Bothered..

Something's bothering me and I don't think I will feel better without spitting it out so here I am.. Typing this entry in the office.

Found out something last nite and although I promised somebody not to tell, I can't help feeling disgusted and I really need to let it out. Names will be concealed.

I've always felt that as friends, we should not fight for other people's love. Of coz I don't mean myself here. A close guy friend of mine likes a gal for very long and all of us know it. The gal recently broke up and another guy (who is also part of the group of friends) is now together with this gal. I feel totally disgusted at how some guys can do this.. Going after another girl that your friend likes.. To me, it's not a good thing to do.

I don't know.. Maybe it's just me.. Like what someone said.. Even if you like that person, it doesn't mean that the person will like you back so it's not surprising that she's with another guy. I've gone through such experience before when I was in Secondary School but I decided to forsake the guy and keep the friendship that I have. I'm the kind of person who treasures friendship more than anything. Guess not everybody thinks like me. Maybe I'm too extreme.. But that's me.. Not gonna change that part of me or I won't be me anymore.

Anyway, all I can say is that my opinion of this other guy has totally changed and I don't think I wanna really talk to him anymore til I can get over this episode. Must get over the disgusted feeling that I have or I'll hate this guy forever. Think I'll turn my back on this guy and gal when I see them and I'll never exist in the same place and time as them til I get over it. Pls understand..