21 years and counting...

Irene cried last night. Her son has a form of autism - a bit of ADHD and has some problems understanding questions and responding to it. Not to mention that he is also quite a weak boy in terms of his health. I know how she feels as a mother.. Worried and hence the tears. But he's still young and lots of kids have such problems. They will outgrow it in future.

So I told her about me when I was young. I refused to talk to anyone til I was about 4 or 5. Refused as in I never uttered a single word. When visitors came to our house, I'll run and hide in the room til they have left before coming out of the room. That was me. Gram thought I was born deaf and dumb so she made mummy bring me to the doctor for checkups.

Then as I grew older, I started talking. But I also kept falling sick. Had to see the doctor almost once or twice a month. I know mummy was very sad about my condition. Maybe it stressed her out too, just like how it is for Irene now. Maybe that's why mummy decided to leave me on this very date today. :(

While talking to Irene, my own sadness overwhelmed me. Caught me by surprise too! Was trying my best not to think or dwell about it the whole day til that moment. But I know mummy's looking out for me so I'm contented. :)

Somehow my blogger site looks weird today.. Makes me feel weird blogging.

Hope all goes well for Irene and her son!

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