New Role!

I'm supposed to be studying right now but can't concentrate! I'm so screwed.. Sighz..

Started work at my new department since yesterday. Overall it's quite ok. The guys are nice to me and I know quite a few people on the floor so it's been quite alright. :) Traders generally hate Ops people coz they think that Ops folks ask too many questions & they're really happy that I'm there now to resolve all these questions on their behalf. Haha. But, my system accesses need to be up and running before I can help them.

I have a weird life now. I start work at 7.30am, go out to buy lunch at 11.15am and eat at my desk. Then I head home at 5.30pm & be hungry til about 8 or 9pm coz I wait for Eeyore to have dinner. :( Think I can't wait for Eeyore for dinner too often coz I get hungry by 6+ 7pm these days. Sigh...

Anyway, my mentor is quite nice to me. He's written quite a few notes for me on the spot to study. Though it's quite pressurizing and that both desks need me to help them out, I need to know the day to day stuff and definitely all the nitty gritty stuff. Hence, I need to study on the subject I hate most in Uni which I failed for 2 years in a row & never passed even til the day I graduate. That's how much I suck at this subject & I'm seriously wondering what the hell I am doing now!! Whatever made me think I can do this now?? Sigh...

Ok, enough of the grumbling. I wanted this job, I chose this path. I've got to stick with it and hope something good turns out. Time to hit my books for half an hour and concuss coz I have to wake up at 5.45am every morning now! I need my sleep and I can't afford to make any mistakes at work or it's gonna be costly! Nitez all!!!

PS: Eeyore came in & saw me blogging. Insisted that I change Eeyore to his real name but I don't care! Not like he reads anyway (actually, I wonder if he will read today's entry since he saw me blogging. Hmm...).

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