Worn Out..
Today, the comments I received were "Why do u look unhappy?", "Are u very tired?", "u haven't recovered?". When I met Meng, he immediately commented that he can't feel my presence. Did I seem that bad today? I dunno.. I know I was kinda moody but seriously, I dunno why I'm feeling this way. Sighz..
They played some post Easter game in office today. Nobody in my dept joined in. We jus went about with business as usual while people were screaming, shouting and running around in office. As for me, I continued sitting there being quiet and keeping to myself.
Was talking to Carissa mummy the other day and I don't really enjoy being in office anymore. Getting a bit wary... Of people and of work. Maybe coz I don't have much work to do these days that's why it sucks even more. I dunno.. I'm just.. Bored of it all.
Had a good catch up session with Meng and Shuang @ PS. As always, they make me laugh. But they said that I seemed to have changed a bit - Talk lesser, presence not felt.. No longer the person they know. It's either the medicine or simply the mood. I dunno which. I hope it's jus the effect from the medicine.
I'm gonna stop taking the medicine. I hate being zombified everyday. It's zapping me of my normal life coz I get tired and sleepy and easily irritated..
I need to visit Gram real soon. Supposed to do it last week but was sick. She's been refusing to eat and jus sleeps all day. Her mood seems worse than mine. I shall go cheer up my beloved Gram on Sun coz I miss her. Hope her mood's better then. :)
They played some post Easter game in office today. Nobody in my dept joined in. We jus went about with business as usual while people were screaming, shouting and running around in office. As for me, I continued sitting there being quiet and keeping to myself.
Was talking to Carissa mummy the other day and I don't really enjoy being in office anymore. Getting a bit wary... Of people and of work. Maybe coz I don't have much work to do these days that's why it sucks even more. I dunno.. I'm just.. Bored of it all.
Had a good catch up session with Meng and Shuang @ PS. As always, they make me laugh. But they said that I seemed to have changed a bit - Talk lesser, presence not felt.. No longer the person they know. It's either the medicine or simply the mood. I dunno which. I hope it's jus the effect from the medicine.
I'm gonna stop taking the medicine. I hate being zombified everyday. It's zapping me of my normal life coz I get tired and sleepy and easily irritated..
I need to visit Gram real soon. Supposed to do it last week but was sick. She's been refusing to eat and jus sleeps all day. Her mood seems worse than mine. I shall go cheer up my beloved Gram on Sun coz I miss her. Hope her mood's better then. :)
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