Silly Me..

Spent the whole morning helping Gopi to resolve Futures issues. Finally managed to resolve it and I'm glad to be the one who solved it. At least it proved my understanding. While Kelvin, Ed gor and I were trying to resolve the issue, Gopi was sitting there staring blankly at his computer. Made me kinda pissed. At least he said thanks.. That made me feel better but somehow, I wonder when he'll ever learn to resolve the issues on his own instead of always waiting for us to help him while he does nothing. Sighz...



Worked hard in office. Nothing much to say there.



Got disturbed by a guy while walking back to office after lunch and another time when I was walking home. Totally ignored those creeps.



Did something silly today. I missed my bus stop on the way home by 2 bus stops. The 2nd stop was really far away and I ended in front of Raffles Institution which was in Bishan, in front of the temple where Gramp, Dad & Mum were.. I walked home from there.



I realise that everytime I'm unhappy, I walk a lot. I walked home in Shanghai without knowing my way 1 day coz I was unhappy. I walked up the stairs last nite.Today, I walked 2.5 bus stops home. Simply couldn't bring my mood up. Even teared a bit while walking home. So many things running thro my mind. I'm silly.. I know...



I wanted to tell someone so much about my silly-ness but I promised not to disturb him today. He said he doesn't feel like talking.. I didn't know who to turn to.. I didn't know who I could share my stupidity with.



I have switched off my mobile. I don't see the point of keeping it on anymore.. Maybe except to use it as an alarm to wake me up.



Was listening to Breathe Easy by Blue on the way home. Lyrics below.. I like it..



Cruel to the eye

I see the way he makes you smile

Cruel to the eye

Watching him hold what used to be mine



Why did I lie?

What did I walk away to find

Ooohhh - why.....oooh - why....



Chorus

I.........can't breathe easy

Can't sleep at night

Till you're by my side

No I............can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air



Curse me inside

For every word that caused you to cry

Curse me inside



I won't forget, no i won't baby,

I don't know why (don't know why)

I left the one I was looking to find



Ooh - why....ooooh, why - whyyy....



Why



Chorus

I.........can't breathe easy

Can't sleep at night

Till you're by my side

No I............can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air



No I............can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air



Out of my mind

Nothing makes sense anymore

I want you back in my life

That's all I'm breathing for



Ooooooohhhhh - tell me why



Oh won't you tell me why



I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air



No, no, no



Chorus

I.........can't breathe easy

Can't sleep at night

Till you're by my side

No I............can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream

Without you lying next to me

There's no air



There's no air

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