Nothing Is Fair In This World

Unfairness, unjustice
I cannot accept
Unhappy
That's how I feel

It doesn't make sense
It doesn't matter anymore
I'm getting numb
I'm sick and tired of the excuses

Performance
Is never taken into consideration
Hardwork
Is take for granted

What else can I say
I have said it all
Time and time again
Year after year

What's the point of asking for my opinion
When nothing is ever done
What's the point of all these talks
When it is falling on deaf ears

Don't gimme compliments
Don't lift me to the sky
Only to let me fall
Hard and fast

Unwanted tears shed
In public and in private
The effort for the last 2 years
Gone down the drain

Looking back
I wonder if I made the right decision
3 opportunities awaited me then
And this is the road that I chose

Only to suffer
All these pain and heartache
Only to torture myself
I feel so stupid

Disappointment
Let down
Depressed
Fallen to the ground

Thank you to Cher, Eeyore & Irene for listening to me complain again. I'm sorry.. I've been complaining the last 2 days. It's been a tough time but I will get there, to be where I'm supposed to be.

The sweetest lines I saw today... When I was at work and seriously down.. These 2 sentences appeared on my chat messaging screen simply blew me away and made me melt. Note: NK = complain.

Eeyore: I will be there later for you OK
Eeyore: I will shut up and listen while you NK as much as you want :)

I really am thankful that Eeyore is here for me, that he does love me and cherish me. Grateful that he's nice and sweet to me albeit the fact that he's not a romantic person. I know he tries his best for me and I'm glad to have him as my bf. ^.^ Thank you for being there for me..

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