When I Dream~

have been talking to my vendor on the phone a lot. her name's doreen n i consider her as a friend more than a vendor. she's a very nice lady n is always buying me dinners and stuff. we were on the phone today n she told me some stuff about myself. according to her, i am someone who is observant, who is ambitious and has high expectations of herself n the people around her. she also said that i'm an efficient and independent worker who takes the initiative to do things and that i am able to handle my work well unlike most graduates that she know. i'm also eloquent and am able to write well, according to her. she even told me that my boss has complimented me in front of her, saying that i can work without supervision which is why i do not need to report to my supervisor at all but report to her directly. never been praised so much before. haha. never knew i was so capable in my work. doreen told me that i shouldn't be doing operations but should do the business sector...

i gotta rush this entry coz i'm gonna watch football n it's starting! hehe. wanna write this down n get it off my chest coz i think that some people work in a very unprofessional way. some problems occurred at work recently. i am the person handling the outsourcing of printing customer statements daily n last month end, certain customer statements were printed and mailed out that shouldn't have been printed in the 1st place. these customers do not belong to the corporate side but belong to private banking side, which means their statements shouldn't even have gotten into my file! so, somehow or other, these damned statements got printed n these lousy dumbass customers started complaining to the customer service centre. n of coz, people start questioning why this happened. therefore, people started coming to me n questioning me. on the surface, they are trying to find the cause of the problem, but IN ACTUAL FACT, THEY ARE TRYING TO POINT FINGERS AT THE PERSON WHO'S I...

i'm a happy gal today!! finally considered to have fully recovered from whatever caused me to be hospitalised after my checkup with the gynae. yay!!! no more going back for checkups!!! the cyst did not grow or maybe it became smaller.. not sure about that but whatever it is, i'm ok now n that's what matters most! :) anne's last day at work is tomorrow.. she's the 3rd person that i'll be attending farewell sessions for. 3 good friends have left us for greener pastures n 1 has transferred to another place. sighz.. the only thing that i'm thankful about is that there are still a few of the people that i'm close to who are still here. but i know some are also intending to leave.. if they can find their greener pastures. sighz.. happy for them but sad for myself. but i'll definitely wish them all the best of luck~! been trying to plan the bangkok trip but it's certainly not an easy task coz dearest ali is missing! ali~ where are you?? need you to conf...

been thinking of going for a holiday for some time now. have been wanting to go to either bali, bangkok or hong kong. have been asking my dear bf if he wants to go on a trip with me but the answer that i always get is 'depends on whether i've found a permanent job by then'. i don't feel like waiting anymore. i'm planning a trip.. n now, it's gonna be a group trip. talked to ali thro msn messenger and we were talking about going on a trip end of the year. we actually wanted to go to bali but it's gonna be monsoon period during then so bangkok came to mind. it's gonna be tentatively on the 3rd week of october. hopefully can make it into a group gathering. of coz, the biggest hope will be that dear ali can make it there with us. bet everybody will want that to happen! ali, try ur best n not disappoint us k? :) will start organising that tomorrow afternoon when i'm more free at work. still have to organise anne's farewell dinner with our section and ...

haven't been in the best of moods recently.. don't ask me why.. i'd like to find that out myself too. think it's just a phase that i got through once in a while. jus waiting for the day where i get out of this phase n continue my happy-go-lucky outlook on life. this day won't be far away. i believe in myself. :) jean got thro her interviews with citibank. waiting for the day where she gets her results n hopefully steps foot into the same company albeit not the same department or area. i'll be glad to have her in the same company. :p jean, all the best ya?? *hugz* went for my checkup with the surgical doctor this time. have been declared to be fit and healthy again. i'm discharged by them! all that's left is for me to clear the test with the gynae and i'm back to being me! haha. can eat all the potato chips i want without having people nag at me! haha. waiting for that day to come.. called luke after i heard about the terrorist attacks in london. chat...

having mixed feelings right now.. anne might be resigning and leaving for greener pastures. i'll definitely miss her lots coz after all, i've known her the longest there and she's my mentor cum good friend. sighz.. as long as she's happy, it's ok. jus a sad that most of the people i'm close to are leaving one after another. first was kk, then goldwin, marina, now maybe anne and probably jeremy if he manages to secure a job. will be very sad if they all leave but all this can't be helped. they managed to find other jobs that pay better or they are really not happy/satisfied with what they are doing. guess it's good for them so i should give them my blessings. :) feeling kinda excited and happy coz jessica moved in yesterday (04/07). quite fun to have her around coz there's someone to accompany me when i'm bored. hehe. helped her to unpack a bit last nite but i was really dead tired. just a bit not used to having another person in the house yet.. n...

i've been discharged!!! spent my weekend at the hospital. how saddening. n i had to waste 2 movie tickets coz i was in the hospital and couldn't watch the show. sighz... 1st time i've ever been hospitalised. kinda scary and had the feeling of loneliness at nite expecially right before i sleep. kinda teared a little coz i was in an environment and place that i've never been in before. was on drip the 1st nite and didn't eat and drink for more than 24 hours!!! all i could do was look at other people eat. so depressing. doctors couldn't find what was wrong with me even agfter x-rays and a ct scan. said that the abdomen area is too big and they couldn't find the real cause behind my pain. it might be a bad case of food poisoning, gastritis, gastric pain or simply some virus. they did a ct scan on my appendix coz it was painful when they pressed on it but it didn't appear swollen or anything. however, they found a cyst in my ovary. it's supposedly common ...