hospital..

think i'm going to the hospital in a really short while. not sure what the doc will say but i'm really worried that i might have to go for an op. don't feel like letting my family know coz they have got enough worries for this week but if i'm really hospitalised, i have to let them know. sighz..

really dunno what's wrong with me right now.. i felt so much pain at work suddenly though i was better yesterday after an injection by my family doctor. thought i would be ok already, til the pain suddenly just hit me an hour or 2 after lunch. it was really severe this time n my tears nearly dropped. called my family doc who told me to go to him immediately for an examination again. told my boss who was really understanding about it (she let me off work early by 3 hours for the past 2 days too!). she told me to call her as soon as i find out what's wrong with me.

took a cab to my family doctor's clinic and he could see that i was in severe pain. gave me an injection immediately (2 injections in 2 days when i fear injections most.. sighz...). called up some hospitals and clinics to inquire about some ultrascan details and prices. this is getting serious! i'm scheduled for an ultrascan tomorrow morning at a clinic but i'm still in quite a lot of pain now despite the injection. think i'm heading for the hospital as soon as tom comes back n his dad comes back with the car. i can't take it much longer.

even forgot to lock my drawers at work (again), but this time it's coz i was in too much pain to think straight. thank god i called anne to help me check or i'll be dead. sighz.. everybody at work is worried about me now. my boss even asked me to call her tomorrow after my ultrascan. supposed to fast for 6 hours before i can go for the scan, but i haven't eaten anything since 1.30pm and drank any water since 3pm. think i can go for the scan tonight. i need to know what's wrong with myself asap. this pain is killing me.

all i can do now is wait n pray for the best. really hope that i'll be ok soon. pls don't let it be anything too serious. appendicitis and gall stones problem i can still handle coz those r common problems in the world and the op is not that major. i'm worried it might be something else.. something more serious that i can't handle n deal with. i hate this feeling. shucks! must look on the bright side. i'll be fine!!! sighz..

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