Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Airport
Standing in front of my check-in gate typing this post right now. My tour group has only 8 people! Much lesser than expected.. Hopefully I will still be able to enjoy this trip. Smaller group has got its advantage as well.. Don't have to wait around for too long. :) Just that we don't have a local tour guide from Singapore with us. Keeping my fingers crossed that all will turn out well.
Received quite a few well wishes from friends for this trip. Thanks all! Appreciate the kind thoughts and well wishes! :p It's touching to know that there are people and friends who truly care, esp Meng and Shaun who have been giving me so much advice on what to do, what to look out for and how to take care of myself. No worries. I'll come back in 1 piece! Haha.
K.. Gotta run along now. Take care all! Cya soon! *Hugz*
magz [2:29 AM]
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Monday, October 22, 2007
Egypt soon...
Will be leaving for the airport in 2 hours time and flying off in 5 hours.. How soon it seems. It was only the other day that I went to Natas Fair to book my package a month ago and now, I'm actually on leave already and flying off.
Went to the 3rd Annual International Salsa Festival in Singapore yesterday. Was an eye opener to see the various different forms of salsa being performed live, right in front of my eyes. Never expected that salsa could take on such variations. Was truly amazed and made me feel more motivated than ever to master the skill and act of salsa. Hopefully, I'll get there some day. Anyway, my boss, who has been appointed the head of the D&D committee for next year, intends for us to perform salsa on stage. Hehe. Must practise real hard to make it in time for next year! :p
K.. Thought of writing more but brain blocked and I'm getting tired. Shall take a short nap before I fly off. Take care all! Will have to update when I'm back on 01 Nov. Will miss ya all! *hugz* Don't forget me ya??
magz [10:05 PM]
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Sunday, October 14, 2007
Rumour
Went to a club at Clarke Quay last nite called Rumour with the regulars from Instinct. The club is kinda like Dragonfly but the music is not as good, the live band and singers were also not that good. The lead singer who is supposedly the most handsome has got a whiney voice when he sings. Shudders.. Think I still prefer DF anytime, any day. Reached home at 6 and slept at 6.30am.. Tiring..
I have been pubbing and clubbing 6 nites in a row.. Think I need to cut down and relax a bit. But, drinking is a form of relaxation coz I get to talk to friends and enjoy. :p Had a chat with Mingjie (another regular at Instinct) last nite. He truly impressed me by wooing the same girl for 7 years! He knew her 10 years ago, got together for 3 years, broke up and tried wooing her back for 7 years. It's truly fascinating. I'm amazed and at the same time, envious. No guy have ever wooed me for so long.. All just want me to be their gf within days or weeks. Any longer, they give up or pressure me further. Sighz..
Sleepy.. But afraid that if I sleep now, I won't be able to sleep tonite. Wanna go out, but a bit lazy and I'm waiting for my dinner to be home. Argh! Dilemma...
magz [3:57 PM]
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
Contented 'Lil Gal - Can't stop smiling
After all the sadness and sorrow yesterday, everything changed today. I can't stop smiling right now and I'm so so so so so happy! Ultra contented!
Went to DF today and was given a seat right in front of the centre of stage. It was such a PERFECT seat coz Yutaki was in the house!!! He sat right in front of me and sang slow songs during happy hour. Took pics with him after the 1st set of live performance and was sooooooo satisfied already.
But as luck will have it, he performed the 2nd set as well and sang quite a number of songs that I knew how to sing and some that I've watched him perform before. Danced along with him down stage and I enjoyed myself a lot just by watching him. When the set was over and the waiter was keeping my bottle of Hennessy, he went to the next table and had drinks. I think he knows the people at the next table coz he drank with them a few times and even waved at them from the stage.
Didn't know he was walking behind me and nearly bumped into him. And that led to the below conversation.
Yutaki: U ok?
Me (shell shocked): Yupz..
Yutaki: U staying throughout the set?
Me: Errr.. Nopez. Going off soon..
Yutaki: Ohhh....
Me: Btw, when do u not perform?
Yutaki: I don't perform on Tuesdays and Sundays.
Me: I see.. I'll see u next week then!
Yutaki: Sure! C u around!
OMIGOD!! I can just faint!! My idol talked to me!! So unexpected!! Brightened my day totally! And the waiter (aka small boy) that I got to know there was working as well and we had a little chat. Was pleased to see him. :p He even gave us free mixer! Hehe. Cool!
Got to know an old guy who goes to DF almost every day. Seems like he's the owner of 2 nightclubs and is quite rich. The managers know him and give him tables to sit at once he reaches. He's the guy who knows my idol as well! And he wanted me to be his god-daughter. He's 64!! Fainted. Gave me his name card and asked me to call him tomorrow but don't think I'll call him.
It was a good move to go DF tonite. Really.. Can't stop smiling right now. The feeling of meeting an idol makes me feel like a little girl once again. I think I'll feel this way too if I have the chance to meet Andy Lau, Jay Chou, Jerry Yen, etc. It's the same feeling!!! The excitement and adrenalin rush.. INDESCRIBABLE!!!
Hope I get sweet dreams tonite~!~!~!~! Hehehehe
magz [12:06 AM]
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Accusation
Had a very bad day today. Was unhappy since morning.. So much so that I actually cried in office. More like sobbing but not uncontrollably. K.. More like teared a bit..
All I did was ask a simple question regarding the common drive disk space. What I had was more than an answer. I was being rebutted and misunderstood.. Criticised even. It really hurt.. To be wrongly accused. Not the 1st time anyway but somehow, it was a bit hard to handle. Teared during lunch.. Sighz..
Edmund gor was the 1st person to see me cry and he was very concerned. Wanted to tell him but didn't want to create trouble in office so just kept quiet and swallowed my unhappiness. But no matter how well I tried to be normal, quite a few of them felt it. Agnes, Lynette..
Dunno why I'm taking it so bad. Not the 1st time I'm being accused by this person. Not the 1st time we've had misunderstandings. Maybe this time round, I read too much into it which is why I feel so hurt. Shall not dwell on it anymore. When I wake up tomorrow, everything will be back to normal.
Been going to Instinct the last 2 days. Will be going to Dragonfly tomorrow. Drink my sorrows away.. :p Nah.. Not so stupid to torture myself. But I don't drink a lot so it's ok. Will know my limit and take care of myself. :)
magz [11:59 PM]
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Holding Hands
Think I've blogged about something like this before.. But once again, I saw the same scene that made me wanna blog about this again.
Today, during lunch time, I saw an old couple walking hand in hand at the food court deciding what to eat. They were so happy and sweet and discussing merrily. It made me wonder, will I ever be like that in future?
I don't think I'm asking for much. I think all girls want to be treated like a princess. All I ask for is someone who treats me well, who cares about me, who loves me with all his heart. Maybe a bit more that I ask for is that the guy will open the car door for me coz somehow that makes me feel like a lady.
I've always felt that if you love someone, you will want to hold his/her hand.. Forever. It's a feeling.. It comes naturally. Someone once told me that falling in love is a feeling but to be in love is an emotion. Will that emotion stay forever?
magz [12:32 AM]
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Friday, October 05, 2007
Different as Night and Day
magz [12:27 AM]
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Thursday, October 04, 2007
Favourite Quotes
A wave of sadness washed over me today.. Not sure why..
Anyway, here are some of my favourite Chinese quotes translated to English. Might not sound very right though..
(1) When u meet the right person at the right time, it is a lifetime of happiness and bliss. When u meet the wrong person at the right time, it is a case of heartache. When u meet the wrong person at the wrong time, it is a case of ridicule. When u meet the right person at the wrong time, u can only sigh.. "在对德时间遇见对的人是一生幸福。在对的时间遇见错的人是一场心伤。在错的时间遇见错的人是一场荒唐。在错的时间遇见对的人是一阵叹息。"
(2) No man is worth your tears coz the man who is worthy of your love should not make you cry. "没有一个男人值得你为他流泪，值得的那一个不会让你流泪"
(3) A person should not be afraid to walk in the dark but should fear that they do not have sunshine in their hearts. "人不怕走在黑暗里，就怕自己心中没有阳光"
(4) The opposite of nite is day, the opposite of anger is happiness. Sometimes it is good to let your heart take a turn to the opposite. "黑夜的转弯是白天，愤怒的转弯是快乐。有时候让心情转个弯就好了。"
magz [11:36 PM]
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Egypt confirmed / What if...
My Egypt trip has finally been confirmed! I'll be leaving Singapore on 23rd Oct at 3am. Can't wait!!! Haha. At long last.. A trip out of Asia. And I've also planned a trip to Sydney in Dec for the week of 17-21 Dec. Yay!! Wonder if Bee and the rest still wanna go KL. If so, that will be in Nov. And that will bring my this year's holidays to: (1) Hong Kong, (2) Shanghai, (3) Shanghai, (4) Egypt, (5) KL & (6) Sydney. Though (5) & (6) are still pending. Haha.
Went to Dragonfly yesterday and I'm glad I went coz it so happened that Matthew was also there celebrating his friend's birthday. He has flown off to Las Vegas today and I wonder when we will meet again. Had fun catching up with him a bit, drinking and taking pictures. I'll miss him loads! From knowing him in Shanghai til coming back to Singapore, we haven't been able to meet up often but we do chat on MSN often. Told him that I'll visit his wife and him in Las Vegas next year. Hehe. :p
Edmund gor's gf's Grandma passed away on Monday night. It suddenly struck me that if one day, touchwood, my grandma (gram) was to leave this planet to be my guardian angel in Heaven, I'll be so devastated that I think I might break down. Much as my gram was very strict with me even til the age of 21, she taught me a lot of things and I've always loved sticking to her listening to her stories. I dunno what will happen to me that day was to come. I'll be so heartbroken and I know I'll cry my eyes out and I don't think anybody will be able to recognise me at all. Hopefully by then, I'll have the special someone by my side, consoling me, being there for me.
All I can hope now is that gram will stay healthy and live forever.. Suddenly, I miss my mummy.. I miss gram before she was senile.. I miss having home-cooked food for dinner and drinking soups... I miss those days when I was still young, having my whole family around.. Sighz..
I'm supposed to be happy. K.. Shall not think so much. Anyway, my idol in office is back in Singapore! But only for a week. I admire the way he works and he deserves the position he is in now. I must work hard and hope that 1 day, I will get there too. :)
magz [10:28 PM]
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