Communication

What does a girl do when her care and concern has been told off as a form of nagging? Does she stop talking and showing care and concern to the person? I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. I no longer know how to make a person happy or to even communicate anymore. Everything I do seems to be wrong.

Asking slightly more questions and clarifying what was said is known as generation gap, and to think that we are of the same age. My english mus be really poor that people do not understand me and I need to clarify. My mistake for even asking. I know to keep quiet now. Let the doubts grow and not ask so much. Talking is not a form of communication. It's a form of miscommunication. So is typing.

So how should we communicate now? Hand language? Maybe. How about not communicating with each other anymore. Would that be better? Then there will be no more misunderstandings that will lead to unhappiness. Would everyday be happier then?

I can't be going to work with unhappiness in my life for so long. I can't keep depending on others to cheer me up all the time. So what do u want me to do? If communication breaks down, then what are we going to do about it? I really wonder.. Tired.. I say and feel that so often now that it's not right. It's definitely not right..
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Yesterday was my mummy's chinese death date. She's been gone for 20 years now. And I miss her so much. I really hope she's been reborn to a good family and is still as pretty. I asked her to bless me with happiness. I had that happiness for a few hours and it was gone. Came too soon, gone too fast.

Is that how it is with us too?

My blog is not meant for unhappiness but I have no happy things to write about recently. Prove me wrong and make it change. My independence and happiness will not be destroyed so easily. I will stand up and get there once again. But before that, pls do not blame me for being cold towards u. Coz I will do as u wish - no care & concern coz it means nagging, talk and ask less too.

I hope u r happy with that.

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