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I am soooooooooo stressed at work that I think I can simply die. My rash is taking the turn for the worse yet again. After 3 weeks plus of nice smooth skin, it is becoming bad again! And all coz of the stress that I'm going thro. :( Depressing..

How can I not be stressed? Sighz.. I blasted at Charlie today for rushing me non-stop. I've only got a pair of hands and a head. I've only learnt doing Exotics since last Thurs. Every settlement has a different way of doing and nobody has the time to teach me properly. How much more do they want from me??? ARGH!!!!!!!!! Pissed!!!!!!

I think.. I need to start taking my medication soon again. The itch today is bad.. It's killing. I wonder if I can sleep thro the nite without it. I hope I can. I don't wanna rely too much on the medicine. And the fact that it's drowsy would just mean that I'll still feel the effect tomorrow. :( I hate this!!!

Refuse to talk to Ailmer at all. Been 2 days. Yes, I do not want to talk to him unless absolutely necessary, which is almost never. Hahahaha. Feel so good not talking to him, treating him as transparent and non-existent. Woohoo!!

My front office dealer, Vic, is so cute! He actually messaged me to tell me that EUR has dropped. Time to buy the currency for my trip but it has yet to be confirmed. Somehow I'm having split feelings for this trip. I love Spain and wanna go soooooo much but.. Can I let go of.. ? 10 days.. I should be able to live with it. :p

Can't take the itch anymore. Jus took the medicine for me to sleep. :( I have to depend on it after all. Saddening..

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