discharged~
i've been discharged!!! spent my weekend at the hospital. how saddening. n i had to waste 2 movie tickets coz i was in the hospital and couldn't watch the show. sighz...
1st time i've ever been hospitalised. kinda scary and had the feeling of loneliness at nite expecially right before i sleep. kinda teared a little coz i was in an environment and place that i've never been in before. was on drip the 1st nite and didn't eat and drink for more than 24 hours!!! all i could do was look at other people eat. so depressing.
doctors couldn't find what was wrong with me even agfter x-rays and a ct scan. said that the abdomen area is too big and they couldn't find the real cause behind my pain. it might be a bad case of food poisoning, gastritis, gastric pain or simply some virus. they did a ct scan on my appendix coz it was painful when they pressed on it but it didn't appear swollen or anything. however, they found a cyst in my ovary. it's supposedly common in women to have cysts in their ovaries but cysts can be good or bad.
good cysts mean that they are either benign tumours which are not life threatening and are not cancer or they can just be fatty tissues that have built up. bad cysts mean that they are maglinant tumours aka cancer. that's the one that i'm worried about. i jus hope n pray that mine is nothing serious. not sure what i'll do if it's the bad one. won't know how to tell my family.. sighz.. all i can do is wait.. for the gynae to give me a check on next thurs. meanwhile, hope and pray is all i can do. sighz..
having been hospitalised has really made me realise that health is very important (although i've always known that). but like i told jean just now, u can never control what's growing inside of u. there's nothing that u can do. i've always believed in living my life to the fullest and enjoying myself no matter what i do. i believe it even more now. u have to, especially after something so serious has happened. we must always look on the bright side of life, be optimistic and really give our best in everything that we do. be cheerful and make the best out of everything.
wanna thank all those who have been very concerned about me over the weekend and the time that i was in hospital. most important people i must thank are my sis and my beloved bf. they really took care of me when i was in hospital, rushing around doing things for me. especially my dear who did everything i asked for n was so worried about me. it would have been worse without him around. n to all my wonderful friends - anne, jean, eevon, edmund, luke, alwyn, alvyn gor, tom's parents (especially auntie for buying bird's nest for me and cooking porridge for me everytime!), colleagues and all others. i really appreciate it lots!
will definitely take care of my health and update about my condition. i'm on mc the whole week to rest and recover. hopefully i can fully recover~! time for dinner!! food!!!
1st time i've ever been hospitalised. kinda scary and had the feeling of loneliness at nite expecially right before i sleep. kinda teared a little coz i was in an environment and place that i've never been in before. was on drip the 1st nite and didn't eat and drink for more than 24 hours!!! all i could do was look at other people eat. so depressing.
doctors couldn't find what was wrong with me even agfter x-rays and a ct scan. said that the abdomen area is too big and they couldn't find the real cause behind my pain. it might be a bad case of food poisoning, gastritis, gastric pain or simply some virus. they did a ct scan on my appendix coz it was painful when they pressed on it but it didn't appear swollen or anything. however, they found a cyst in my ovary. it's supposedly common in women to have cysts in their ovaries but cysts can be good or bad.
good cysts mean that they are either benign tumours which are not life threatening and are not cancer or they can just be fatty tissues that have built up. bad cysts mean that they are maglinant tumours aka cancer. that's the one that i'm worried about. i jus hope n pray that mine is nothing serious. not sure what i'll do if it's the bad one. won't know how to tell my family.. sighz.. all i can do is wait.. for the gynae to give me a check on next thurs. meanwhile, hope and pray is all i can do. sighz..
having been hospitalised has really made me realise that health is very important (although i've always known that). but like i told jean just now, u can never control what's growing inside of u. there's nothing that u can do. i've always believed in living my life to the fullest and enjoying myself no matter what i do. i believe it even more now. u have to, especially after something so serious has happened. we must always look on the bright side of life, be optimistic and really give our best in everything that we do. be cheerful and make the best out of everything.
wanna thank all those who have been very concerned about me over the weekend and the time that i was in hospital. most important people i must thank are my sis and my beloved bf. they really took care of me when i was in hospital, rushing around doing things for me. especially my dear who did everything i asked for n was so worried about me. it would have been worse without him around. n to all my wonderful friends - anne, jean, eevon, edmund, luke, alwyn, alvyn gor, tom's parents (especially auntie for buying bird's nest for me and cooking porridge for me everytime!), colleagues and all others. i really appreciate it lots!
will definitely take care of my health and update about my condition. i'm on mc the whole week to rest and recover. hopefully i can fully recover~! time for dinner!! food!!!
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