on it. i've to keep trying so many times before it works. sickening!! think i'll have to send it for repairs soon.
had eb town hall on thurs nite. was quite enjoyable but spoiled by some dumbass that we all hate at work. well, let's not talk about stupid people like him. it was quite fun.. food's alright.. pretty nice. participated in some games n had fun myself. haha. :p
couldn't wake up for work on yesterday. was simply too sleepy. hehe. got pissed off during the day by the new company that i'm supposed to be working at soon. audit manager was late to sign the appointment letter with me last week but i waited for her for half an hour. she told me that there would be training for me this saturday n the following 2 saturdays n that she would make it a half day affair so that it won't be too strenuous. she didn't tell me the time though.
so i called her from 10am onwards til 2 pm n people who answered the calls juz told me that she wasn't at her desk. they told me to leave a message n that they would get her to call me back. but by the time it was 3, i called again n was informed that she was on mc. some guy answered the call and i asked him for her handphone no. he told me that he doesn't know her handphone no. but he would help me ask around n told me to call back 15 mins later. 1 thing that i forgot was to ask for his name. so i called again at 3.20 n some lady (either from china or indonesia judging from her command of english n her accent) told me that there r no such guy in the company.
patiently i told her that i needed the audit manager's handphone no. n she told me that she doesn't have it. i asked her nicely to help me ask her colleagues n nobody revealed anything. she asked who i was n which company i was from. told her my name n that i was suppsoed to have some training the next day (today) by the manager which was the reason y i needed to look for her urgently. she checked with some people in the background n told me that they weren't aware of any training held by the audit manager.
in the end, the call was answered by the owner of the company aka the boss. i asked him for the audit manager's handphone no. again n he was rather reluctant to give it to me. he asked me y i was looking for her n i told him the reason. he asked me who i was n i told him my name n that i'm gonna be an employee in his company soon. he asked me what post m i supposed to be working as n i told him that i'm joining his firm as an audit assistant. he sounded pretty shocked.. sort of like he didn't know that his firm had hired an audit assistant. i got a bit pissed n asked him for the audit manager's handphone no. again. he gave the no. to me (which is wrong coz the no's been engaged the whole day) n told me that there would be a training session for the staff there tomorrow n that i could attend it. the bloody training's at 1pm n i don't even know if it's the one i'm supposed to attend.
if the audit manager's still not in the office tomorrow n i still can't get her on the phone, i'm definitely not going for the training. nobody's gonna miss me anyway. they don't even know who the hell i m n that i'm gonna join their company! what the fuck!!! irresponsible manager n a totally screwed up company!!! totally pissed me off!!
anyway, thank god i met up with the sim guys group at nite to celebrate joshua's bday. i didn't drink much though the guys did. haha. sat around chatting, having fun n catching up on one another's lives. very enjoyable. josh kept drinking non-stop so he couldn't really stand straight after that. hehe. but i really had fun n forgot about stupid training stuff. think s'pore is really small coz i saw my cousin at ice cold beer as well!!! she was there with her friend. so coincidental. told her the incident about the stupid company n that i'll call her to ask her on her opinion of what to do later on. still pissed about it. haha.
according to josh n joe khoo, 'don't get maggie to be the gf even if there aren't any gals around in the world'. haha. finding it quite true. sometimes i wonder what the hell m i doing with my life n i know i'm a terrible gf. haha. dominating, domineering, stubborn (heard it so many times!), unreasonable (heard it recently), not understanding (heard it most esp from someone whom many close friends will know who), etc. everytime my bf n i break up, i hear so many different adjectives used. it takes 2 hands to clap but i'm always the villain. i wonder y..
think i should go sleep soon. thinking too much into things. haha. still hesitating n considering if i should go for the stupid training or not. by 12pm, if i still can't get the audit manager, i'm not attending it. if she calls me to ask y, i'll tell her that it's her own fault for being so irresponsible. she can fire me for all i care. that's it. that's my final decision.
magz [1:16 AM]
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
from this moment
From This Moment by Shania Twain
I do swear…that I’ll always be there…
I’d give anything and everything and I will always care
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
For better for worse, I will love you
With every beat of my heart
From this moment…life has begun
From this moment…you are the one
Right beside you is where i belong
From this moment on
From this moment…i have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love i’d give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
I can’t wait to live my life with, i can’t wait to start
You and i will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment…as long as i live
I will love you…i promise you this
There is nothing…i wouldn’t give
From this moment on
Oh oh
You’re the reason i believe in love
And you’re the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams…came true…because of you
From…this…moment as long as I live
I will love you, i promise you this
There is nothing i wouldn’t give
From this moment
I will love you as long as i live
From this moment on
magz [10:31 PM]
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birth
juz finished watching a movie by nicole kidman called 'birth'. story line's quite slow though it's supposed to be mysterious. story's about a 10 year old boy who believes that he is nicole's husband who passed away 10 years ago. at the end of the show, i'm not sure whether he is or is not nicole's husband who reincarnated to be the little boy. think not many people knew either coz they were all talking about the show. haha. :p
met up with my buddy, husni, for the show. haven't met up with him since 2 years ago i think. pretty nice to sit down, chat n catch up on each other's lives instead of juz chatting over msn. hey buddy, tell me the story about u n the gal u meeting tonite ya? hehe. by the way, thanx for the movie n the treat at big o. :)
saw my jc council juniors while i was at big o. they had a gathering cum meet up session after their exams. nice to c them still as united unlike my own batch of council. haha. gave them $20 for their dinner. sort of like a treat for them since they have always been so nice to me n entertained me at song kwang's chalet. hope they enjoyed themselves today. ^_^
magz [7:38 PM]
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job at last~
finally found a perm job.. at long last! pay's not fantastic, lunch hr is only 45 mins instead of the usual 1 hr, but hey, at least it's a start i guess. juz hope that my colleagues r nice n friendly, n most importantly, pple who have fun. i don't think i'll enjoy working at a place with a very serious working environment n there's no fun n laughter at all. it'll be terrible! will c how it goes when i start work there.
finding a new job is gd.. but it also means that i'll have to leave the place that i'm at now. i've had so much fun working here n getting to know so many great pple. i'll really miss them all, esp mel n diana (the 2 blur ones who have really made me laugh on so many occasions. without them, life in dbs wouldn't have been so much fun), jessie (who has taught me so much n even treated us to dinner), ivy n rachel (the 2 who r forever stressed out but yet can joke n fun), priscillia (who's like a real mum), cheryl (the young n forever chirpy gal), CMs carrie, suh jiuan, chin ching, timothy, CSOs wendy, kim fong, jenny kee, Registry albert, rahman, jenny heng. So many people that i will miss.. sighz...
went to attend a church wedding of someone i didn't know yesterday. y did trista n ryan's church wedding look so good n the people attending not have to stand n sit so many times but yesterday's church wedding had to? hmmz.. the priest/pastor talked quite a bit of nonsense n i got so bored that i felt like sleeping. my god~ the only thing that was interesting weas to c how many people went up to Singapore Idol finalist, Christopher, for signature. haha. honestly speaking, he's pretty short for a guy.. or m i juz too tall?? haha. no insults meant!
got to help my dad get his specs fixed later in the afternoon. no idea how he used his specs. the screw cxame off n i'm the one who has to bring it to be fixed. damn! what business is it of mine anyway? bloody hell. woke me up at freaking 6.30 in the morning on a sunday. shitified!
magz [12:52 PM]
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
beautiful saturday~
dumb bush won the us elections. sucks!
anyway, i had a great saturday yesterday. woke up in the afternoon n went fo rmy masage. boy, did i feel good!!! 1st time i went for a massage n i signed up for 5 at 1 shot. it was that gd. value for money i feel. for the 1st time in months, i'm not aching all over esp my back. the whole process took 1 hr n 15 mins.. all that massaging.. only 1 word to describe.. fantastic~!
went to shaun's bday celebration after that. was supposed to b at balaclava but they had some dumb age limit n the dumb boss refused to serve us. stupid dumb management. anyway, we changed the location to zouk winebar (again).. haha. but this time we had seats coz we reached there ard 9. ordered hoegaarden n chatted while waiting for bday boy n more people to come.
gradually all started to come n they kept making shaun drink. poor shaun. in the end, he threw up 3 times at winebar n twice in the car while sending him home... who wouldn't puke with all that non-stop alcohol.. hoegaarden, ak47, b52, flaming lamborghini n goodness knows what else they made him drink. think he must b feeling terrible right now. hope he doesn't get hangover.
jean just came to my place. had a very long chat. haven't had that in a long time. feels gd. babe, let nature take its course. follow your heart. things will work out. don't worry. *hugz* n thanks for the present n vitamins. i still owe u your present!!! haha. will make for u asap. so sorry for taking so long. :p
i've got an interview tomorrow at an accouting firm. don't think it's a very big firm n not sure how much i'll b paid.. will c how it goes. hopefully i get the job n a gd pay. hehe.
magz [1:59 PM]
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Monday, November 01, 2004
yesterday once more
went to watch 'yesterday once more' in cinema today. it's a show starring andy lau n sammi cheng. the show was funny but i don't understand the ending. weird ending to the show... show ended with me being blur...
came home, took off my necklace n dropped my 3 pendants on the floor. found 2 but can't find the last one. i don't want to lose it coz it's diamond.. not coz of the person who bought it... i've tried looking all over the house but i simply can't find it! sobz... this is saddening..
can't concentrate on what i'm typing now... busy talking to jean on the phone. hehe. :p
magz [10:29 PM]
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a tribute to matthew
just finished watching the bachelorette on tv. was really sad that meredith rejected matthew and chose ian instead although i knew all along that ian was the last guy standing thro the internet. felt that matthew was a much better guy in terms of character and personality. moreover, she told matthew that she was honoured to receive a ring from him and propose to her.
however, matthew was as gracious as he always was. i could c his disappointment n sadness in his eyes. it was really hurting to c that. i cried when he was rejected coz he was still so gracious, kind n caring towards her. i don't understand y meredith kept saying that he's the guy she ever wanted, dreamt of, looked for n yet still reject him. he put his heart on the line for her n i think he deserves more. hope that he'll find someone better.
best wishes to this great guy n hope that he will find true love one day.
magz [1:10 AM]
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