Happy New Year 2008!
In a flash of the eye, 2007 has passed and today is the 1st day of 2008. How fast!
For the past 2-3 hours, I have been trying to curb an urge. A bad habit that I managed to kick away and pick up again, kicked away and picked up again. A bad habit that I try not to make it long term - Smoking. The urge is strong from the minute I reached hospital to visit my dad today. Dad wants to tell me stuff but somehow, his stupid daughter can't seem to understand him at all. I feel lousy. It makes me wanna smoke. Sighz.. This urge that I'm still trying to keep under control right at this moment. Not sure how long it takes before this urge dies down..
Had my bday yesterday. I cancelled the party at DF. Reason? Don't ask. I don't wish to talk about it. But the anger is still there. Hard to subside. After all, bday is just another day. No celebrations at all in the end. But I did go for a very good dinner to cheer myself up. Dinner at Thai's Village Sharks Fin Restaurant. Had a flying kiss from a pretty girl (kid) sitting at the next table when I left. Good enough to make me happier. :)
Former dept's colleagues bought me a cake. So sweet of them! The funniest part was the present that they gave me. Silly Rach's idea.. They gave me money, cold hard cash in ang pao! Faint.. And each of them gave me $100 each! Double faint! Haha. I know what everyone is thinking but don't worry. I'm not that broke yet! :) I appreciate the thoughts but money, no thanx! Will not accept money from anyone. My philosophy. And I'm stubborn. :p
Bee told me that her former dept (trade) is going DF this Fri. Nobody told me anything so.. Just take it that I dunno. I dunno anything nowadays anyway. Better to not know so much. Sighz.. DF just reminds me of spoilt bday plans. ARGH!
As always, there are people who forget. Doesn't matter..
This week's still gonna be a busy one. Meeting Donn for dinner tomorrow (postponed from last week), Thurs should be free, meeting Bee on Fri, Cheryl insisted on booking me for Sat after salsa or something, and Sun I'll be watching my 1st ever concert - Jacky Cheung!!! Haha. Kinda excited about that.
Touching moments - Sms from Matt (LA), Meng (Dubai), my tu di from Shanghai. A very very huge bday present that I wasn't expecting at all.. A way too expensive present.. Sighz.. Bday presents to repay this one is gonna cost a big bomb.. This present costs more than $800 if I'm not wrong.. I am truly.. Speechless..
For the past 2-3 hours, I have been trying to curb an urge. A bad habit that I managed to kick away and pick up again, kicked away and picked up again. A bad habit that I try not to make it long term - Smoking. The urge is strong from the minute I reached hospital to visit my dad today. Dad wants to tell me stuff but somehow, his stupid daughter can't seem to understand him at all. I feel lousy. It makes me wanna smoke. Sighz.. This urge that I'm still trying to keep under control right at this moment. Not sure how long it takes before this urge dies down..
Had my bday yesterday. I cancelled the party at DF. Reason? Don't ask. I don't wish to talk about it. But the anger is still there. Hard to subside. After all, bday is just another day. No celebrations at all in the end. But I did go for a very good dinner to cheer myself up. Dinner at Thai's Village Sharks Fin Restaurant. Had a flying kiss from a pretty girl (kid) sitting at the next table when I left. Good enough to make me happier. :)
Former dept's colleagues bought me a cake. So sweet of them! The funniest part was the present that they gave me. Silly Rach's idea.. They gave me money, cold hard cash in ang pao! Faint.. And each of them gave me $100 each! Double faint! Haha. I know what everyone is thinking but don't worry. I'm not that broke yet! :) I appreciate the thoughts but money, no thanx! Will not accept money from anyone. My philosophy. And I'm stubborn. :p
Bee told me that her former dept (trade) is going DF this Fri. Nobody told me anything so.. Just take it that I dunno. I dunno anything nowadays anyway. Better to not know so much. Sighz.. DF just reminds me of spoilt bday plans. ARGH!
As always, there are people who forget. Doesn't matter..
This week's still gonna be a busy one. Meeting Donn for dinner tomorrow (postponed from last week), Thurs should be free, meeting Bee on Fri, Cheryl insisted on booking me for Sat after salsa or something, and Sun I'll be watching my 1st ever concert - Jacky Cheung!!! Haha. Kinda excited about that.
Touching moments - Sms from Matt (LA), Meng (Dubai), my tu di from Shanghai. A very very huge bday present that I wasn't expecting at all.. A way too expensive present.. Sighz.. Bday presents to repay this one is gonna cost a big bomb.. This present costs more than $800 if I'm not wrong.. I am truly.. Speechless..
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