Being Me!
I always say..
Words are said but meant to hurt
Promises are made only to be broken
Hearts are to love but end up being torn apart
That's me. I told myself I will not cry for u again, not ever again. Even if we were to break up, I will not cry. I have evolved. I am not a weakling. I have all along been a strong, independent person. I do not need another man in my life before I can let go of my feelings or to even mention break up. No, there's not me. And right now, at this instant, I am still me.
Trip to Hua Hin cancelled. I don't care and I won't give a damn. I need to have my own life back. I need to live it the way I know it and the way I like it. I have always been a happy-go-lucky girl where sadness only lasts 1 day. And yes, I am back to that state. It only lasted a day.
I was crazy in & out of office the whole day. If I didn't say it, no one would know that I was even remotely unhappy. That's me. Always has been, always will be. Mahesh kept making me laugh but probably coz I went crazy with him 1st. Nevertheless, he put a huge smile on my face today and I'm grateful for that.
I will enjoy myself at Desaru tomorrow. I have my very friendly and fun-loving colleagues. I have my friends who are always there for me. There's nothing to be sad about. Saw an email before that everyone was born in the world crying. But I think all parents will wanna see their kids happy when they're outgrown the crying stage. And so, I know I will not disappoint my parents. I will live my life happily. :)
Too much to look forward to in life. Like Meng say, I'm a wild girl by nature. Never a meek person with a quiet, shy nature. That's me then, that's me now. Always, forever. Nothing's gonna get me down.
Words are said but meant to hurt
Promises are made only to be broken
Hearts are to love but end up being torn apart
That's me. I told myself I will not cry for u again, not ever again. Even if we were to break up, I will not cry. I have evolved. I am not a weakling. I have all along been a strong, independent person. I do not need another man in my life before I can let go of my feelings or to even mention break up. No, there's not me. And right now, at this instant, I am still me.
Trip to Hua Hin cancelled. I don't care and I won't give a damn. I need to have my own life back. I need to live it the way I know it and the way I like it. I have always been a happy-go-lucky girl where sadness only lasts 1 day. And yes, I am back to that state. It only lasted a day.
I was crazy in & out of office the whole day. If I didn't say it, no one would know that I was even remotely unhappy. That's me. Always has been, always will be. Mahesh kept making me laugh but probably coz I went crazy with him 1st. Nevertheless, he put a huge smile on my face today and I'm grateful for that.
I will enjoy myself at Desaru tomorrow. I have my very friendly and fun-loving colleagues. I have my friends who are always there for me. There's nothing to be sad about. Saw an email before that everyone was born in the world crying. But I think all parents will wanna see their kids happy when they're outgrown the crying stage. And so, I know I will not disappoint my parents. I will live my life happily. :)
Too much to look forward to in life. Like Meng say, I'm a wild girl by nature. Never a meek person with a quiet, shy nature. That's me then, that's me now. Always, forever. Nothing's gonna get me down.
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