Buddy... Where?

Crying now. Arguing with buddy. 8 years.. 8 years of friendship..

If my blood continues to boil everyday at work, I'll be joining my dad in the hospital beside him real soon. Have you ever seen a msg like this when u ask someone for help? "I need u to do expiry report and all new deals (if any) in afternoon coz I need to do brokerage. Ok."

1st reaction was.. FUCK U! Sorry about the vulgarity again. Lemme re-type the same msg and note the words I have bold. "I need u to do expiry report and all new deals (if any) in afternoon coz I need to do brokerage. Ok." WTF!!! What does he mean by I NEED to do??? I don't NEED to help him and I am definitely NOT obliged to do so. Can't he be more polite when asking someone for help???

I kept it in me til I realised I won't be able to get over it. Told Ed gor about it and how he rebutted Mel very rudely. I can't stand his lousy attitude anymore. Left at 6.30pm and as I was crossing to Century Square, Ed gor called me to say that they were giving out the letter for bonus. Told him I can't be bothered to walk back. They had the whole afternoon to do it but only did it so late. Not like they are giving me a lot of money anyway. Don't waste my time. But had good news from Ed gor. He's been promoted!!! YAY!!! So happy for him!!!! :))))

Reached hospital at 7.10pm. Earliest thus far. Haha. Ann's mum quarrelled with the nurses.. Regarding the fan. Sighz.. Nurses told me to talk to her as the nurses were quite affected. Nothing I can do actually. Just hope everything dies down..

Not in the best of moods now. It's been 8 years. Doesn't he know me well enough? I have never asked for a bday present.. He even forgot my birth date! Sigh.. To think that he has been my buddy for 8 years. All I wanted from him as a buddy was care and concern. A simple sms to wish me happy bday would be good enough for me. Is it that difficult? He said everytime he was down and out, he would turn to me. He said he wanted to stand up by himself this time. I asked him when I have ever not supported him? He said never. But when I asked him if he has ever supported me before, he said he didn't. He knows that too.. So, besides disappointment, what else am I supposed to feel? I really dunno and I really didn't wish to have this argument.. :_(

Thanx Meng, for encouraging me and the words of wisdom. :) Meet up with u when u're back in Singapore ya? Most importantly, NO sexy dress. Hahaha.

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