1st day of work..

the 1st day of work at my new place sucked big time! the audit manager who interviewed me has resigned n left the workplace, went in at 9.. had meeting at 9.05am n the big boss started scolding the staff n talking about punctuality and goodness knows what else... don't really know what he's talking about anyway...

my desk is superbly dirty.. had to clean then i was made to change table.. need to clean my table again.. the computers all look obsolete.. haha. nobody talked to me n i was told to read a file n checked the computer to look for the forms.. ya.. i know how to use a freaking comp n look at the forms but nobody told me what the forms are for, what are the abbreviations,how i'm supposed to fill in the forms.. i was left sitting there n reading the file the whole day with absolutely no idea what's happening. god.. wish i was dead!!!

the only gd thing was.. u can listen to music while working.. but the problem is.. there's this girl who plays chinese folk songs by this local singer called liang wenfu quite loudly n the songs keep repeating!!! terrible... n the best part is... i'm the only singaporean doing auditing in the company!!! the rest are all malaysians and indonesians!!! i can't believe it.. i'm so left out.. everybody simply just treated me as if i was transparent.. i feel like quitting.. honestly i do.. don't know how long i can stand it there.. the maximum i'm giving myself is the 1st 6 months of the probation period.. after that, i'll change jobs.. must start looking for job again soon...

wonder how i'm going to survive there tomorrow.... sighz...

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