When I Dream~

Starving but too tired to cook. Just came home not long ago and had my shower. Reached home at 11pm.. Super tiring day at work and had to stay back for almost 2 hrs giving Ailmer extra lessons with Kelv and Mel. Sighz... And I didn't have enough sleep.. :( But Spain's win was enough to keep me going. Hehe. :p Feeling so tired now.. Dunno what to write.. Had a very long and busy day due to month end. Will it be as busy tomorrow? Wondering if Spain is still celebrating their win? My mind keeps wandering there.. Haha. At least today I didn't make any mistakes at work. Phew.. Was so afraid of doing the wrong things that I checked my work. Hehe. Think the air in office is really bad.. So hot and stuffy.. Air con doesn't seem to work at all. Everybody was complaining about the stuffiness and the heat. We were all perspiring and felt like we were in a sauna. Ya.. It was that bad!!! Sighz... My skin is always itching in the office. The air is really terrible.. It's making m...

2.58am - Brilliant punch by Casillas to prevent the goal!! 3.08am - Torres' header hit the goal post!! Damn!! 3.16am - Fabregas' shot on target was saved.. 3.18am - GOAL!!!!!! SPAIN!!!!!!!!! Goal by Fernando Torres!!! Jens Lehmann ran out wanting to stop Torres but was unable to catch the ball despite Germany defender, Lahm, trying to block Torres with his own body. Good job by Fernando Torres!!!!! YAY!!! Spain 1, Germany 0! 3.20am - Michael Ballack's face is bleeding.. Scary! 3.28am - Casillas and Ballack got a yellow card each but Casillas doesn't deserve to get the yellow card!! No reason!!! Referee is biased! 3.52am (2nd half) - Is my Spain playing it a bit rough? Sighz... 3.56am - Xavi's shot went wide.. :( 3.57am - Torres runs but Lehmann came out and caught the ball this time round.. 4.04am - Germany has attacked 3 times in a row in the last 3 mins.. Damn.. Looking dangerous! Casillas made a very beautiful save once and the other 2 times, the shots went wide....

Very tired!! Woke up at 12.15pm.. Slept at 3+am with swollen eyes. Damn! I need to grow up!! Sighz.. Anyway, went to Taka to shop for Ky's bday. Wanted to buy artie fartie things for her but didn't know what to buy. Was wandering between Creative Hands and Art Friends. Stomach started growling so headed for lunch 1st. Lunched at Imperial Treasures (Teochew Cuisine) at 3pm. They were almost closing so we had to order fast. Ordered and ate the BEST mango pomelo (杨枝甘露) in Singapore there. Can never find a good one in Singapore. This is by far the best I've ever had in Singapore and it was really good!!! Finally!!! Found my fave dessert that tastes good! Love it!! Gonna buy for my family next weekend when I go over for my fave prawn noodle dinner on Sat. :p Way cool!!!!!! Treated Felix to lunch as he drove me there. :) Good friends are like that. We don't ask for returns but yet, will take the initiative to treat each other well in different ways. He drove me, so I treat hi...

Friday (27 June 2008) Rash on leg itched like mad. Think I'm too stressed. Gotta learn to relax and take things easy. Easier said than done. Lunch with Evans and the rest of the gals at T3. Had a good chat with Evans, about quite a lot of stuff. :) Rushed off work at 6.45pm. Reached Vivo at 8pm. Met up with the rest and went to DF. Saw Desmond and gang there. Ran between the 2 tables. Our table drank Chivas, Des's table drank Martell. I drank both. It's a wonder I didn't get drunk. Rave was drunk. Both tables left about the same time. Felix came to send me home. Wanted to go home on my own but he came anyway. Saw Gary & Michael while waiting for Felix. Didn't know that CPB folks were there too. Sometimes, Singapore is a small place. Haha. Thanx to Felix for sending me home! Fell asleep in the car. Way past my normal bedtime of 11pm. Haha. Was sooooo tired.. Oh, forgot to mention that I dedicated 3 songs for Yutaki to sing. He sang 2 of them coz the 3rd song he h...

Spain won!!!!! Yes, they did it!!! They've booked themselves a place in the finals of Euro 2008!!!! At long last.. The team I've been supporting for years are finally in the Finals of an International competition. And I realised, I can't bet.. Coz everytime I buy a team to win, they lose.. This year, I didn't buy them.. Simply support and see where they are right now!!! Haha. I'm cursed.. : Now.. Must pray hard and keep my fingers crossed real tight that my beloved team can win Euro 2008. Pray hard pray hard!!! Hope all goes well!!! Hehe. ;p

Had a really tough day at work.. Really had to keep my temper under control. Ailmer has been pretty off form these 2 days.. Not performing up to standard. Sighz.. And there were 3 deals that were problematic today. Just adding on to the list.. :( Anyway, it's Spain vs Russia tonite. I'm sooooo gonna wake up to watch. Wanted to wear my Russian dolls earrings to work today when I suddenly remembered about tonite's match. Immediately put the earrings away and decided to wear another pair instead. Hehe. Must show support to my most beloved Spain! :p Must thank Irene and her hubby for sending me home today! Glad that things are ok already! :) Lunch with Felix and Carissa mummy at Old Airport Road. As usual, I had my favourite prawn noodles there. :D Bought cheesecake ice cream as well. Weather was sooooo hot!!! K.. Shall go read up on some stuff.. Need to plan staff event again and I'm late for the 2nd quarter. Damn! And it's getting more and more busy at work due to mon...

Home! Haven't met him on weekdays for very long.. It's really been too long.. We're finally talking on the phone again & meeting up on weekdays and weekends. Pretty much back to normal which I'm happy about. Yes, I'm becoming soooo easily satisfied as Carissa mummy says. Haha. Wonder why I'm like that.. Hmmz... Anyway, had dinner at Bedok Botak Jones today. Food was not bad. Then came home after that. I reached home same time as yesterday! Haha. Work was alright.. Spent 3 hours in the afternoon after lunch doing admin stuff for the department. Did til I was agitated. Think I need to change my job title to "Admin Assistant" soon. Duhz.. Sighz.. No choice.. I'm the rubbish woman in the department, doing everything. Haha. Had a good chat with Irene during lunch today. Lent her my listening ear to share her problems with and to give her some advice. Not that I'm really good at it but did my best to help. Hope things go well with her tonite. :) ...

Reached office to find a tissue rose on my chair and a note on my table. Same on Mel's table. Read it and it was Ailmer's apology letter. Felt his sincerity and I was ok. Never expected him to come in to office with Macs Big Breakfast for Mel & I. Wow!! So unexpected and touched. Forgave him. Haha. Work was ok. Pretty boring actually coz I didn't have anything to do. Just helped to clear space in our shared drive and that was it. Lunch with Mel, Irene & Evans at Downtown East. Kinda nice and funny. The other unexpected thing that happened was JZ calling me in office. Something that he hadn't done for very long. :) Kinda surprising but nice. Hehe. MZ callled me a couple of times.. Kept asking me about the watches that I have - How many watch I have and the surface colour of my watches. Kept asking him why he's asking but he refused to say. Somebody's getting me a watch but he didn't wanna tell me who. I'm still guessing who has told him to buy me ...

Woke up at 2.30am just to watch Spain vs Italy! Everybody I knew looked down on Spain.. Saying that they will lose for sure. My beloved Spain did not let me down. They proved the world wrong! They did it! They beat Italy and the hero was my beloved idol cum keeper, Iker Casillas!!! Pics of my hero below! Handsome right??? Hehe. Drool!!! The mistake was to substitute Fernando Torres for David Guila. Huge mistake! His penalty shot was saved and created pressure for Casillas to save the next penalty shot. Seeing him walk on the field and standing in front of the goal, he was a picture of calm. So collected unlike Buffon who looked nervous during the shootout. Now, I can only hope and pray that my beloved Spain will make it to semis then to finals. I don't mind waking up just to watch them. Willing to sacrifice my sleep just to watch Spain anytime. :p Eva Gonzalez is 1 lucky woman to have Casillas. :) Was kinda tired at work but still alright. Finally lost my temper with Ailmer, the ne...

Saturday (21 June 2008) Reached home at 2am this morning, logged on, wanted to blog but my Explorer was giving problems. Chatted with Bee on msn for a bit and headed to sleep. How my day went: 10.50am - Woken up by my sis coz she sms-ed me sooooo many times. ARGH!! 12pm - Showered, flagged a cab and went for hair appointment. 1pm - Sat at salon for hair trimming. rebonding, hair colour + highlight then further trimming. Not happy with the rebonding coz the insides of my front part is still wavy. Sighz.. Like the colour + highlight but not the rebonding. Very upset with it.. 8pm - Yes, I was at the salon for 7 hours. 9pm - Suntec.. Wanted to fix my shoes coz the ribbon came off but the shop was already closed by the time I reached. Sighz... Was hungry.. Wanted to satisfy my craving by buying Old Chang Kee curry puff but I couldn't find the shop! Sighz.. Settled for Polar chicken pie for dinner (my 1st meal since Friday lunch) and my beloved Starbucks Caramel Macchiato. :p 10pm - JZ ...

Home!! Soooo tired.. Woke up to watch football in the middle of the nite and I'm sooo sleepy despite 2 cups of coffee. Sighz. 1 nite of football has made me so drained. My goodness, I'm really getting old. Haha. Another boring Fri by myself again. Somehow, I think I'm getting used to it. I think, I'm gonna suggest getting a dog again since I'm home almost every day now. I need company. Have always wanted a dog anyway and everybody said that I'm hardly home and hardly have time for a dog. Now, I'm soooo free that I think I have all the time in the world for a dog. Will consider this option once again. ^.^ Managed to get a lift from Irene and her hubby to the usual bus stop where I change bus. Bus came almost immediately. Phew! Had free entertainment when I boarded the bus as the auntie and uncle next to me were talking. At first I thought they knew each other but after a while, I found out that they do not know each other. This guy was supposed to get off som...

Had such a huge scare in office today that I was really worried. I bought lunch back to office for the rest as well and stopped at Macs for Green Tea McFlurry to satisfy the craving that I had since I woke up this morning. Weather was soooooo hot that I felt so irritated and that I could melt anytime. Walked extremely fast back to the office.. Only to discover that my wallet was not with me!!!!!!! The moment I put down the things that I was carrying, I knew my wallet wasn't there coz I didn't recall holding it in my hands throughout the whole journey. It wasn't like the previous time where I knew I was holding it and it would definitely be in the office. This time, I knew it was different. Ran all the way back to Macs to search for it, hoping and praying that it won't be taken by anyone. I can't afford to lose my wallet, esp not my IC again which I have lost once and had it stolen a 2nd time. My IC was critical!! Thank goodness I left it at a very high and visible p...

Gonna make this quick. Basically my eyes can't stay open for long beyond the timing of 11pm and I start yawning non stop at 10.30pm. The latest I lasted was 11.30pm I think. Been sleeping at 11+pm since last week and it's 11.11pm now. Shucks!! Must type faster than normal now. Checked out the DBS opening. It's exactly what I'm doing. Still considering if I wanna go for the interview. But like I said before, local bank... I still prefer foreign banks. Should I test my market value by going for interview? Will decide again.... Met Zubair for dinner tonite. Haven't seen him for.. I think a year... He picked me up from work and we went to Parkway Parade for dinner at the Indonesian restaurant there. Walked around a bit as he wanted to get a leather pencil case. Found the shop and they sell earrings too. He bought me 2 pairs of earrings. $3 per pair. Hahaha. Drove to Seletar Airbase where his school is. Yes, he's training to be a pilot and we made a pact that he will...

Super busy day today. Only 4 of us were in office as Mel and Irene were both on medical leave for 2 days. Had loads of new deals to clear. Managed to finish clearing all but 1 due to lack of term sheet. Left office at 8+pm and took a lift from Christine mama. Dropped at Rachel's place and took a cab home from there. Glad I didn't make any mistakes at work today. With Mel not around, Kelvin was checker and knowing how strict he is, it's a good thing I managed to do everything correctly. Phew!!! Stressful!!! But he's much nicer these days. :) Must give him credit for that. :p Sooo tired. Diarrhoea has finally stopped. Didn't go toilet to output at all today. Thank goodness!!! At long last! Came home, heated up my macaroni which Aunt Mic cooked for me on Sat but had no chance to eat. Still taste good! :p Eating and typing now as I wanna do everything fast and sleep early. Still need to do my laundry later. Sighz.. Headhunter called me today. Told me there was an openin...

Home! Stuck in toilet once again. 4th time in toilet for the day. Getting lesser. I think I'm on the road to recovery. Pls let me recover faster!! So many cravings that I have and so many different kinds of food that I wanna eat! Hehehe. Everybody in office said I have lost weight!!! Oh no!! Or should it be oh yes!! Hahaha. I dunno!!! Anyway, today was really crazy. Dealers were on fire. Did soooooo many deals that I simply sat there and kept checking deals after deals after deals. Lunched in and had my phone interview with the headhunter. Finally! Haha. It has ben postponed 3 times already. Finally got it out of the way. The guy seems pretty nice. Let's wait and see what he can come up with for me. Hectic day but I'm not complaining. I'd rather be busy than bored. Just that tummy grumbling and churning at times when I'm busy doesn't seem the best thing to happen. :p But was alright and I managed to finish all my stuff. Gopi was scolded quite a few times today. ...

Stuck in toilet again. Yupz, I'm still at it.. Haha. But it's getting better. I think it is.. Err.. Haha. Slept a lot again today. It really feels good to be able to sleep so much. A true and valid reason for sleeping. :p Ailmer, the new boy in office, was kinda concerned about me. He's suffering at work without me and he's on leave for the next 3 days to study for exams. He's afraid that he will have to go back to work if I'm still on medical leave. Haha. Don't worry.. I'll crawl back to office tomorrow. Aunt Marg bought me lunch today and Aunt Mic got Ah Na (her maid) to cook me porridge with fish, chicken and my fave veg, kai lan! She also boiled my fave soup and brought all over for me! Sooooo touched!!!! All my fave food in my face!!! All sooooo yummy too!!! DROOL!!!! Ah Na was very very very sweet!! She spent 15 mins rubbing my tummy for me, making me feel soooo good. When Gram was still around and I had diarrhoea, Gram would rub for me. Now, Ah Na...

Felt better today.. Slept sooooo soundly and soooo much yesterday and it felt soooo good. Haven't slept so much in a very long time now. Why do I have to wake up? Just lemme sleep forever.. Aunt Mic made my fave beef porridge and brought it over for me in the morning. Even made macaroni for me for dinner. So touched!! She said something which made me sad.. Though I know it's the truth.. She said that I'm a young girl, ok looking, has a career and a bright future.. Why am I still hanging on a guy who doesn't show his love, care and concern for me anymore? When the truth and reality hits u, it hurts.. It really does. I have been asking myself that same question everyday and yet, I can't find the answer. When he told me he will be meeting me for dinner tonite, I agreed. Waited for him for almost an hour downstairs. The normal me would have lost my temper and my cool, but I didn't. I thought of scolding him when I saw him, but I didn't. I merely reprimanded him ...

Woke up in the middle of the nite to have diarrhoea again. Yes, it's back.. How sucky! It was really really really bad. Especially with the cramps, it was totally horrible. Woke up a number of times due to the pain and to run to the toilet. Was sooooo tired and didn't wanna go work but had no choice coz dealer sent me an email last nite without copying anyone else in my dept. She's on leave today and the settlement is valued today. Sighz.. Had to drag my ass in to work just to forward out the mail. Took medicine but still wasn't good. Couldn't take it by 11.45am and rushed a cab back home to see doc. Yes, I did let him know. All he said was "Pls go home and rest if you're sick". Definitely very different from when we just started and it made me sad. Very very disappointed. How long more can I take such disappointments? Getting tired.. He doesn't sms or call me when he's busy, I understand. This week, he ain't busy at all and yet, he still d...

Home!! Sooo tired... Just took my medication.. It's half stuck in my throat and my chest.. I hate this feeling!! ARGH!!! Making me feel so awful now... Wanted to buy groceries during lunch time to bring home but there were too many things that I wanted to buy.. Too heavy to carry. Will buy on either Saturday or buy on different days to bring home separately. Supposed to meet him on Sat.. Not sure how I feel.. Somehow, I have this weird feeling that we will be very quiet.. :( Tomorrow's his bday. Not celebrating with him coz he's gotta attend a friend's wedding at nite and he wanna rest at home in the afternoon. What can I say? Sighz... Anyway, went to see the osteopath after work. It was very painful!!!!!!! I didn't know he would be poking needles into my leg!!! My goodness!! The moment he poked the needles into my leg, I wanted to scream and shout!! My whole leg just felt pain, pain and more pain!!! It was crazy!! But at least now it feels ok.. Will monitor the nex...

Refused to wake up this morning. Medication was making me sooo drowsy. All I wanted to do was sleep my day away but reality is always cruel. No longer on medical leave and had to drag my ass out of bed, half wishing I was still unwell so I could take another day of medical leave. Showered and went to work. After breakfast, I really didn't feel too good. Nauseous feeling hit again but couldn't get it out of my system. Had pulse lunch with CCO and I was sitting the 2nd seat from him!! Was almost dozing off as he was talking. I can't help it!! I took medicine in the morning!! My eyes were literally unable to open and everybody saw it!! Shucks!! So embarrassing!! Did 3 deals after lunch today and was I glad to have something to do!! Else, I'd really have fallen asleep. Haha. Agreed to meet sis after work to go to the osteopath together for the swollen bruise on my leg. Reached her place at 7.45pm and she called me at 8pm to say the osteopath wasn't in!!! MZ was really s...

Sick again.. I was counting on my bed today coz I haven't been able to sleep well despite taking the medication. :( Realised that every 3 years since 1990, I fall sick many times in a year. This is really terrible!! And especially if I have put on weight. :_( Woke up feeling weird. Lotsa wind in me plus stomach & gastric were churning like crazy. Being the stubborn me, I tried to dress up for work and even managed to reach Tampines. Til I reached office. Couldn't decipher if it was tummy ache or gastric pain, I decided to make noodles to eat coz it was soupy and would be better. Ate and felt ok.. Til I finished eating. Rushed to the ladies immediately. Had diarrhoea. Thought once everything was out of my system, I would be ok. I was wrong yet again. Started feeling nauseous and dashed to the ladies to puke but nothing came out. Felt awful and decided to call my doc's clinic. Settled some outstanding stuff at work and left for the day to see doc. The nurse even know me!!...

1 month after I had UTI, I got it again. This sucks! Big time! Well, of coz seeing my very handsome doc again is nice, but.. I don't wanna get it again.. It was so funny... Doc: Hi Maggie! What happened to u? Me: Hey!! Me again!!! Same thing.. I saw blood in my urine.. :( Doc: Again? How come?? Pain? Discomfort? Me: No pain, no urge.. Dunno what happened!! Doc: R u having fever? Me: No.. I don't think so.. Doc: Come, I check.. Tummy ok? Painful? I press and see ok? Me: Ok.. No pain lehz... Doc: K.. Don't worry.. We do the same test.. U wait outside for a while ok? Me: Orhh.... Took my urine sample, waited for my turn again. Got a shock.. An elderly man of about 50+ years old came out. Then he kept knocking on the doc's door again. Doc didn't give him permission to enter. Suddenly the nurse opened the door and called my name so I walked towards the doc's room. The elderly man was still there. He was talking real loudly about something but I couldn't catch.. T...

Home! Woke up at 8.30am to go to the temple to pray to Dad, Mum & Gramp with the whole family. After that, went to visit Gram at the nursing home and I managed to make Gram to scold me again. Haha. I'm always good at doing that. :p Headed to Aunt Mic's place for lunch. Aunts and uncle were asking why JZ wasn't there and I simply lowered my head and stuffed myself with food. Aunt Mic commented that this bf doesn't seem to care or love me as much.. I feel the same too and I dunno what to do.. :( My family's been very supportive of what I do and the bfs I brought back, even though they may not like the guy a lot, they simply say as long as he loves me, it's good enough for them. But now.. I dunno... Played mahjong after lunch til dinner time. I won $80+.. There's this saying " 情场失意，赌场得意 " which means that if a person is sad in terms of love, he/she will win at the gambling table. Haha. Maybe that's why I won I guess... Had dinner and messaged ...

My home.. Woke up @ 2+pm today. Sms-ed Bee and confirmed the timing to meet. Lazed around a while more and got out of bed at 3pm. Hungry so ate a few pieces of Chicken in a Biscuit biscuits, Showered and left house at 4.30pm. Reached Suntec @ 5pm.. Waited for Bee til 5.40pm... Went to the World Book Fair. Bee wanted to go and I accompanied her there. Mostly Chinese books. We walked the whole area and I was sooo engrossed in the pics of the Sichuan earthquake. Teared while looking at the pics coz they were really heart wrenching. Really really sad.. Went to another few exhibitions @ Suntec Convention Centre. Then went to basement Tonkichi for dinner. Jap restaurant where they served pretty good fried pork. We ordered a set to share and a plate of maki. So filling!!! We were there for 1 hour plus trying to finish all our food. Haha. Took a bus to Orchard after that. Reached Orchard about 9pm. Walked around Wisma Isetan. Saw a few nice items that I wanted to buy but were really expensive....

Home. My home. Surprised? Don't be. Becoming common and normal now ain't it? Aunt Margaret told me that this will be her last month taking the van to work. Suddenly recalled that ya, she's retiring by end of this month. Will no longer have breakfast to eat & I don't eat dinner if I've got no appointments at nite. That makes it.. 1 meal a day - lunch. Don't be surprised if u see a skeleton next time. Bought lunch from BK back to office. Super hot weather. I wore tube top but was perspiring by time I reached BK and it was only a 3 mins walk away. Bought 3 meals but when I reached office, there was only 2 burgers. Tried calling the outlet but phone was engaged. Kinda pissed, I walked back to BK with Mel to claim the burger. Store manager who was the one who served us initially seemed doubtful the whole time I was telling him he didn't give me my burger. Wanted to diss him by telling him how hot the weather is and I don't fancy walking in the sweltering ...

Staring at my lappie and my mind is a blank.. Nothing's been going on in my life, what should I write about? Is my life becoming so boring really? Hmmz... Received a sms from Joey today asking me to go Lunar tomorrow. Not really the place I like to go and I'm really tired. Couldn't get out of bed today. Had to drag myself out of bed. Still considering if I wanna join them at Lunar. Supposed to meet Kang Jun gor and Esther for dinner tomorrow.. Haven't confirmed with them yet as well. Haven't met JZ for 2 weeks plus now. Not sure if I'll be meeting him this weekend. Didn't ask and don't wanna ask. Don't want to be told off like last week. Starting to realise that it doesn't matter that I haven't seen him for almost 3 weeks now. No longer feel sad or disappointed about it. If he wants to meet, then it will be like getting a pressie. Haha. Dunno how to describe. Oh, headhunter called me this morning when I was busy at work. Opening for Cash Mana...

Very tired. Sent Matt off at the airport today. Supposed to send Edmund gor on Saturday but simply couldn't wake up. Today, I could coz it's the same time as waking up to go office, just that I made the trip to the airport 1st. Cried after he left.. I hate sending people off sometimes.. Especially friends and people I'm really close to and you dunno when they will be back. Cried when Ali left, when Edmund gor left, when Matt left.. Sighz... Ran errands during lunch time. So happy to have bought the eyeliner at the roadshow coz I bought 2 eyeliners and 1 liquid foundation, they gave me free concealer and lip gloss!!! Things that I use and those 2 freebies actually cost about $35! To think that I spent $55 and got $35 worth of freebies! Good and worthy buy. Hehehe. That was the only highlight of the whole day. Was soooo tired and sleepy at work. Quite busy too but these days, I'm too lethargic to rush much. I tend to try to pace myself, especially so after yesterday where...

Work was crazy today. Gopi had to take medical leave today of all times. Sometimes, I think he does it on purpose.. How can anyone's timing be so good that he falls sick on the most hectic periods like after a holiday or on month end cutoff? So many times.. I give up. Did everything myself today. Mel helped with commodities which was supposed to be Gopi's work. I did futures and options. Mahesh helped with some parts here and there and the new boy helped out too. Luckily this new boy is still quite ok and very willing to learn and help. Else, I'll go mad. Worse part was that there were sooooo many issues today. Customer did not receive our confirmations, did not have instructions, etc etc. Major issue came when deal was booked wrong in the wrong books (ie, should have been done with Singapore but booked in NY books) and it was past value date. Sighz.. Had to stay back to resolve the issues, finish all the month end stuff as today is cutoff date. Ended work at 8pm and was la...

Feeling very very tired now. Didn't sleep well last nite.. My bed still loves me, not to worry. ;p New boy came in today, Ailmer is his name. Missed having gor in the office. Thank God he called!! I miss hearing him call me Xiao Mei.. :((( New guy seems much better than Gopi. At least he's willing to learn and to write down when I teach him. :) But was too busy in the afternoon to teach him much. At least he asks smart questions. Hehe. Finished work at 8+pm.. Had home cooked dinner tonite!! Was so sumptuous!!! Love it soooo much!!! It was a taste of home!! Felt like the old days of having dinner at home. Miss the good old days!!! :( But dinner was delicious!! Think my mind is not functioning properly. Not sure what I'm writing anymore.. Too tired to write.. Wanna bathe and sleep soon.. Nitez!

Friday (30 May 2008) Busy day @ work due to month end. Good in a way coz I know I won't think about anything except to work work and work. Never once did I feel like sms-ing or calling him. I didn't have time to think of it.. Til he messaged me at 4.47pm sying that he can only meet me on Sat nite. I didn't reply til I finished work at 8pm. I don't understand why he can't do the same. Never once did I tell him to reply ASAP or on the spot. I always give him advance notice.. I don't see why he had to say those words the other day. Told him I'm not free this weekend. 2nd time we're not meeting at all over the weekend. I wanted to spend this weekend with Matt before he leaves Singapore coz he won't be back til at least next year. I'd rather spend it with friends, be happy than to be unhappy. Everybody asked me to talk to him about it. Trust me, u guys just dunno him. If we were to talk about this issue, it would be very simple.. That this relationshi...