Coward
Friday (27 June 2008)
Rash on leg itched like mad. Think I'm too stressed. Gotta learn to relax and take things easy. Easier said than done.
Lunch with Evans and the rest of the gals at T3. Had a good chat with Evans, about quite a lot of stuff. :)
Rushed off work at 6.45pm. Reached Vivo at 8pm. Met up with the rest and went to DF. Saw Desmond and gang there. Ran between the 2 tables. Our table drank Chivas, Des's table drank Martell. I drank both. It's a wonder I didn't get drunk. Rave was drunk. Both tables left about the same time. Felix came to send me home. Wanted to go home on my own but he came anyway. Saw Gary & Michael while waiting for Felix. Didn't know that CPB folks were there too. Sometimes, Singapore is a small place. Haha. Thanx to Felix for sending me home! Fell asleep in the car. Way past my normal bedtime of 11pm. Haha. Was sooooo tired..
Oh, forgot to mention that I dedicated 3 songs for Yutaki to sing. He sang 2 of them coz the 3rd song he had sung earlier. He remembered my face but forgot my name! He called me Magdeline which I still acknowleged coz he sat on the stage, looking at me and chatted with me and thanked me. I was over the moon! Didn't matter what name he called me. Haha.
Slept at 5am...
Saturday (28 June 2008)
Couldn't wake up at 11.45am when my alarm rang. Woke up at 12.15pm. Late for hair appointment which was supposed to be at 1pm. Reached only at 2pm. Too crowded then so I went to attend Zoey's dad's wake at Jurong first. Apparently the very moment I stepped out of the salon, Tom went in. We missed each other by a milli-second. Fate.. Loves to make fun of people I think. If I weren't late for my appointment, he would have seen me..
Had a small catch up session with Zoey. She's a strong person so I'm not tha worried about her. I'm sure she will be alright. :p
Ailmer disturbed me via sms today. The things he said.. Simply made me faint. Haha.
Rebonded hair again. Looks ok for now. Hope it really is ok.. I don't think I wanna go back again to re-do it. Tired..
BBQ at Celine's place. Wasn't really in the mood to go. Mood still ain't good now which explains the small paragraphs. No mood to write. BBQ was nice.. Caught up with Cheryl and had a good chat with Irene on some stuff. I like talking to Irene. I think we're the same kind of people.. Which is why we can click. Haha.
JZ picked me up from Kembangan, went back to his place to finish the last 15 mins of the DVD that can't be watched from all 3 players that I have at home. Stupid players! I can watch at his place but not my own. Finished the show, went to his office to get another serial and came home. He gave me chocs at his place and it was durian flavoured!!! Didn't know about it til I put the smaller piece in my mouth!!! Faint.. Forced him to eat the bigger piece. He's always bullying me.
He's gone for supper with his best friend, without me.. As always. I wrote an email to him.. But I didn't send it out. I don't have the courage to send it out. I've just finished crying which I feel stupid about but yet, I still did it. Needed to get it out of my system. Wonder when I'll ever send out the mail or will I even send out the mail at all. I doubt I ever will.. Call me a coward.. I just don't.. The only thing I did was to grumble to his best friend that JZ would rather have supper with him than to spend time with me when I hardly get to see him. That's all that I did. I'm stupid.. I know. I'm dumb.
Shall not think about this anymore.. Must thank Felix for driving me around today. Didn't mean to trouble him but.. Attending the wake was a last minute thing.. So sorry..
I shall stop dwelling about things and go shower and sleep...
Rash on leg itched like mad. Think I'm too stressed. Gotta learn to relax and take things easy. Easier said than done.
Lunch with Evans and the rest of the gals at T3. Had a good chat with Evans, about quite a lot of stuff. :)
Rushed off work at 6.45pm. Reached Vivo at 8pm. Met up with the rest and went to DF. Saw Desmond and gang there. Ran between the 2 tables. Our table drank Chivas, Des's table drank Martell. I drank both. It's a wonder I didn't get drunk. Rave was drunk. Both tables left about the same time. Felix came to send me home. Wanted to go home on my own but he came anyway. Saw Gary & Michael while waiting for Felix. Didn't know that CPB folks were there too. Sometimes, Singapore is a small place. Haha. Thanx to Felix for sending me home! Fell asleep in the car. Way past my normal bedtime of 11pm. Haha. Was sooooo tired..
Oh, forgot to mention that I dedicated 3 songs for Yutaki to sing. He sang 2 of them coz the 3rd song he had sung earlier. He remembered my face but forgot my name! He called me Magdeline which I still acknowleged coz he sat on the stage, looking at me and chatted with me and thanked me. I was over the moon! Didn't matter what name he called me. Haha.
Slept at 5am...
Saturday (28 June 2008)
Couldn't wake up at 11.45am when my alarm rang. Woke up at 12.15pm. Late for hair appointment which was supposed to be at 1pm. Reached only at 2pm. Too crowded then so I went to attend Zoey's dad's wake at Jurong first. Apparently the very moment I stepped out of the salon, Tom went in. We missed each other by a milli-second. Fate.. Loves to make fun of people I think. If I weren't late for my appointment, he would have seen me..
Had a small catch up session with Zoey. She's a strong person so I'm not tha worried about her. I'm sure she will be alright. :p
Ailmer disturbed me via sms today. The things he said.. Simply made me faint. Haha.
Rebonded hair again. Looks ok for now. Hope it really is ok.. I don't think I wanna go back again to re-do it. Tired..
BBQ at Celine's place. Wasn't really in the mood to go. Mood still ain't good now which explains the small paragraphs. No mood to write. BBQ was nice.. Caught up with Cheryl and had a good chat with Irene on some stuff. I like talking to Irene. I think we're the same kind of people.. Which is why we can click. Haha.
JZ picked me up from Kembangan, went back to his place to finish the last 15 mins of the DVD that can't be watched from all 3 players that I have at home. Stupid players! I can watch at his place but not my own. Finished the show, went to his office to get another serial and came home. He gave me chocs at his place and it was durian flavoured!!! Didn't know about it til I put the smaller piece in my mouth!!! Faint.. Forced him to eat the bigger piece. He's always bullying me.
He's gone for supper with his best friend, without me.. As always. I wrote an email to him.. But I didn't send it out. I don't have the courage to send it out. I've just finished crying which I feel stupid about but yet, I still did it. Needed to get it out of my system. Wonder when I'll ever send out the mail or will I even send out the mail at all. I doubt I ever will.. Call me a coward.. I just don't.. The only thing I did was to grumble to his best friend that JZ would rather have supper with him than to spend time with me when I hardly get to see him. That's all that I did. I'm stupid.. I know. I'm dumb.
Shall not think about this anymore.. Must thank Felix for driving me around today. Didn't mean to trouble him but.. Attending the wake was a last minute thing.. So sorry..
I shall stop dwelling about things and go shower and sleep...
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