When I Dream~

my sis finally got married today (30/10)! must wish her a happy n blissful marriage! was quite angry with her the past few days for taking me for granted n for venting her anger on me. but when i saw the slideshow of her from young til now n her hubby, it was quite touching. had to control my tears coz i was the emcee for the day. :) glad that my sis married ming zhong. i know he'll treat her well. the way he gives in to her whenever she loses her temper, it's enough to tell me that this guy will love her forever. he's sweet n nice to her. that's the most important thing in a relationship. it's not about looks, money, or car. those r only for materialistic people. what's important is the character n personality of a person. i don't believe that anyone should shortchange themselves for someone else coz if u really love a person, u should accept that person juz as he/she is. that's the way that love should be. everybody keeps asking me when is my ...

watched singapore idol results on tv today though i forgot to watch the live show last nite to see how they performed. was a little shocked and surprised to see that my friend lost. not that i was supporting or rooting for him though but at least he is my friend. not the very close kind coz he once spreaded rumours in the whole school that my friend and i were fighting with each other for him and that we liked him. i mean, hey, we only treated u as friends so aren't u thinking too much into things when i took the bus with u twice only? maybe he just needs an ego boost in school i guess. not a very popular guy back then coz of his attitude n his rather big mouth. haha. hope he's changed for the better. anyway, david yeo aka yeo chin hao (as we know him in school), all the best and sorry that u did not manage to go further. work hard in law school! diana, thanx for the comment. u have been working like a true blue permanent staff in credit doc team. always reaching early in of...

desperately need a permanent job. this pay is really not enough to keep me going for too long. kuan said that my operations manager at akltg feels that it's better for me not to apply for the job there coz there might be political issues between me n him at work. i'm ok with working there coz he doesn't affect me but they dunno what he feels. fuck him. everything is all coz him. i don't get to work at a place where i was my happiest when working n it's coz of him. this is irritating n frustrating. must start actively looking for job now. can't go on for long like this. seems like my good friends are all starting their own businesses... kuan, hus... all their entrepreneurs. i'm satisfied n contented to be an employee but honestly, i'd rather fulfil my dream to either go into the modelling, acting or singing line. definitely not in s'pore though. either hong kong or taiwan. don't think i can make it big in the western countries. haha. i can c...

if anybody asks me about my sis's wedding again, i think i might just explode!!! it's her wedding, not mine!!! n anyway, i don't wanna know anything about it. i don't wanna be her emcee on that day n i'm not important at all anyway. i'm not going to be sitting at the host's table n neither was i invited to the food tasting tonite for her wedding. she already said that i'm not important or something like that so y should i care? i don't wanna be involved in it in any way. even people in the office think that i know a lot. today she brought her wedding photos to the office n everybody said that i should have seen it before. NO... that wasn't the case. i'm just as insignificant as other people. i saw the photos together with them. didn't know which was her wedding gowns coz i wasn't asked to go along with her when she tried them on. rather, yee mun her ex-colleague was there to help out. i'm only a small fry. pls direct all questi...

firstly, congrats to diana coz she started her 1st day as a permanent staff today. Congratulations~ secondly, must congratulate dearest jean who finally allowed dilun to hold her hand n so they are a couple now. hehe. it's good to know that dilun managed to melt this tough gal a little. haha. jean, i'm happy for u. hope u r happy too. any problems, i'll be most willing to lend u my ear as i've always had n u've done the same for me. don't think too much n pls be more optimistic about things. not all relationships will end badly, moreover u've just started!!! y are u thinking of that anyway??? haha. congrats gal n i really hope u'll find happiness in this relationship n not end up like the previous one. :) jessie's friend found a room so... told her to help me look out for other friends who might need one. hope i get good news. i'm the only temp staff in my department now. guess going to other departments n being the errand gal will be do...