Undeserving..

Outlook in office down since 11am. Sucks!!! But it was funny having Eeyore helping me reply the mails and chatting with the girls & Sidney. :p Tonnes of mails flying around trying to organise a gathering before CNY. Hahaha. But I'm glad that we're doing it and meeting up again.

Received the official letter for my bonus. Happy to see $$ coming into my account coz I need it but something happened and if my hunch is correct, it's not gonna make me happy. In fact, I already felt so pissed that I finished a packet of prawn crackers and dug into my tub of ice cream.

Met Eeyore and Cher for dinner at AMK Hub. Decided to eat Dian Xiao Er to satisfy my craving for duck. We had so much fun and such a good laugh that it totally cleared me of my unhappiness. We even had role playing.. I'm a conventional bitch and Cher was the rich, spoilt, pampered brat. Hahahaha. Eeyore couldn't stand us at all!! :D

Much as I feel that some things are not worth it, I can't help feeling unhappy about it. Some people don't deserve certain things but they get it. Other people jus have to live with it. But I'm thankful for Cher, Irene, Carissa mummy & Eeyore to share my unhappiness with me, to listen to me grumble and complain. Special thanks to Cher & Eeyore for having dinner with me and cheering me tremendously. Thankful for this guy to cheer me up when I'm down.. Even at the expense of making a fool of himself. ^.^ Thank u, Eeyore!

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