When I Dream~

I've finally done it.. I've deleted my "friends" from Facebook. Initially my intention was only to unfollow them but after clicking the unfollow button, I thought to myself.. Doubt anyone's gonna miss me anyway, hence the unfriend button was hit. I do feel lighter now though since it's been quite a few times that I see them going out without asking me along. So not seeing anything or treating such people as friends is no longer a loss to me.  Had dinner with Yuhui just now. Sooo happy that she's preggers!! I will and must take good care of her in office now. Hehehe. We had some private talk about office and personal stuff. Basically we feel that office mood is now super demoralizing and definitely not as fun and good as before. We won't be surprised if more people resign or get retrenched. Sigh... We spoke about my relationship life as well. Obviously it's empty right now though I did dream of Eeyore again last night. But.. I doubt it's gonna w...

1st, define the meaning of friends. Then, define the meaning of True Friends? To be honest, this 1 year plus has made me realized that a lot of so called friends are actually.. better known as acquaintances. If that's the case, then the so called true friends should be better known as friends with/or benefits? But I have known since long ago, not to expect too much from people. If my own cousins, niece and nephew can not care and treat me as transparent, let alone people I consider my friends. As such is human nature ain't it? When you are not rich, famous or of any use, then why should anyone really care or bother about your existence or whether you are alive or dead? So pls stop telling me I'm your friend, or good friend or girlie forever. Such terms carry NO meaning to me anymore. All you care about is yourself and when you whatsapp or msg or call me, it's always with a hidden meaning behind it. Which is why I'll rather not reply at all. Or if I really can,...