When I Dream~

got a call from citibank today asking me to go for an interview. not exactly sure what post i'm interviewing for or whether i'll get the job or not. of coz i'd like to change my job coz citibank pays much more than what i'm currently getting n there r more benefits there. most importantly, no more draggy, pointless, redundant monday meetings! but the thought of not being able to meet my boy for lunch everyday saddens me.. n to travel 1 hr everyday to work n work ot.. with no music.. hmmz... hope the people there are friendly n nice. anyway, i still have anne marie there to accompany me. hehe. thanx girl for helping me send in my resume~. :) so, i can't concentrate on my work anymore which is y i'm blogging now. my table's a mess but i can't focus so i actually look real busy n hardworking. haha. i'm juz tired n brain-dead with so many things on my mind.. sighz.. if i get the job, what m i going to tell my boss? that i found something better or should...

re-did my blog today. spent the whole afternoon on it n it's finally done! nothing beats the sense of achievement upon completion. it's something that i've never done before n i've always felt that i wouldn't know how to do it coz i've always been such a computer idiot. after my cousin showed me some stuff n tom telling to view source, i tried to do up my own blog. took me quite some time before i stumbled onto this girl's blog which teaches u how to do certain stuff. found this really nice blogskin n fell in love with it. so, after much effort n fiddling with stuff, here it is! something i'm really proud of n happy to c. every time i look at my own blog, i feel this sense of pride, achievement n happiness coz i really love everything about this design. thanx to the creator of this blogskin! :) went to watch 'hide and seek' yesterday. quite a good show. the suspense was good. kinda unexpected. booked tickets to watch 'white noise' on tues...

been a little disappointed with friends.. the term 'friends'.. what does it actually mean? someone u can talk to, someone who will be there for u? how many people can do that for a long time? i'm not very sure but i used to try n keep it contact with close friends in the past. i did all i could to stay in touch n find out what's going on in their lives so that our friendship can stay strong. however, that wasn't the case. 1 fine day, i finally decided to stop taking the initiative to remain in contact with them n the result was, they didn't bother either. what happened to the friendship between us? i'm not sure. but it takes 2 hands to clap n i don't understand y i always have to be the one who makes it happen. i've lost many friends coz of that. upset.. of coz i was. i've always treasured friendships but i don't see the point of hanging on if the friendship is so 1-sided. disappointed.. i've always believed that to be friends, we have to...

chinese new year came n went.. happy chinese new year to all~ this chinese new year hasn't exactly been a very happy one n i'm still on cold war with my dad. haha. ain't it fantastic? i can do this forever i think. there's no need for me to talk to him anyway. haha. i'm an evil gal! anyway, valentine's day came n went as well so happy valentine's day to one n all as well~ wanna wish kuan a happy bday too! hehe. valentine's day this year was just like any other normal day in my life. no flowers, just present. think it's been a whole year since i received flowers from anyone. not on my bday nor on valentine's day. sighz.. this year's valentine's day wasn't fun or exciting. just a normal dinner, a short walk along explanade then home. pretty dull to me.. but at least i spent it with my boy.. :) kinda missed the valentine's day that i had last year. spent it with my close gal pals - jean, eunice, stef n esther. sat at marine promenade...

i was watching a tv show just now when i heard this description of love.. "love is like walking in the woods. some people fall in love with the 1st tree that they see, but there are people who cannot decide which tree they prefer. in the end, these people walk out of the woods alone, without finding any tree that they love". i find it quite meaningful. the woods may be big, but some people do manage to find a tree that they love. some people fall in love with the 1st tree that they see and it stays that way forever. some.. walk through the whole woods but due to indecisiveness, are not able to find any tree that they love coz they have either missed the chance n it's too late to turn back or they might have given up the chance. will they regret? some people do but some people don't. there's always 2 sides to a coin, isn't it? some people might have walked into the woods, found a tree that they loved n lost but yet found another tree to stay together wit...