Hospital - Aunt Mic

Received news this morning that Aunt Mic was in hospital for an operation. Followed by some other news including 1 that Gopi has been confirmed as permanent staff. Mood just went down. Drastically down coz it only proved to me that it doesn't matter if you are capable, efficient or responsible. All you need is strong backing and everything goes. He's taken 6 months to master Options. I had only 1 month plus to master Options, Futures & Commodities. I see no point.. Seriously no point...

Dan emailed me early in the morning. Managed to cheer me up a bit. Hoping against all hopes that when he comes back to Singapore, we can sit down and chat like we do now. Not a proper dinner just the 2 of us before. Wonder if we can manage that. I'm not sure.. But at least we're getting on fine now I guess..

Saw 4 deal amendments then. Heart totally sank and the mood never came back to being normal. Went from bad to worse instead. How could it not go bad when it took 4 amendments for the deals to be correct and that I had so much fighting to do with the cash department? I seemed like a total bad person in the fight. Sighz... Got so bad that I messaged Irene (using the internal messaging system) the words "I QUIT!!!!!!!". She got such a shock that she said she will tender immediately if I have given my letter to the boss. Haha. Oopss... I only meant that I quit doing the deals. Hehe. Haven't found a job yet.. Cannot quit just like that else I'll be eating grass and air only. :p

Rushed thro work and left for SGH to visit aunt. Quick dinner at Great World 1st then straight to hospital. Stayed for 2 hours but aunt was still not from operating theatre. Just when we left hospital, she came out from there and is now back in the ward!! Yay!!! She's ok!!! So so so happy!! Ky was so worried and at last, we can breathe a sigh of relief for now. Tomorrow she will start her 1st injection chemotherapy session. Hope all goes well!!! Will pray hard for her!

Feeling so tired.. So drained.. Sighz.. I need more sleep!! Hehe. Told Ed gor today that there's only so much a girl can take.. He said that I have to coz I'm the one in the family now. Sighz.. I love talking to Ed gor. He knocks sense into me all the time. He's a very wonderful gor to have, both work and personal. And he kept saying I've got nice and long eyelashes that his gf will be so jealous of. Haha. And he noticed that I've been putting eyeliner these few days. It's the only makeup I put other than concealer to hide my eye rings. No choice.. Not getting young anymore. Age is catching up fast. Need to make my eyes look more lively. Haha.

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