When I Dream~

i've been discharged!!! spent my weekend at the hospital. how saddening. n i had to waste 2 movie tickets coz i was in the hospital and couldn't watch the show. sighz... 1st time i've ever been hospitalised. kinda scary and had the feeling of loneliness at nite expecially right before i sleep. kinda teared a little coz i was in an environment and place that i've never been in before. was on drip the 1st nite and didn't eat and drink for more than 24 hours!!! all i could do was look at other people eat. so depressing. doctors couldn't find what was wrong with me even agfter x-rays and a ct scan. said that the abdomen area is too big and they couldn't find the real cause behind my pain. it might be a bad case of food poisoning, gastritis, gastric pain or simply some virus. they did a ct scan on my appendix coz it was painful when they pressed on it but it didn't appear swollen or anything. however, they found a cyst in my ovary. it's supposedly common ...

think i'm going to the hospital in a really short while. not sure what the doc will say but i'm really worried that i might have to go for an op. don't feel like letting my family know coz they have got enough worries for this week but if i'm really hospitalised, i have to let them know. sighz.. really dunno what's wrong with me right now.. i felt so much pain at work suddenly though i was better yesterday after an injection by my family doctor. thought i would be ok already, til the pain suddenly just hit me an hour or 2 after lunch. it was really severe this time n my tears nearly dropped. called my family doc who told me to go to him immediately for an examination again. told my boss who was really understanding about it (she let me off work early by 3 hours for the past 2 days too!). she told me to call her as soon as i find out what's wrong with me. took a cab to my family doctor's clinic and he could see that i was in severe pain. gave me an injection ...

after an exciting week, i fell sick.. sobz.. tummy started feeling weird since wednesday but wasn't much of a problem. saturday nite, the problem hit me.. had dinner with my dear after we finished playing at downtown east. ate mushroom steak at simpang bedok (not sure about spelling) and a milo dinosaur. started to feel bloated after dinner and was really uncomfortable. tom helped me rub medicated oil on my tummy and i got up at 1am to do my big business. felt slightly better but not totally good yet.. sunday came.. i got up at 2pm and had some biscuits and stuff. tummy was feeling queasy and after i had dinner, it became worse. i couldn't stand properly but still tried to bear with it. it was only then that i realised it wasn't tummy ache anymore. it had become gastric pain. sighz... monday morning, i woke up as per normal to bathe and go to work but i really couldn't stand straight at all. it was that bad! tried curling up, stretching, anything to make myself feel bet...

this week's been quite a busy one for me at work, probably on thursday n friday. the beginning of the week was slow to start with at 1st. quite a few last minute things cropped up at work though. monday (6 june) - when i reached office n was doing my usual routine work, the secretary suddenly informed me that i was supposed to be attending a talk with my colleague immediately. was quite shocked but rushed for the talk. quite a boring one and it dragged til about 11.30am. after lunch, i was quite free.. as usual. tuesday (7 june) - my boss sent me an email at 6pm on monday evening to inform me to join in a meeting with the IT head and some others to solve a problem with our system. realised that the IT head is quite charming. not in the sense that he's handsome or anything along that line but more in the sense that he's very knowledgeable and experienced. he knows exactly what he's doing and what he wants. made me feel that when a guy is serious at what he's doing, i...

it's been a week since i updated my blog. will try to update as much as i can remember. fri (27 may) - went to jumbo seafood restaurant at east coast for dinner with my department colleagues coz a colleague was transferring to another department. had seafood dinner which was pretty good. i didn't eat the crabs though. didn't want to dirty my hands. hehe. after that, anne n i took a cab down to newsroom bar to meet up with another group of colleagues for drinks. it was farewell to the guy that i've become great friends with right now. had lots of fun that night. poor tom had to wake up and send me home at 3.30am.. sorry dear~ sat (28 may) - went to collect my graduation photo. after that, i went for pool with tom at sultan plaza. played til 6.45pm and headed to fullerton hotel for the chocolate buffet. honestly, it will be a once in a lifetime thing coz it's expensive n after 2 slices of cakes, u become so full n bloated that u aren't able to eat anything else. b...