The Three Kindoms: Resurrection of the Dragon
Bored in office now.. Decided to write down some stuff coz I know I'll be home late tonite. Going for movie with JZ after work today. Watching "The Three Kingdoms" starring Andy Lau. I know this is his way of cheering me up coz I am unhappy today. A big effort on his part coz he has been so busy at work that there was actually a possiblity of us not meeting today. Yet, he told me about watching movie during lunch. Very very sweet of him. Very very touched..
Why am I unhappy? Aunt Mic's cancer has relapsed. (Refer to 04 Feb 2o08 entry about my closeness with Aunt). I feel like I am a jinx. People who have stayed with me are either sick or have passed away. Mum passed away, followed by Gramp, then Gram became senile, Aunt Mic had cancer, Dad passed away.. Sis told me recently she has a cyst at the breast area, Aunt Mic's cancer came back. All these people were those whom I once lived with. Could I really be the jinx? If so, then I fear for JZ.. I do not think I can live without him. He has become my pillar of strength...
Life is really fragile. 1 minute you can be happily talking to a person. Days later, that person might be gone from your life forever. Is there really a thing such as eternity or forever? I always think.. Nothing lasts forever. Nothing.. Look at the world, our own environment. Even it is gradually disappearing due to global warming. Treasure every minute of every day coz life is too unpredictable. All we can do is to live life to the fullest and be strong. Do not live a life filled with regrets.
Which is why I try not to look back. I try to stick with every decision I have made. Does not matter if I am happy with it coz I do not want to regret. What is done is done. Nothing can turn back the time to reverse the decision or action. We can only look forward in life, not back. I found the below quote online and I like it. Hope you guys like it too. :)
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." -James Dean
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Just reached home from watching the movie. JZ picked me up from office and we ate Popeye's at Terminal 3 as he had craving for fried chicken. Walked around a bit and went back to Tampines Mall to buy tickets for the show and to watch it at 9.25pm. I've never been a fan of The Three Kingdoms.. But this show made me interested. Or rather, watching JZ play the game on Saturday made me interested and this show increased my interest.
The main character in the show which was acted by Andy Lau is the same character that JZ uses in his game. Haha. Soooo cool!!! Anyway, I'm a happy girl now. He did manage to cheer me up once again and I feel much better. We even talked about his previous 3 relationships prior to me and also about settling down and whether we can last. I hope we do..
Messaged Ky earlier in the evening and she replied me while I was having dinner. Can sense that she is feeling lost, sad, frustrated. I understand.. Will sms her more often to see how she's doing. She was there for me when Dad had stroke. I'll be here for her too. She's the only cousin younger than me and we've played together since she was born. She's like a little sis cum baby to me. Will look after her well.
K.. It's getting late and I'm getting real tired. Shall go shower and sleep soon. Nitez all!
Why am I unhappy? Aunt Mic's cancer has relapsed. (Refer to 04 Feb 2o08 entry about my closeness with Aunt). I feel like I am a jinx. People who have stayed with me are either sick or have passed away. Mum passed away, followed by Gramp, then Gram became senile, Aunt Mic had cancer, Dad passed away.. Sis told me recently she has a cyst at the breast area, Aunt Mic's cancer came back. All these people were those whom I once lived with. Could I really be the jinx? If so, then I fear for JZ.. I do not think I can live without him. He has become my pillar of strength...
Life is really fragile. 1 minute you can be happily talking to a person. Days later, that person might be gone from your life forever. Is there really a thing such as eternity or forever? I always think.. Nothing lasts forever. Nothing.. Look at the world, our own environment. Even it is gradually disappearing due to global warming. Treasure every minute of every day coz life is too unpredictable. All we can do is to live life to the fullest and be strong. Do not live a life filled with regrets.
Which is why I try not to look back. I try to stick with every decision I have made. Does not matter if I am happy with it coz I do not want to regret. What is done is done. Nothing can turn back the time to reverse the decision or action. We can only look forward in life, not back. I found the below quote online and I like it. Hope you guys like it too. :)
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today." -James Dean
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Just reached home from watching the movie. JZ picked me up from office and we ate Popeye's at Terminal 3 as he had craving for fried chicken. Walked around a bit and went back to Tampines Mall to buy tickets for the show and to watch it at 9.25pm. I've never been a fan of The Three Kingdoms.. But this show made me interested. Or rather, watching JZ play the game on Saturday made me interested and this show increased my interest.
The main character in the show which was acted by Andy Lau is the same character that JZ uses in his game. Haha. Soooo cool!!! Anyway, I'm a happy girl now. He did manage to cheer me up once again and I feel much better. We even talked about his previous 3 relationships prior to me and also about settling down and whether we can last. I hope we do..
Messaged Ky earlier in the evening and she replied me while I was having dinner. Can sense that she is feeling lost, sad, frustrated. I understand.. Will sms her more often to see how she's doing. She was there for me when Dad had stroke. I'll be here for her too. She's the only cousin younger than me and we've played together since she was born. She's like a little sis cum baby to me. Will look after her well.
K.. It's getting late and I'm getting real tired. Shall go shower and sleep soon. Nitez all!
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