Happy 57th Bday Mummy!

It's been a rather moody week. Things weren't as rosy as I thought but then again, I have only been there for 6 months. Can't expect too much, can I? But then again, I think it was the other news that made me more moody. I guess, it's destined that I can't have a good manager for long. Nothing lasts forever eh? I'll jus have to stick it out for now I guess.

Meanwhile, I've never been more hardworking than now I think. I've been studying during lunch time or whatever free time I have at work so that I can achieve my dream faster. Not gonna sit there and take it easy anymore. But wild random thoughts keep causing my thoughts to stray. So I've burnt my studying/learning CD and put it into my phone. Full speed ahead now!

Borrowed 2 good books from my trader. Started on 1 for now. Interesting reads about the market and how it collapsed previously. Things that will be beneficial. Yes, I'm going for it! Working hard, moving fast. Stopped playing games as much as before. Time to do something about my life, for myself.

Other people's moods have been affecting mine as well. I know, I'm too easily influenced but I can't help it. Sigh.. Not to mention, the sad songs that are on my playlist. Wanna stay happy and positive!! I think the stress is hitting me hard - rash outbreak is a killer right now. Itching all over! ARGH!

Had a belated bday celebration for me with XZ last nite at Black Angus Steakhouse. :) Good food, good friend. Nothing to complain about. Meeting up with old friends is always beneficial to the soul. ^.^

This Friday is my mummy's 57th bday if she's alive. The older I get, the more emotional I become. Becoming some emo freak. :( My bday wish for my mummy - I hope you are happy, I wish you well. U'll always be the prettiest person in my heart. Thanks for everything u've given me in my life! I miss u lots.. always!

Can't wait for my trips in Feb and now there's another trip planned in Mar. I need the breaks desperately. Even short weekend trips give me something to look forward to. Need a good balance of work and play! :)

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