Count Down - 01 June 2010

I wanna scream... YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's finally finally official!!! 01 JUNE 2010!!! I can't wait to get out of this department!! Yes, I'm dying and desperate to leave, to leave a department filled with lies, hypocrisy, politics, favouritism & sucking up!

Lies & Hypocrisy: Oh, how many lies have I heard in my 3 years in this department? The empty promises to everyone, the outright lie to my close friends forcing them all to leave 1 by 1. And my supervisors lied to me right in my face a few times too. How disgusting!

Politics: The arrogance of being promoted when 1 knows shit about his/her work. The unfairness in everything. Slogging and working hard is useless here. Working even when u're sick will not gain u anything except for the words "foolish" and "stupid". Taking sick days often guarantee that u get promoted. How about that eh?

Sucking up: Oh, I'm seeing this soooooo often these days that it makes me wanna dig my eyes out and puke! Simply can't take it anymore!

Boy, am I happy to leave! The nonsense I have lived with for the last 3 years, just to gain enough experience to go somewhere else. I have made full use of this stepping stone and I'm more than happy to get my transfer out of here.

For the last 1 year, it has been totally unbearable. Being made redundant coz of other people's blatant sucking up and how favouritism is shown openly - talking ever so sweetly and nicely to the checkers & supervisors. Sitting next to them to chat on the pretext of learning or not understanding work.

It's disheartening to learn and see what my department has become in this 1 year. Only 1 person gets to learn and information is not disseminated or shared. Projects are dumped on us and not discussed beforehand, even if it's not workable. What have we become?

Once again, I'm thankful, grateful and ever so appreciative of this chance! I fought hard for it and I'm gonna work hard now! All the unhappiness will be behind me soon!! 1 more month to embark on my new journey and a new chapter in my life! 1 more month to start afresh!!! WOOHOO!!!!!

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