I think u guys who read my blog will realise that I've been blogging quite a lot recently. Oh well, that's what happens when I have my own laptop and I knock off early nowadays. :) If u're bored of my ramblings, pls take a break. Hahaha.
Had a very enjoyable gathering with my Er Mei Pai sisters (plus Winston) last nite at Sizzler. I really miss this group of people whom I worked closely with for 2 years when I 1st joined this company. 15-18 hour days were the norm for me then. Much as I suffered the wrath of my supervisor who hated me coz she always felt that I was a threat to her position, the rest of the girls were always there to back me up, support and encourage me. Those were the days when I never complained I was tired, where I went back to work willingly when I was still on hospitalisation leave.
I miss the good old days. I do.. Sigh.. Time flies and we are all in different departments now. Meeting up is such a difficult thing to do now as it's hard to coordinate with everyone and for everyone to be free. But I'm glad I managed to pull this gathering off yesterday! Woohoo!!
Obviously, the topic will definitely revolve around.. When Are You Getting Married? Sigh.. I'm not getting married anytime soon! Don't have to ask. Hahaha. I'm fine as I am and I'm happy as it is. I really don't care much about being married or not. When I was younger, I always thought I'll be married between 24-26, have about 2 years of being together, have kids between 28-30 and that's it. Ever since I hit 24, then 25.. And after 26, I never thought of marriage anymore. So now at the wonderful age of being always 21, I most definitely won't be thinking about it. :) Let nature take its course.
And the topic of being "rich" came up again. I really HATE this topic. They love saying that I'm rich despite me telling them I hate it when they say that. Their mentality is that coz I have a house under my name that's been fully paid off, it means I'm very rich. I have been repeating this a gazillion times and I'm gonna say it again. If having a freaking house to my name coz my dad passed away means I'm rich, everyone should be wishing their parents dead? I do not want this kind of "richness". Never wanted, never ever will want! I'd rather have my parents still alive than to have a freaking house under my name!!! Why do people not understand this simple logic?? Annoying!!!!
Esther's dad passed away. Hope she's doing alright. I'm supposed to go for the wake tonite but waiting for Eeyore to end work. And I gotta pack my bags for tomorrow's trip to Jakarta! :)
Went home twice with Kelv gor this week coz he's started work at the building next to mine! Yay!!!
Saw the below article on a friend's Facebook and I decided to copy and paste it here coz I like the meaning of the article. For me to re-read as and when I want to.
突然在空间发现的一篇美文。
一辈子，就做一次自己。
这一次，我想给你全世界。
这一次，遍体鳞伤也没关系。
这一次，用尽所有的勇敢。
这一次，可以什么都不在乎。
但只是这一次就够了。
因为生命再也承受不起这么重的爱情。
愿意为你丢弃自尊，放下矜持，
不管值不值，不管爱得多卑微。
第一眼爱上，然后用一辈子去忘记。
一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己。
不求有结果，不求同行，不求曾经拥有，甚至不求你爱我。
只求在我最美的年华里，遇到你
在心里装下一个你。
只要呼唤你的名字，就不再感到害怕。
只要呼唤你的名字，就会觉得自己变得勇敢，变得坚强。
我可以不顾一切地一直一直对你好
因为我只想忠于我自己的感情。
在挤公车的时候想起你，买糕点的时候想起你，
唱情歌的时候想起你，一个人的时候想起你。
为你不停不停流下感动或悲伤的眼泪，还笑着对你说没事。
会听你听过的歌，读你读过的书，
走你走过的路，在意你在意的人。
即便你忘了那首歌那本书那条路那个人，
我也还是会一样深深记得。
会在吃最后一个苹果的时候想给你一半，
吃最后一块蛋糕的时候想分你一半。
我想要我们什么都在一起做，即使我们什么都没在一起做过。
想要和你一起环游世界，去普罗旺斯看薰衣草，
去夏威夷晒太阳，去美国百老汇看歌舞剧……
想把全世界都给你。
你划定的楚河汉界，我不敢轻易犯规。爱你爱到妥协。
你前进，看着你背影，就足够世界无条件的放晴。
静者恒静，就让我的心安静地守着你。
我愿给你幸福不灭的定理。
不会再对你说我爱你。我知道，没人可以比我更爱你。
我知道你难过的时候，我比你更难过一百倍。
好想让你知道你身后一直都有一个我不离不弃。
一直都在你身后等待，
我的笑送给你希望你快乐，你的难过都给我。
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着，等你有一天能感觉到我。
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃，我也会给你我所有的光和热。
我鼓起勇气呐喊，你要听得见。
我不许你再孤单要你拥抱我给的温暖。
你有没有听见？深深的话我要浅浅地说，你见，或者不见我，
我就在那里，不悲不喜。
你念，或者不念我，情就在那里，不来不去。
你爱，或者不爱我，爱就在那里，不增不减。
或者，让我住进你的心里，默然相爱寂静欢喜。
当你什么也没有说的时候，我只希望你能了解：
就算你走得再远，累了，回头我就在你的身边。
我还会像以前那样，在一旁落寞。
只要你记得：我爱你，可以为你哭，为你笑，
可以为你癫狂，为你安静地坐在角落里落寞…
And a song that I've been really crazy about these days. Sorry it's Cantonese again.
迷恋---郑伊健
迷恋你的眼睛已经很挂念你
迷恋你的细胞倍增有否危机
让我逐吋逐吋的爱惜你
用浪漫分泌令四周气氛
弥漫特别的美谁也妒嫉我
被你幸福紧抱的我
如果九州火山有天不再热暖
若有天澳洲海边看不见歌剧院
如若世上贵重的都消失了
还为甚么打算没太多意思
留下独自嗟怨
如我没有遇你甚么都不应叫优美
恳请天与地同为证于此一世都深爱你
天甚么高情一般的高
我只有一世确不足爱你
不需参透任何玄机迷信爱上的只有你
天怎么高情一般的高
还于这生相约下生相爱
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