Test...
Today has been a very trying day. It was a test of my patience, endurance and mental strength.
Amended 24 confirmations today. Had to do special handling after amending which meant I had to repeat another 24 times. Print and send out after that. That took me 4 hours plus to complete. After the 1st 8, I felt tired. By the time I finished 12, I was ready to scream and go mad. By 18, I wanted to give up.
Many a time today, I wanted to jus throw everything down and walk off. I was close to losing it. Thank God for the crappy chat room (Cher, Roy & I) I'm in at work everyday to make me feel better. I was really that close to jus saying "I quit". It was real bad.. And having to re-do it another 24 times made me on the verge of a breakdown. I could have just sat there and cry. I swear.. It was horrible.
Gritted my teeth and went on with it. Finally finished everything by 7.15pm. It was a huge sigh of relief to have finally endured through the whole day. Didn't lose my temper at all the whole day. That was something I'm even more proud of. Haha.
Left office at 8.15pm. Thought of cabbing home but no cabs when I went downstairs from office so I took a bus instead. 1st bus came the moment I reached bus stop and I thought at least something wasn't against me. But.. It wasn't that way. I waited for the next bus for half an hour at Bedok and it still didn't come!!!
What a waste of my time! Took a cab in the end and reached home at 9.05pm! ARGH!!!!!! If I had taken a cab from office, I would have reached at 8.30pm. Sighz... Am I just down on luck or what? Hopefully good things will start coming my way soon.. Really a test for me today..
Oh... Lynn's gonna ROM soon. So happy for her! To have found her true love and finally being able to settle down with the man of her life. :) Still waiting for Bee's wedding dinner but she needs to get her house 1st. Hopefully all my good friends get married soon!! Then I can be their sister!! Hehehe. I'm happy for my friends when I see them getting married. :p
Skin's been itching like mad these days. Sickening!!
Amended 24 confirmations today. Had to do special handling after amending which meant I had to repeat another 24 times. Print and send out after that. That took me 4 hours plus to complete. After the 1st 8, I felt tired. By the time I finished 12, I was ready to scream and go mad. By 18, I wanted to give up.
Many a time today, I wanted to jus throw everything down and walk off. I was close to losing it. Thank God for the crappy chat room (Cher, Roy & I) I'm in at work everyday to make me feel better. I was really that close to jus saying "I quit". It was real bad.. And having to re-do it another 24 times made me on the verge of a breakdown. I could have just sat there and cry. I swear.. It was horrible.
Gritted my teeth and went on with it. Finally finished everything by 7.15pm. It was a huge sigh of relief to have finally endured through the whole day. Didn't lose my temper at all the whole day. That was something I'm even more proud of. Haha.
Left office at 8.15pm. Thought of cabbing home but no cabs when I went downstairs from office so I took a bus instead. 1st bus came the moment I reached bus stop and I thought at least something wasn't against me. But.. It wasn't that way. I waited for the next bus for half an hour at Bedok and it still didn't come!!!
What a waste of my time! Took a cab in the end and reached home at 9.05pm! ARGH!!!!!! If I had taken a cab from office, I would have reached at 8.30pm. Sighz... Am I just down on luck or what? Hopefully good things will start coming my way soon.. Really a test for me today..
Oh... Lynn's gonna ROM soon. So happy for her! To have found her true love and finally being able to settle down with the man of her life. :) Still waiting for Bee's wedding dinner but she needs to get her house 1st. Hopefully all my good friends get married soon!! Then I can be their sister!! Hehehe. I'm happy for my friends when I see them getting married. :p
Skin's been itching like mad these days. Sickening!!
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