Dad's gone for 2 years..

老豆，原本想用广东话来写这些话，但是你女儿我却不会广东话输入。。 :( 对不起！从来都没想过会这样想你，不知为何，人越大，就越感情用事。不知不觉已经两年了。。时间过得真快！我好想念你和妈咪。。想念你的大肚腩，你的打呼声。。还记得我小时候一有不开心的时候总是抱着你的大肚腩，一切就会变得没事。。　希望你和妈咪一切都好。我知道你们每天都在看着我，陪伴着我。我会过得好好的，会开心的活着！我会永远爱着你们，想念着你们的！永永远远！

A letter to my dad 2 years down the road.. I still remember how he looked on this day 2 years ago and it just bring tears to my eyes and heart.. And I realise, I'm not as strong as I want to be or I used to be.. :( But I will be strong.. Once again.. :)

Dear daddy, I initially wanted to use Cantonese to write the above letter, but ur silly daughter hasn't learned how to use the Cantonese input yet.. :( Sorry! Never ever thought that I'll be missing u this much, dunno why but as a person grows older, she becomes more emotional. It's been 2 years.. How time flies! I miss you and mummy so much.. I miss your big tummy, your snoring.. Still remember how I used to hug your big tummy whenever I was sad when I was young and everything would seem alright.. Hope you and mummy are fine. I know you r both watching over me, accompanying me everyday. I will live on well and happily! I'll always love and miss u both! Now and forever!

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