Expectation

You know how people always say the higher the expectation, the bigger the disappointment? I felt like that. I had no expectations in the 1st place. It was only coz everyone started giving me the hope, making me think too highly of myself - only to let myself down in the end. Lasik will not be done. I don't think I wanna state the reason here anymore. Tears welled up in my eyes when I heard that. The alternative that the doctor gave me is beyond my limit at the moment.

I swear, I will try again next year so as to not disappoint myself. I'm not going to give up hope so easily. 1st resolution for the year has failed. Should I go for my 2nd resolution of the year? Thought that after fulfilling 1st resolution would make 2nd resolution a bit easier to be settled. Guess I'll have to depend more on my own skills now.

Too many things happened over the last 2 weeks - can't really remember much now other than the late nite baking sessions that I've had. Haha. And not feeling well on Tuesday, haven't felt that bad in a long time. Working tomorrow despite public holiday - as usual. Better sleep early. :)

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