Deciding Factor

Boring day at work. No deals but helped Edmund gor do some stuff til 9.30pm. Took cab home. Sis n hubby came over to take some stuff from me. They bought sushi for me for dinner! Instead of butter cookies for dinner again, I had sushi! Hahahaha.

Bad bad feeling that my gor is either leaving or transferring or something. Not sure what. He was caught talking to Priscilla (HR manager) and boss today. Then he talked to boss alone. Not a good sign. Not good at all. Starting to be worried but he still refuses to tell me coz he said it's not confirmed yet. Sighz.. Wish he would just share with me again. Can't stand the tension and suspense. :(

Not yet sent out my resume. Decided I will only do it when Edmund gor tells me what is going on. If he's really moving out of the department, I will definitely start sending. Lemme just procrastinate for this much longer. Coz I know I will be sad to leave..

JZ's been real busy these few days. Haven't had much time to talk on the phone coz he's working so hard. Miss having him calling me to chat. Miss talking to him.. Whining and complaining to him and having him make me laugh. Sighz.. It's good that he's busy coz that means he's earning more.. But I do want him around as well. Dilemma.. Ironic.. Contradicting.. I know.. Hope we get to meet tomorrow. Keeping my fingers crossed tightly!

Oops.. Speaking of the devil, he just called!!! But he's still in the office.. Sighz.. Lemme talk to him 1st... Back!! He's still doing the artwork for his customer's stuff. Wonder what time he will finish. And he hasn't even taken dinner! Poor thing..

Matt called me today. Meeting for dinner on Thurs nite. At long last!!! 1 year after knowing him, this is the 1st time we get to meet up for dinner, just the 2 of us. Everytime we meet, it's always with others or coincidental meetings. Haha. Must catch up with him thro this dinner!

K.. I shall go pack my stuff, hang my laundry and prepare for bed. Nitez folks!

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