When I Dream~

5 years have passed.. Every passing minute of everyday, I feel as if I have wasted my time and my youth. I thought that my hardwork would pay off, that I would reap the fruits of what I have sowed. But no, 5 years in a row, my fruits have eluded me. Why? I really wonder why I am still persisting. After 5 years, is it time for me to really let it go and move on to something else? I'm confused. I dunno. This year's zodiac sign is bad. Economy downturn is happening. Do I be reckless or should I carry on? I have dedicated so much of my time and life here. What am I gonna do? The promise that it will happen this year was broken. Promises are really meant to be broken? Always telling me to wait another year. How many more years of my life do I have to give and offer? I'm not getting young anymore. I don't want to be stagnant... I drank beer during lunch. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed a drink. I had to de-stress. It felt good. Couldn't be bothered anymore. Lef...

Here comes Part 1 of my loooooong overdue Europe trip post!! Once again, I'll try to let my pics do the talking. :) 05 Nov - 14 hour flight to London!! Stayed at Eeyore's bro's (W) place. Poor W had to sleep on the couch while we were there. So sorry!!!! Beautiful clouds in the sky! Snow on the window halfway through the flight!! Eeyore and I on the plane - I was super tired but refused to sleep! Look at the eyelids! 1st time I see a London cab! 06 Nov - Outlet shopping day!!!! The view when I looked out of the window the moment I woke up!! Gorgeous!! Check out the porthole window - that's the living room window!! Feels like you are living in a submarine! Hahaha - Can't help taking this photo - the workplace! Right where I was staying! This is taken from the ground floor of the apartment. :) Baker Street Tube Station - Sherlock Holmes on the wall!! Train ticket to Bichester Village for Outlet Shopping! :DDD Night view of Bichester Village! 07 Nov - Buckingham Palace...

Today is Friday the 13th. How was ur day? Mine.. Was jus.. Indescribable.. I was busy the whole morning at work. Screwed up some stuff and found out at my most hectic hour - 2pm Sg time. I was in such a state of panic that I was almost in tears and breaking out in sweat. Thanks to 1 of the sales guys I am close to aka Ding Ding and most definitely to the guys in my team - G & N for helping me out, and to my spot trader S for not blaming me too much. Managed to resolve the issue after an hour and thanks to my team mates for not blaming me at all! Feel really blessed and touched for their help!! Was so worried and stressed that I had a headache and felt like puking. Phew!! Was busy the whole day after that. Then.. I had an argument with Eeyore. Sigh... Sometimes words can be ugly even more so when the words are phrased as accusations. :( don't wanna talk or think about it anymore. Just wish for more understanding sometimes and not make my day worse than it already was.. Why...

Ok, I know I've disappeared from my blogging world again. I've tons to update!! And most importantly, I've missed out on my year end recap post. :( So here goes all updates in 1 post (hope I can cut the long story short by letting my pics do the talking, will try to put in pics that are not on FB but too lazy to edit any of the pics)! Was on leave the last 2 weeks of December for the 1st time since I started working 7 years ago. Never ever have I taken off on my favorite month of the year! Met up with a few friends on and off. Eeyore fell sick the moment we started our leave from Fri to Tues. So I cooked for him everyday b4 I headed out. :p 17 Dec 2011 - Cho's place with at least 20 bottles of wines finished and a huge turkey for dinner. : D 18 Dec 2011 - Gathering at Lynnie's place for Kayden's 1 year old bday. ^.^ 19 Dec 2011 - Meetup with Bee, Bingjie and Stacy for a cooking & baking day cum Xmas gift exchange @ Bingjie's new place! :) 20 Dec 2011 - ...