Insecure again..

My moment of insecurity has hit.. Again!! Suddenly feel insecure and unsure about everything. At a loss... Started last nite.. I hate this feeling.. Hate this side of myself. Luckily this side of me doesn't appear too often.

But now that it has, what should I do? Dunno.. Ignore me.. I'm being crazy..

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