to my mummy...

today's my mum's bday. she's 51 today. happy bday mum!!

i miss my mum. she passed away 15 yrs ago.. when i was only 8. i've only lived with her for 8 short yrs but i still have a very strong impression of her. mummy quarrelled with her family when she chose dad to be her boyfriend n later, her husband. mum's family hated daddy n daddy didn't like mummy's family either. whenever we went back to my maternal grandma's house, dad would be unhappy n ask mummy to go home earlier. but i know that deep down inside mummy's heart, she wished things were different coz she's a very filial daughter.

things never changed even til the day mummy passed away. i used to be a very sickly child. i was sick almost every month, sometimes twice or thrice a month. it used to be very bad n mummy had to spend a lot of time looking after me n taking care of me. but mummy never grumbled nor complained. she took everything in her stride n did her best to teach me well.

everybody says i look like mummy. i'm not sure about that but i love that compliment coz everybody used to say mummy was pretty. hehe. i've got mummy's temper too. we're both bad-tempered. :) i used to tell mummy that if she died, i'll die with her. it's been 15 long years since she passed away.. yet... i'm still here typing my blog.

i know mummy will want me to live my life happily which is why i adopt the more happy-go-lucky attitude since i was young. i try not to be upsest most of the time. of coz there will be times when things get me down n i'm unhappy but i try not to dwell on it too long. i'm sure mummy will be a very happy woman when i go for my convocation in apr/may coz that has always been her wish since i can remember. she's always wanted her daughter to be a university graduate n i'm glad that i didn't let her down.

once again, i wanna wish my mummy a very happy bday!!!

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