When I Dream~

Today marks my 3rd year in this department, my 5th year in this company. But today was not a good day. I was soooo pissed off that I felt my blood pressure rise to a level where I was worried that I might have a heart attack anytime soon. Yes, I was that enraged! In my company, there's the unwritten rule whereby anyone who wants to apply for an internal transfer needs to be with the same department for 2 years. And if you managed to get the job, you are required to serve 2 months notice. Which is what I am doing now. Yes, I know the department is freaking shorthanded. But that doesn't mean that I have to be the sacrificial lamb so that others can get their transfer right? I KNOW I AM DISPENSABLE BUT PLS SHOW ME SOME RESPECT! So what if the other transferee is referred and recommended by others? So what if the boss of the other transferee at the other department is your good friend? DOES THAT MEAN I CAN BE COMPROMISED?? EVER WONDERED HOW I WILL FEEL???? I guess not right??!!!! ...

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers, including mine! The moment I woke up, I told Eeyore, it's been 20 years and still counting. I tried my hardest not to think about it.. But during dinner, the tables on both my left and right were celebrating Mother's Day. And Eeyore wanted to call his mum.. What about me?? I miss my mummy.. I wish I could call her too or celebrate with Mother's Day with her. I've never had a chance to do it.. She left me when I was 8 - too young for any celebration, not to mention, any celebration in future.. The time spent together has been too short. I miss u, terribly..