When I Dream~

Is it me? I feel like I'm having a lot of deja vu moments.. Scenes that have happened before, places I've been to before, food and restaurants that I've eaten at before, conversations that have taken place before... To be honest, I'm feeling lost and confused..  Bumped into Roy early yesterday morning when I was on my way to get breakfast. Only had time to say hi as lift came at the same time. Then, a series of unfortunate events happened.. Spilt hot coffee on my right hand and all over my hp and wallet..  Nearly lost my staff pass but a kind soul found it and passed it to my dept coordinator. That scene was somehow déjà vu.. Then I screwed up some stuff at work.. And on my way home, I nearly fell down the escalator as my heel got trapped at my pants...  Today things got better.. But today I bumped into Tom. Another déjà vu scene somehow but not sure when or why.. He didn't see me (again?) as he was looking at his hp.. Oh well.. I'll always be wishing the best f...

Have been busy catching up with friends but haven't been blogging much as I've been down with flu these 2 weekends. My nasal passage hurts badly and it makes me irritated. Plus itching skin every night has been causing me too wake up at unearthly hours in the morning and causing me to be super tired. Supposed to go to Rebecca's house last night for steamboat but I passed on the invite. My 1st time talking to her was at Alwyn's wedding, despite us knowing about each other's existence all these years. Haha. The irony of it all. She's a nice lady but coz of Wayne and I in the past, we never really spoke much I guess. But really appreciate her thoughts and effort in getting the guys to ask me along. Didn't want to spread the flu germs to her 3 kids so decided to pass on the invite.. :( Met up with Luke before he went to France for training to clear things up. And it was a good catch up plus talk session coz he finally understands what I went through the othe...

I think I've been neglecting this blog for way too long. I remember I cut down on posts coz someone didn't like me posting stuff about my own personal life or my life with him.. But since that someone has even created his own Instagram account and has been posting so much stuff.. Why should I still bother? He's outta my life now anyway so no reason for me to neglect my own blog. Time to move on and live my own life for me! 02 Dec 2013 (Monday) Dinner with Yuhui and Lena at Rakuzen Millenia Walk. 1st time having dinner with these 2 ladies together and I must admit, we had fun!! Talking and gossiping about people in office, telling once another about ourselves and stuff going on, the rubbish we've had to go through. It was an enjoyable 3 hours of bitching session. Hahaha. Hope we can have such dinners more often!! :) 03 Dec 2013 (Tuesday) My only day this week of not meeting anyone!! Nice quiet evening at home eating my favorite pig's organ's soup and playin...

My 2 weeks leave is coming to an end but I think I've made it a fruitful 2 weeks for myself. Finally finished packing the entire house on Wed with the wonderful of Ah Na! I'm so pleased with the results that I don't mind staying home all day as a couch potato coz it's soooo comfy (in my own opinion) now.  Met up with Luke, Vic and Wayne sometime last week. I didn't write this down but something's been bugging me since then. Wayne picked me up from home to join the rest for dinner which was sweet and nice of him. But the whole journey and whole dinner period, he was talking all about himself, his new job, his new rank.. Blah blah blah. And adding on the that, he had to keep disturbing and teasing me as if it's very funny. I didn't find it funny at all and of coz I got irritated.  Spoke to Luke after that and Luke thinks that I've changed to become more cynical after the coma incident. Of coz he didn't know that Wayne was already irritating ...

2nd working day of my 2 weeks leave. Spent last Friday meeting the ex citi er mei pai ladies for lunch. I've always enjoyed meeting them despite the 2 hour back and fro travelling from home to CBP just to meet them. Nothing counts more than the friendship and the company.  Spent half of Saturday with family visiting gram and going for prayers. Missing gramp, daddy, mummy and aunt mic. Speaking of which, today marks the 4th year that aunt mic has left us.. Time flies right? :( wanted to pack my house on sat but got too tired and lazy.  So I spent Sun packing the wardrobes and have managed to clear 3 big piles of clothes. Aunt Janet asked me why I'm always cooping myself up at home on weekends. No idea too. Well.. Maybe I haven't yet let go? Unlike someone who is already moving on and enjoying his freedom and life as can be seen from his fb clubbing and enjoying life pics and he's even using instagram now to post pics. I'm just stupid I guess. And so, my laptop charge...

Just when I thought I wouldn't be able to catch the musical of Phantom of the Opera performing this year, a sweet little surprise msg from Kelv gor came on Thursday night asking if I want to catch the show with him on Friday night. :) Maybe I really did wish hard enough and a miracle happened to me? His company gave him 2 free tickets for doing a project well and the tickets cost $168 each. We were seated at the 2nd block from the front and could see clearly everything going on on the stage. :p Happiness and satisfaction! And most importantly, thank you to my Kelv gor for remembering me and asking me along!!! Unexpected but pleasantly surprised and definitely a nice and sweet gesture! :D My favourite track from the muscial "All I Ask Of You".. Coz 2 sentences in the song says "Love me... That's all I ask of you".. And saying that, I have just finished crying. Eeyore has officially moved out of my place now. I may seem fine on the outside but somehow, it ...

Martin aka Ding Ding was asked to go yesterday. 1 of the closest salesperson to me and who has taught me a lot over the last 4 years. He is willing to teach and he's very knowledgable. I really no longer look forward to going to work anymore. I drag myself to work everyday and my own team pisses me off most of the time. I have a good mind to leave. So, let's start with my team where 4 out of 8 people (excluding myself in the 8) really turns me off. A.R - yes, I know you are the youngest in the team and the top earner for a year or 2 now. I don't give a damn about that coz you don't give me my pay nor my bonus. And neither have you ever paid for my drink nor meal despite always saying you will. You do tons of trades and you do them all wrong. I'm the one who cleans up your ass for you every single time. Stop showing me your fucking attitude as if you are my boss coz you most definitely are not my boss! You screw up and you told me to go back to my desk and fix your...