decided..

i've decided what i'm going to do after a whole day of dilemma. i'll take up the job if citibank wants me so that i can gain more exposure and experience. if i don't get the offer, then i'll transfer to be a finance and admin personnel at my current workplace. no more auditing for me. that's for sure. wanna thank everybody who have talked to me and made me come to this decision. special thanks go out to huiwen, adeline, jean, lin, mel, diana, ann, anne marie, jeremy, irene, fittor, and definitely, my boy tom who had to endure and bear with me losing my temper n control of myself this morning when i was so frustrated. thanx boy! :)

feel much much better after i've come to this decision. back to my normal self. feels so much better. it's like a huge burden has juz been lifted from my shoulders. feels good now.

rather happy after i made this decision. on the way home, i suggested to go for a walk with tom after dinner instead of the usual lazing around, watching tv or using comp and slacking. didn't know where to walk to so decided to walk to jean's place to chill out n catch up with her. took us quite long to get there coz we didn't know how to walk thro the factory and we ended up walking 1 bus stop further than our destination. so we had to walk all the way back to jean's place. haha.

felt very relaxed and calm while walking. we had small chats along the way though we talk thro email everyday from 9-6, during lunch and on the way home from work. haha. can understand y meng (edmund) calls me jerry, but hey, we're separable k? haha. anyway, chilling out with jean was nice. we juz sat there n chatted. gave my namecard to her coz i finally got my own namecard today!!! haha. what's the point of giving me now when i intend to leave? haiz... :p

nevertheless, i felt really happy coz it was quality time well spent though i missed the 1st half on survivor on tv. will check the website for details n the video clips so should still be ok. :) felt satisfied and contented with my walk to and from jean's place. ^_^ jean will definitely say it's coz i'm still so madly, deeply, crazily and fanatically in love right? haha. a little i guess. hehe.

have to set the record straight though. been hearing rumours that i'm getting married soon. whoever said that?? i keep hearing it these days!!! no.. i'm not getting married soon. haha. still too young and haven't saved up a single cent yet. the day will come but not now! haha. will announce it and notify everyone if i get married. ;p

all i want in life is to be happy. that's all that i've ever wanted. no matter what i work as or where i work at, my philosophy in life is to be happy. which is why i've never thought much about my future.. of what i wanna work as. i'm not happy with my current job and i'm not enjoying it which is why i wanna change. i just hope to learn more when i'm young and be happy wherever i work at. that's the most important thing to me. -_- i m happy now, not with work but with all other aspects of my life. to be happy at work will be even better. i'll work hard to get that~

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