Grouch

I know I am a grouch today. Tried to stop being one but couldn't. Sighz... Due to the serious lack of sleep the whole week, I can't control my own emotions anymore. ARGH! I don't like myself to be like that. So angry with myself.

Anyways, I've always thought that love was 1 of the more important things in my life. I have gradually learnt that it is not. I've always loved the poem attached. I still do.. Enjoy it. :)

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